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DA GIRL ♥
Jasmine ♥
:D
04 Oct
Short
Skinny
Long black and brownish hair
Small eyes
Big Nose
Simply Ugly
Attitude
Narcissistic
Capricious
Extrovert
Sensitive
Cynical
Canossa Convent Primary
Saint Anthony Canossian Convent
NYP Finance Services(Graduated)
SIM - Banking and Finance (Part time UOL)
[一个人生活]
Total Visits since 01 Mar 2009:
HER LURFES ♥
HIM ; Lawrence aka Fatty Tan ♥
Shopping
Dolling Up
KTV
Singing
Travelling
Taking pictures
Listening to Music
Chill out
Sleeping
Slacking
Friends: Sharon, Julia, Bei boy, Jasmine Tan, Linda, Ah An, Clara, Neth, Roswina, Max, Pal, Suriani, Jenny bf, Reagan, Yashi, Jiang Hao, Jeffrey, Sandy, Sze Ping, Elaine, Lay Eng, Celine, Jessie, Annie
Family
My bday(04 Oct; pressie please!)
Valentine(14 Feb)
Pink
White
Drinks: Jasmine Green Tea, Coke, Red Bull, Lemon Tea, Mango Juice
Fruits: Mango, Honey Dew, Grapes, Apple, Strawberries, Banana, Guava with LOTS oF Pulm Powder
Food: bEef stEak, ScallOp, crAb, lObster, PraWn, chEese fRies, Salted Popcorn with LOTS of Butter, Cup corn with LOTS oF Butter, MOS Burger, Minestrone Soup, Teriyaki Chicken burger, KFC Drumsticks, Long John, Onion Ring
Snacks: KinDer bReunO, Super Ring, Lays
HATES
Red Beans/Green Beans
PaPaya
WaterMelon
Root Beer
Hor Fun
Loh Mee
Bastards & Flirts
Bitches & Sluts
Attention Seekers
Childishness
Egoistic, Arrogant, Supercilious People
Attitude Problem
Myself
HER WANTS ♥
-more dresses, more skirts, more tops-
-LV Damier Neverfull and Chanel Bag-
-$$$ and more $$$-
-IPL legs and hands-
-Go DRX Clinic-
-repair aircon-
-renovate room-
-Travel to Australia, US, Europe and Japan. Go Taiwan again-
New Resolution:
1) Learn to cook
2) Punctual
3) Sleep early
4) Exercise
5) Save up
6) Bring mummy and sister out more often
7) Slim down
8) Complete my degree
HER MEMORIES ♥
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人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四个人。 第一个是自己, 第二个是你最爱的人， 第三个是最爱你的人， 第四个是共度一生的人. 首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉； 因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人； 当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的， 也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。 但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人； 你最爱的，往往没有选择你； 最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的； 而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的， 只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。 你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？ 没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你， 可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了， 他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你； 同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。 当一个人不爱你要离开你， 你要问自己还爱不爱他， 如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开； 如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐， 希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止， 你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了， 而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？ 爱不是占有， 你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里， 但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。 换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有， 让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆， 如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏： 爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点， 绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子， 万一变不成就不爱他了。 真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的， 你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你； 真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。 毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得； 分开是一种必然的考验， 如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输， 真爱是不会变成怨恨的。 两人在谈情说爱的时候， 最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓， 就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人， 而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际： 海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱! 明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒； 就算会，也活不到那时候。 许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言， 最好是承诺做不到的事， 反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧， 请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人” 在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套； 讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。 你呢？找到了第几个？ 茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？
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DARLINKS ♥
CHATTERBOX ♥
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CREDITS ♥
designer- X pictures- X
brushes- XXX
hosts- XX
fonts- X
for the brushes part , i try to credit as much as i can .
for those things i got from deviantart , i really cannot remember e poster of e pic or brushes . sorry about that . =)
3/30/2010 ♥
Simplicity is what I'm searching for. I want a normal stable relationship. I don't want another Lawrence Tan alike in my life.
Labels: Rs
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
3/29/2010 ♥
It irks me when people speak or give suggestions like they know me very well. But the fact is we barely even talk, or haven't even been speaking for freaking yearssss.
Its pure annoyance. REALLY!
Labels: pure annoyance
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
3/28/2010 ♥
shan't make things even more complicated
Labels: complicated
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
3/27/2010 ♥
I'm on the way to school. Probably gonna be 10 - 15 minutes late for lesson. I'm still at Whitely Road now and left with 15 minutes.
I'm fatigue...
Went drinking till 6am in the morning and had been drinking since 8pm yesterday.
Nonetheless, it's good that I manage to pull myself out from the bed.
It's gonna be another freaking long day. Lecture is 7 hrs long and I do not know how to survive through!!
Labels: Saturday lessons
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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These are the recent two month bills. See, I mention that I don't like to pick up phone calls, and that explains why my outgoing call is 0 minute.
