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DA GIRL ♥
Jasmine ♥
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04 Oct
Short
Skinny
Long black and brownish hair
Small eyes
Big Nose
Simply Ugly
Attitude
Narcissistic
Capricious
Extrovert
Sensitive
Cynical
Canossa Convent Primary
Saint Anthony Canossian Convent
NYP Finance Services(Graduated)
SIM - Banking and Finance (Part time UOL)
[一个人生活]
Total Visits since 01 Mar 2009:
HER LURFES ♥
HIM ; Lawrence aka Fatty Tan ♥
Shopping
Dolling Up
KTV
Singing
Travelling
Taking pictures
Listening to Music
Chill out
Sleeping
Slacking
Friends: Sharon, Julia, Bei boy, Jasmine Tan, Linda, Ah An, Clara, Neth, Roswina, Max, Pal, Suriani, Jenny bf, Reagan, Yashi, Jiang Hao, Jeffrey, Sandy, Sze Ping, Elaine, Lay Eng, Celine, Jessie, Annie
Family
My bday(04 Oct; pressie please!)
Valentine(14 Feb)
Pink
White
Drinks: Jasmine Green Tea, Coke, Red Bull, Lemon Tea, Mango Juice
Fruits: Mango, Honey Dew, Grapes, Apple, Strawberries, Banana, Guava with LOTS oF Pulm Powder
Food: bEef stEak, ScallOp, crAb, lObster, PraWn, chEese fRies, Salted Popcorn with LOTS of Butter, Cup corn with LOTS oF Butter, MOS Burger, Minestrone Soup, Teriyaki Chicken burger, KFC Drumsticks, Long John, Onion Ring
Snacks: KinDer bReunO, Super Ring, Lays
HATES
Red Beans/Green Beans
PaPaya
WaterMelon
Root Beer
Hor Fun
Loh Mee
Bastards & Flirts
Bitches & Sluts
Attention Seekers
Childishness
Egoistic, Arrogant, Supercilious People
Attitude Problem
Myself
HER WANTS ♥
-more dresses, more skirts, more tops-
-LV Damier Neverfull and Chanel Bag-
-$$$ and more $$$-
-IPL legs and hands-
-Go DRX Clinic-
-repair aircon-
-renovate room-
-Travel to Australia, US, Europe and Japan. Go Taiwan again-
New Resolution:
1) Learn to cook
2) Punctual
3) Sleep early
4) Exercise
5) Save up
6) Bring mummy and sister out more often
7) Slim down
8) Complete my degree
HER MEMORIES ♥
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人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四个人。 第一个是自己, 第二个是你最爱的人， 第三个是最爱你的人， 第四个是共度一生的人. 首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉； 因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人； 当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的， 也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。 但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人； 你最爱的，往往没有选择你； 最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的； 而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的， 只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。 你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？ 没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你， 可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了， 他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你； 同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。 当一个人不爱你要离开你， 你要问自己还爱不爱他， 如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开； 如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐， 希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止， 你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了， 而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？ 爱不是占有， 你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里， 但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。 换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有， 让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆， 如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏： 爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点， 绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子， 万一变不成就不爱他了。 真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的， 你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你； 真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。 毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得； 分开是一种必然的考验， 如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输， 真爱是不会变成怨恨的。 两人在谈情说爱的时候， 最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓， 就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人， 而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际： 海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱! 明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒； 就算会，也活不到那时候。 许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言， 最好是承诺做不到的事， 反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧， 请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人” 在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套； 讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。 你呢？找到了第几个？ 茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？
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DARLINKS ♥
CHATTERBOX ♥
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CREDITS ♥
designer- X pictures- X
brushes- XXX
hosts- XX
fonts- X
for the brushes part , i try to credit as much as i can .
for those things i got from deviantart , i really cannot remember e poster of e pic or brushes . sorry about that . =)
5/31/2007 ♥
the lobster red me. so ugly... this was part of the reason which made me quit drinking. and of course, drinking is not healthy. and also i picked up drinking because of him. since we ain't together, i don't have to go out drinking with him and his family so often. so why drink? =D of cos when i'm down or sudden urge to drink i will. =D
Labels: Velvet Dragon
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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Did I mention about my journey to City Hall MRT yesterday night? It was horrible. FUCK...
I was walking to the bus stop... Then this stupid uncle pull out his dick from his pants infront of me and pee into the drain. INFRONT OF ME. I say INFRONT OF ME.
Then on the bus to the MRT station, the uncle sitting beside me dig his nose like nobody business. Its fucking disgusting ok! On a public transport with so many people in it! No shame?! FUCK. What is on these people's mind.
GO AND DIE FUCKING UNCLES.
GUYS SUCKS LA.
DISGUSTING OLD FREAKS.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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I'm home from Velvet Dragon. Its Public Holiday Eve and its darn pack. But I like it. =D Really enjoyed myself...
After work, I went home for a nap...
Met Sharon and Julia at City Hall around 10pm. Sharon then thought of going home to get change since she didn't like the dress that she was wearing. So we train-ed back to Aljunied. Waited for her to get change then cabbed over to Velvet Dragon.
Queue very long to get in. About 30 minutes I reckon. After getting the chop, we headed to the cafe for my very late dinner. Was famished because I only had fruits for lunch. When I started eating it was around 11+pm already.
Jenny, Hui Zhen and friends were already inside. Boyfriend Jenny then came out to meet us. We chatted for quite some time before re-entry.
