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DA GIRL ♥

Jasmine ♥
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04 Oct
Short
Skinny
Long black and brownish hair
Small eyes
Big Nose
Simply Ugly
Attitude
Narcissistic
Capricious
Extrovert
Sensitive
Cynical
Canossa Convent Primary
Saint Anthony Canossian Convent
NYP Finance Services(Graduated)
SIM - Banking and Finance (Part time UOL)


[一个人生活]


Total Visits since 01 Mar 2009:




MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com

HER LURFES ♥

HIM ; Lawrence aka Fatty Tan ♥
Shopping
Dolling Up
KTV
Singing
Travelling
Taking pictures
Listening to Music
Chill out
Sleeping
Slacking
Friends: Sharon, Julia, Bei boy, Jasmine Tan, Linda, Ah An, Clara, Neth, Roswina, Max, Pal, Suriani, Jenny bf, Reagan, Yashi, Jiang Hao, Jeffrey, Sandy, Sze Ping, Elaine, Lay Eng, Celine, Jessie, Annie
Family
My bday(04 Oct; pressie please!)
Valentine(14 Feb)
Pink
White
Drinks: Jasmine Green Tea, Coke, Red Bull, Lemon Tea, Mango Juice
Fruits: Mango, Honey Dew, Grapes, Apple, Strawberries, Banana, Guava with LOTS oF Pulm Powder
Food: bEef stEak, ScallOp, crAb, lObster, PraWn, chEese fRies, Salted Popcorn with LOTS of Butter, Cup corn with LOTS oF Butter, MOS Burger, Minestrone Soup, Teriyaki Chicken burger, KFC Drumsticks, Long John, Onion Ring
Snacks: KinDer bReunO, Super Ring, Lays



HATES
Red Beans/Green Beans
PaPaya
WaterMelon
Root Beer
Hor Fun
Loh Mee
Bastards & Flirts
Bitches & Sluts
Attention Seekers
Childishness
Egoistic, Arrogant, Supercilious People
Attitude Problem
Myself







HER WANTS ♥

mOi wiSh LisT

-more dresses, more skirts, more tops-
-LV Damier Neverfull and Chanel Bag-
-$$$ and more $$$-
-IPL legs and hands-
-Go DRX Clinic-
-repair aircon-
-renovate room-
-Travel to Australia, US, Europe and Japan. Go Taiwan again-


New Resolution:

1) Learn to cook
2) Punctual
3) Sleep early
4) Exercise
5) Save up
6) Bring mummy and sister out more often
7) Slim down
8) Complete my degree



HER MEMORIES ♥

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人生就是为了找寻爱的过程,每个人的人生都要找到四个人。 第一个是自己, 第二个是你最爱的人, 第三个是最爱你的人, 第四个是共度一生的人. 首先会遇到你最爱的人,然後体会到爱的感觉; 因为了解被爱的感觉,所以才能发现最爱你的人; 当你经历过爱人与被爱,学会了爱,才会知道什么是你需要的, 也才会找到最适合你,能够相处一辈子的人。 但很悲哀的,在现实生活中,这三个人通常不是同一个人; 你最爱的,往往没有选择你; 最爱你的,往往不是你最爱的; 而最长久的,偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的, 只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。 你,会是别人生命中的第几个人呢? 没有人是故意要变心的,他爱你的时候是真的爱你, 可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了, 他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你; 同样的,他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。 当一个人不爱你要离开你, 你要问自己还爱不爱他, 如果你也不爱他了,千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开; 如果你还爱他,你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐, 希望他跟真正爱的人在一起,绝不会阻止, 你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福,就表示你已经不爱他了, 而如果你不爱他,你又有什么资格指责他变心呢? 爱不是占有, 你喜欢月亮,不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里, 但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。 换句话说,你爱一个人,也可以用另一种方式拥有, 让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆, 如果你真爱一个人,就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好,也爱他的坏: 爱他的优点,也爱他的缺点, 绝不能因为爱他,就希望他变成自己所希望的样子, 万一变不成就不爱他了。 真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的, 你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏,你都希望这个人陪著你; 真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守,也就是没有丝毫要求。 毕竟,感情必须付出,而不是只想获得; 分开是一种必然的考验, 如果你们感情不够稳固,只好认输, 真爱是不会变成怨恨的。 两人在谈情说爱的时候, 最喜欢叫对方发誓,许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓, 就是因为我们不相信对方,我们根本不相信情人, 而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际: 海枯石烂、地老天荒,都不能改变我对你的爱! 明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒; 就算会,也活不到那时候。 许下诺言的时候千万注意,不要许下可以实现的诺言, 最好是承诺做不到的事, 反正做不到的,随便说说也不要紧, 请记住:”不可能实现的诺言最动人” 在爱情里,说的是一套,做的是另一套; 讲的人不相信,听的人也不相信。 你呢?找到了第几个? 茫茫人海中,你遇见了谁?谁又遇见了你?

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brushes- XXX
hosts- XX
fonts- X

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for those things i got from deviantart , i really cannot remember e poster of e pic or brushes . sorry about that . =)








2/17/2010 ♥

Was suppose to go Qing's sister and Mel's place on CNY Day 2. But in the end, was held up at home. My relatives left rather late. But anyway, was enjoyable and good to see everyone :)

It seems like we rarely do see our relatives, except for festive seasons ya?
Do hope that we'll have more meetup with my them especially my cousins.

