if you are unhappy with anything , just go away .
ENJOY !
Jasmine ♥
:D
04 Oct
Short
Skinny
Long black and brownish hair
Small eyes
Big Nose
Simply Ugly
Attitude
Narcissistic
Capricious
Extrovert
Sensitive
Cynical
Canossa Convent Primary
Saint Anthony Canossian Convent
NYP Finance Services(Graduated)
SIM - Banking and Finance (Part time UOL)
[一个人生活]
Total Visits since 01 Mar 2009:
HIM ; Lawrence aka Fatty Tan ♥
Shopping
Dolling Up
KTV
Singing
Travelling
Taking pictures
Listening to Music
Chill out
Sleeping
Slacking
Friends: Sharon, Julia, Bei boy, Jasmine Tan, Linda, Ah An, Clara, Neth, Roswina, Max, Pal, Suriani, Jenny bf, Reagan, Yashi, Jiang Hao, Jeffrey, Sandy, Sze Ping, Elaine, Lay Eng, Celine, Jessie, Annie
Family
My bday(04 Oct; pressie please!)
Valentine(14 Feb)
Pink
White
Drinks: Jasmine Green Tea, Coke, Red Bull, Lemon Tea, Mango Juice
Fruits: Mango, Honey Dew, Grapes, Apple, Strawberries, Banana, Guava with LOTS oF Pulm Powder
Food: bEef stEak, ScallOp, crAb, lObster, PraWn, chEese fRies, Salted Popcorn with LOTS of Butter, Cup corn with LOTS oF Butter, MOS Burger, Minestrone Soup, Teriyaki Chicken burger, KFC Drumsticks, Long John, Onion Ring
Snacks: KinDer bReunO, Super Ring, Lays
HATES
Red Beans/Green Beans
PaPaya
WaterMelon
Root Beer
Hor Fun
Loh Mee
Bastards & Flirts
Bitches & Sluts
Attention Seekers
Childishness
Egoistic, Arrogant, Supercilious People
Attitude Problem
Myself
-more dresses, more skirts, more tops-
-LV Damier Neverfull and Chanel Bag-
-$$$ and more $$$-
-IPL legs and hands-
-Go DRX Clinic-
-repair aircon-
-renovate room-
-Travel to Australia, US, Europe and Japan. Go Taiwan again-
New Resolution:
1) Learn to cook
2) Punctual
3) Sleep early
4) Exercise
5) Save up
6) Bring mummy and sister out more often
7) Slim down
8) Complete my degree
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人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四个人。 第一个是自己, 第二个是你最爱的人， 第三个是最爱你的人， 第四个是共度一生的人. 首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉； 因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人； 当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的， 也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。 但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人； 你最爱的，往往没有选择你； 最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的； 而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的， 只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。 你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？ 没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你， 可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了， 他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你； 同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。 当一个人不爱你要离开你， 你要问自己还爱不爱他， 如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开； 如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐， 希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止， 你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了， 而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？ 爱不是占有， 你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里， 但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。 换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有， 让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆， 如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏： 爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点， 绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子， 万一变不成就不爱他了。 真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的， 你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你； 真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。 毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得； 分开是一种必然的考验， 如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输， 真爱是不会变成怨恨的。 两人在谈情说爱的时候， 最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓， 就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人， 而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际： 海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱! 明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒； 就算会，也活不到那时候。 许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言， 最好是承诺做不到的事， 反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧， 请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人” 在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套； 讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。 你呢？找到了第几个？ 茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？
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3/12/2009 ♥
my sister send me this photo.
taken 03 Jun 2007. Having dinner at Seafood Paradize Defu Lane with family.
April 2007 with family at Bangkok. Having Japanese food at Central World shopping mall.
my dad favourite hobby.
today suppose to go out with my sister. But I really got alot of work to do, so I didn't go in the end.
Nothing out of the usual today, just work from home; stuck at home the entire day.
Tomorrow is FRIDAY! YESH WEEKEND!
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10/09/2008 ♥
its such a pity my dad could not celebrate my birthday with me this year and the years ahead.
i still miss him alot...
everytime when i think of him, my eyes will be fill with tears. maybe i'm still not use to not having him around.
sometimes i wish he is here.
but its such a selfish thought to have.
recalling him struggling in the hospital.
i remember everytime when the nurses do extraction of his flem,
even though he's in coma, i could see that he is in great pain.
his limps will move from left to right continously.
it hurts me to see him in such state.
maybe he will be happier now that he's away...
back to the arms of God...
miss you daddyyy
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8/31/2008 ♥
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8/25/2008 ♥
oh btw i didnt blog about my 2nd sis who came back from taiwan since daddy was in icu.