It was darn pack at the dance floor. Sardine pack! We stick to one another like real close since there wasn't ample space. It was damn hot too.
Danced alittle and drank not alot. But it ain't like last time. I am really lousy at holding liquor. Though I ain't drunk or tipsy. But I drank less than 4 cups. But already felt some kick. Really long time never drink and starting to get my rashes again. When I drink often last time, the rashes kinda of go away. But its back now. But being lobster red is inevitable. :D
Anyway, Jovan came down with his colleagues. I was suppose to go home together with him. Supposed to go supper with him but then I didn't because I went home with my darling girls. :)
A not so yandao guy asked for number too. But I just shook my head. :)
Anyway, only Lawrence dear in my heart! So... I won't right?
Fuck la. My computer is VERY laggy! I reckon its down with some virus! FUCK!
Am tired now... Turning in. Nights~ :D
dear I'm sorry for asking too much.
Asking too much silly questions.
but i can't help but to think so much.
i just wanted to be sure.
i just wanted your assurance.
because i love you too much.
and that i do not want to lose you :)
LOVE YOU LOTS!
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
5/30/2007 ♥
This morning was on my way to work and received dear's call.
I thought I accidentally pressed the button and called him, so I pressed on the reject button.
I checked through dial numbers. I didn't made the call. He did.
So I messaged him that I pressed the wrong button.
He called back...
Told me that he went out drinking after work yesterday. He finished work at 5am I supposed...
I ever warned him not to go such places because its complicated there at Philippines.
But still... He went...
He said he called just to tell me that he has reach home and to admit that he went drinking. He also asked me not to worry because he did not do anything wrong...
But still...
I'm worried. So worried...
After hanging up the call, I messaged him asking him more questions.
But he did not reply.
Did you not reply because you fell asleep,
or you do not know how to reply since it was more than drinking but less than what you say you did not do
or you were just angry because I did not trust you?
its not that I do not trust you...
but i cant trust the girls there
and that i'm worry.
very worry.
perhaps
its my fault for thinking to much.
but i cant help but to think that much.
no one is going to understand this.
bye.
going to momo (velvet dragon) tonight...
ain't want to be sober tonight...
no mood for work.
logging off...
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
5/29/2007 ♥
Composer: Redwan Ali
Singer: Redwan Ali
Song: Would you be there
If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?Would you be there..
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
5/28/2007 ♥
Tagged!This is what you are supposed to do. Cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game.Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.
Okay its really a tough one but...
1)
About guys:
I hate guys who has long finger nails. Major turn off.
I hate guys who hogs on phone. It will just feel that they're not MAN enough
2)
My emotions:
I cry over very minor things. But when I'm suppose to be crying, I ended up with red eyes but no tears. Eh why?
3)
My habit:
I hate making plans to go out. Its good to have people asking you out but then... I like last minute decision. Because everything is subjected to my mood ya. I can say I feel like going ktv in the morning. But in the evening time that kinda of excitement subside so I might just want to stay at home.
And I don't know why I like to place things nicely... So you see me going around my house adjusting the tissue box, the telephone to the 'right' spot. That guy used to tease me by calling 'security guard'.
The empty hangers can only be place at the front of all my clothes. Red hangers with the red ones. Blue with blues ones. No jumping of colours! =x
4)
My body:
When my foot perspire, my hand will perspire too. It's just connected...
5)
Oinkz oinkz. Sometimes I snore so loudly that it wakes myself up. *piggy me* oinkz...
6)
Picky on food.
I hate to see any kind of meat be it chicken or pork with bones. It makes me lose my appetitte.
I hate vegetables in the soup...
The sight and smell of Hor Fun and Lor Mee makes me feel like puking.
In fact there's alot of things I've never eaten in my entire life. Like Papaya, etc etc. I only eaten Watermelon once.
Those listed below you're selected for the quiz!
1)
Jenny
http://jennysu.multiply.com/
2)
Hui Zhen
http://www.junetigger.blogspot.com/
3)
http://ling_qi.blogspot.com/
Geok Ling
4)
Michelle
http://ellesoh.livejournal.com/
5)
http://www.claraszemin.blogspot.com/
Clara
6)
http://sw3etsecrets.wordpress.com
Cheryl
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
5/27/2007 ♥
smell my chou chou zhu tou~~~
zhu tou always make me dont wanna go out >.<
Labels: pictures
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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Saturday afternoon went over to Hui Zhen's chalet. :D
Its her 21st birthday party! :D
Hope you like your pressies & surprises
Hope you had a enjoyable party too :D
Happy 21st :)
Shared cab with Jiang Hao. We walked passed afew chalets, saw Benjamin. Hehe. :D
I finally watched Pirates of Caribbean. Its a long and draggy movie ya. About 3 hours and half way through the show, the piggy me fell asleep. Bumped onto Leonard and Eugene at Cine.
Nothing much to blog about on this weekend though. So I'm ending it here.
Missing Lawrence dear so much!
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
5/25/2007 ♥
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he say he was this fit, but not anymore *bleahz* don't come back with your jumpy chest hor! scaryyyyyy!
him and his smelly smelly
Labels: i miss him. come back soon
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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do you still remember this? yes, this is one of the item in the boss set that dear dear was suppose to give some one else. remember?
it was actually a keychain. But... I changed it into a braclet. :)
the past has already become a fact and its beyond our control to change it...
but even so... the future is in our hands right? we can compromise sometimes...
enhance it to something we want it to be.
so... isn't a braclet a good idea? :D
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you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]