16 Feb 2010 - Tuesday (CNY Day 3)

Slack almost the whole day at home and my 2nd sister's friends came over to my place. Its really sweet of my 2nd sister to buy me meal since she knew I've been at home the whole day. As you know my 2nd sister is less normal, it really touch my heart every time when she thinks of me when she's out. Another example is buying batteries for me when she knows that my walking Lilo is out of battery. Sometimes buying me cute little stuffs. :) I really think I should spend more time with her, even though she's maturing much slower than common people, but she's apparently getting smarter and more mature as time goes. :) She now dresses up alittle better than what she used to and she knows how to meet up with her ex school mates for shopping, dinner etc. =) She even think of getting herself a job so she can spend using her own money. Really wish she can be less dependent on my mum, because my mum isn't young anymore. I hope my mum can spend her time doing things she had been desiring to do too.

Sometimes I think that people like her are really less complex. Response from them are natural and truthful. They are absolutely not pretentious and never has ill intentions or plots.

Personally to me, there's really nothing much to look forward in life. It feels like we're all struggling to live happily when we're in fact really not. Isn't everything so self-deluding? Whats our objective in life? School and career are interlink and I'm really not career minded. What I desire in life is to have a happy family but apparently my relationships are all screwed up and far too complicated. I merely want a simple man, a normal relationship which involves mutual understanding and true love. Happy family also involves both my family and in laws. Is it really that difficult? Maybe it is. Or maybe its my life, my fate. Beats me, I really don't know and have no idea.

And since theres's really nothing much for me to look forward in life now. Maybe its really time for me to go back to do volunteer work. Seeing the old folks smiling and appreciating your effort; the feeling and happiness you receive is priceless. I feel life can be more meaningful like this. Jenny boyfriend and I used to do volunteer work every Saturday at Redhill (for some time). Its some food distribution event every Saturday. Since I'm not working now, I should go back to help alittle.

I'm meeting my aunt tomorrow for some voluntary work at 11:45. Gonna turn in real soon. Nights all :)

and before I get to bed, I've to continue from above.

Around 9+pm, Merv, Merv's gf Mich and Yashi came over to meet me. We had our dinner at Spageddies located at Orchard Central.

Coke Float

Platter

Escargot

Chicken Scallopini


After dinner, we decided to take a stroll at River Ang bao.

Well, Uncle Ringo fair is there and then these are the rides. Oh I saw Peggy and friends there too, we had the Sky Ride together :D heez, nice seeing her. Miss working with her. =D Hope we'll have our ktv session real soon.

Took this Sky ride with them :) Its not scary, just very relaxing :)





Also took this ride Vortex alone because none of them dare to get on the ride with me. Ya, I'm quite daring maybe? I don't know but I don't mind getting on the ride alone. Its thrilling and I like it =)



Didnt take this ride though, think its gonna be boring. . .



Yashi daddy on the Sky Ride. I'm sitting behind them.



Mich and Mervyn on the Sky Ride.



Merv and gf left from River Angbao. Yashi and I fetched our friends over to Goldmile Thai pub to chill. Yashi and I didn't really like the environment there. Couldn't fathom why guys like SIAM BU. Seriously I think I'm racist (to these people who don't respect themselves and have no dignity). Don't ask me why. I AM WHO I AM. Don't try to change how I think. If you think I'm arrogant, so be it. I don't bother. Because MOST, I'm not saying all. MOST of them (SIAM BU) tarnish the reputation of your own kind. Too sorry to say that.

Yashi and I booked tickets at Cineleisure to watch Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief


Hey seriously I think this show is nonsensical. So unrealistic, full of fantasy. No point describing the storyline to you. If you doubt me, then watch it yourself. Maybe you have another opinions on this show. But I truthfully think is a waste of time.

Rate : 1 / 5

17 Feb 2010 - Wednesday (CNY Day 4)

Jasmine and Marcus came over to my place. We slacked awhile before heading to Far East. Didn't really shop because I had alot of things on my mind. I just feel damn fucked up now.

I hope everything will be fine soon. Don't wanna make things complicated for myself. Mock exams are nearing soon. Like beginning of March and I should really buck up.

Left town at around 9pm, headed Sandy's place for gathering. Didn't stay there for too long, anyway she has to go work the next day too. We'll meet up for dinner yea :)

Jeffrey and Min Hui sent me home around 10:15pm.

Schedule:

18 Feb 2010 (Thursday) - Meeting Aunt Gina for voluntary work

19 Feb 2010 (Friday) - Going for massage with eldest sister and mum
- Gonna pay respect to daddy

20 Feb 2010 (Saturday) - Corporate Finance class
- Dinner with Yashi, Jenny boyfriend and Reagan

21 Feb 2010 (Sunday) - Meeting Sharon and Julia
- Going Buddy house

22 Feb 2010 (Monday) - Corporate Finance class

23 Feb 2010 (Tuesday) onwards will be intensive revision for me. DO NOT DISTURB :) Thanks!!!

Really gonna turn in now!!!! :)

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