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8/15/2008 ♥
daddy located at:
mandai crematorium Blk D. Level 2. Room 635.
Daddy's birthday : 02 June 1959 (so level 2, room6)
Departed : 11 August 2008.
i cant personally thank each and everyone of you.
so hereby
thanks all of you that came down for the wake.
thanks those who help up us alot.
thanks those who gave us encouragement, etc
to show our appreciation : tmr's paper to thank family, relatives, and friends
tonight will be having dinner with my family members as a token of appreciation to thank them for helping up for daddy's wake, etc...
dinner with:
-sis
-bro in law
-mum
-2nd sis
-jenny bf
-gina ah yi
-steven uncle
-rina aunt
-kevin uncle
-3 kids
at seafood paradise defu lane 10
http://www.seafoodparadise.com.sg/contactus.html
the last time we ate at defu seafood paradise was with daddy.
the most recent visit at seafood paradise was at singapore flyer with daddy too to celebrate his bday and father's day.
misssing daddy...
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8/13/2008 ♥
i haven't been blogging about my daddy's progression, etc.
because i dont want anyone to read or to know about his current condition.
hmm.. because of the lawsuit thingy.
but well since everything has come to an end here.
i shall write it down.
anyway the man had been charge murder yesterday.
vengeance and justice is in gods' hand.
god says forgive your enemies...
ever since my daddy was admitted to the hospital, my family and I have been visiting him everyday.
approximately 2 weeks he was discharge from ICU to a normal ward.
things got better i assume.
gradually he has more response.
and recently his limps and arms move quite alot.
his eye lits moved too.
we were hoping he will wake up very soon.
on monday afternoon,
my sister send me a picture.
daddy eyes were opened.
i was quite happy,
thinking thats quite a great improvement.
but around 4+.
my sister called an ask me to rush down because dad's air intake is getting very low.
and then he was gone when i was on my way rushing down.
when i reach his ward, i was crying and shouting so loudly.
couldn't control my tears.
为什么我看到的爸爸是躺在那里动也不动的？
他的脸，他的身体都冷冰冰的。
他看起来脸色很白代一点黄。
when i see him, i really don't know what i should do except to cry.
i love my daddy.
i miss my daddy so much.
i want him back so much.
but 过去的永远不会回来...
Labels: daddy, i miss you
7/08/2008 ♥
sometimes i wonder...
why life has to turn out like this.
everything is coming at the same time.
i cant cope.
i' weak and dependant on others.
but now...
i really have to be strong
i've to put on a smile when i know my heart is crying badly.
i hate the person who inflicted injuries on daddy.
daddy hasnt done anything wrong.
even though i do not know what exactly happened.
but from what i know, this man owe daddy $.
daddy went down to collect $ from him.
probably they end up in a argument; fight.
from the police.
he hit daddy and even after daddy lied on the ground, he kept kicking him on his head.
causing the damage on his brain.
on sat 6 jun,
jenny bf, yash and me went to acid bar after our dinner at somerset coffee club.
i was crying already due to somethings i've regretted.
after that, macus came to pick me up with clara and bi gu for rounding.
we had a good time; at least i were happy for the time being. even for that short while.
but around 2+ am, i received a call from my mum.
macus sent me down to the hospital.
the doc says daddy left brain is dead. and that also mean daddy is dead.
he said they gave injection on daddy just to make him stay alive for the time being to let all of us pay him a visit.
there is also nothing they can do to save him. they could not even do a surgery on him.
the possibility of waking up is only 1% and even so he would turn veg.
i took a glance at daddy
i ran off. i couldnt accept what i've saw.
everyone told me to get myself prepared.
but still...
i can't accept the reality
i cried and scream like mad
asking daddy to wake up.
but he did not response to me.
i believe daddy will wake up since everything has not come to an end
as long as daddy is still breathing.
there will be hope.
i kept telling them daddy is gonna wake up.
in the afternoon, doc says daddy seems better, its a miracle.
they are able to do a surgery on him to remove the blood clot in his brain
so the operation was successful
but still daddy is asleep.
no one knows when he will wake up.
even if he do; no one knows how much % he will recover.
but i just want daddy to be normal again.
come back daddy.
stop sleeping.
i am waiting...
there were too many things occurring throughout these period of time.
i'm already so upset.
and why such things still has to happen.
i'm so scared...
i'm so lost.
but i thank all of you who came down to accompany me, gave me encouragement.
especially macus, who stayed and didnt catch any sleep since the very first day.
thanks dear lawrence who flew back just to accompany me.
thanks ang kong star clara, jenny bf, jasmine tan, linda for loving me.
thanks chup lao people, rL7, my relatives and all of you.
please pray for daddy to wake up soon
and i bellieve he willlll...
he will...
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