I rarely do call out, except for the oversea calls (usually at the bottom of the bill)
Labels: Handphone bill
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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曲目∶Missing You
歌手∶范逸臣
作词:林乔
作曲:金大洲
以后都不要再联络 听你说的很简单
黑暗中静静搂紧自己 孤单有谁明白
难过懒的再去管 泪要不要流下来
我也只好默默啃蚀寂寞 留着痛灌溉
Missing You 抛去爱 渐渐模糊的期待
难道我就这样痛撤心扉 是自己活该
Missing You 我无奈 难道是为了彼此伤害
好成为扮演愉快的天才
看照片散落在一床 我在回忆中哭喊
若是自导自演的闹剧 为何美好曾拥怀
就当作分手是因为 我们在爱中看开
如果留不住 我就只有孤独来陪伴
Missing You 我坦白 突然背叛的未来
那个时间转角 你就不再留意我存在
Missing You Every Night 连星海也嘲笑我活该
我还有什么资格放不开
陌生的人海 去哪里找爱
只有看不清等待
谁愿收留 我的期待快来
Missing You 我坦白 突然背叛的未来
那个时间转角 你就不再留意我存在
Missing You Every Night 连星海也嘲笑我活该
我还有什么资格放不开
我还有什么资格放不开
Labels: 范逸臣 - Missing You
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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relationship is about hurting one another.
im too afraid to get involve in the next relationship.
because i've totally lost faith in one.
i don't wanna get hurt,
and most importantly i don't wanna hurt others...
because i know i would, since i've always been doing so.
(he's the only exception)
what goes around comes around, and perhaps i'm just going through never ending karma...
Labels: lost faith in relationship
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
3/26/2010 ♥
This feeling is weird, doesnt feel right. . . Mmm
Labels: feelings
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
3/24/2010 ♥
Rebooked my tickets . Got cat 1, A32, Row 9. Seats 3,4,5!!! ;)
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
3/23/2010 ♥
Was with Jocelyn on the way walking to prata shop for dinner on Sunday night. Didn't know that around my place there's a French Restaurant / Stall. Its located at the shop houses beside some void decks. Kinda of surprise to see a restaurant there, therefore we decided to dine in. They serve wine as well, surprise to see many Caucasians dinning there too.
I thought my appetite was rather bad these days but when I am eating there I finish up the soup and the whole plate of main course (steak). It seem like my appetite is ok.
Been eating Tabao food from kopitiam, or homecook food. The best was my favourite MOS Burger recently.
I guess I'm really too picky on food...
The food is ok and the price range per person is approximately $20 - $30.
http://thefrenchstall.com.sg/
Labels: French stall
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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Yes i'm going to Luo Zhi Xiang Concert on 22 May 2010 (Saturday) !!! :D
But sad to say all the good seats have been taken and I bought Cat 2 seats at T16, Row 22. Seat 10 and 11. I hope the view is good. Previously when I went to May Day concert it was T11, Row 15.
Anticipating! :D
Labels: Luo Zhi Xiang Concert
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
3/22/2010 ♥
To survive in a relationship, it's all about how well your cheating skill is ?!
You can fool some people all the time,
you can fool all people sometime,
but you cannot fool all the people all the time...
Trust and honesty comes hand in hand.
Without being honest, how do you expect the other party to trust?
Labels: Infidelity
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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fuck you LAWRENCE TAN MIN SOON.
this is not the first time you plot and put up a show.
stop using reasons like because i didn't pick up the calls so you went ahead to book BKK tickets with your friends.
Even lie that you wanted to tell me about beach resort trip and it was ALL because I didn't pick up the calls, thus you change your mind.
enough of your lies
i had enough of you and everything.
ONCE AND FOR ALL GET OUT OF MY LIFE.
i wish i wasn't the one having those night mares, you OUGHT to be the one suffering all this mental torment.
Labels: fuck you
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
3/19/2010 ♥
一份爱能承受多少的误解
熬过飘雪的冬天
一句话能撕裂多深的牵连
变的比陌生人还遥远
最初的爱越像火焰
最后越会被风熄灭
有时候真话太尖锐
有人只好说著谎言
假如时光到流 我能做什么
找你没说的 却想要的
假如我不放手 你多年以后
会怪我恨我 或感动
想假如 是最空虚的痛
一个人要看过 几次爱凋谢
才甘心在孤独里冬眠
最初的爱越像火焰
最后越会被风熄灭
有时候真话太尖锐
有人只好说著谎言
假如时光到流 我能做什么
找你没说的 却想要的
假如我不放手 你多年以后
会怪我恨我 或感动
想假如 是最空虚的痛
为什么幸福 都是幻梦
一靠近天堂 也就快醒了
或许爱情 更像落叶
看似飞翔却在坠落
假如真可以让时光到流 你会做什么
一样选择我 或不抱我
假如温柔放手 你是否懂得
走错了可以 再回头
想假如
是无力的寂寞
Labels: 假如
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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就算迷恋你的拥抱，忘了就好。。。
Labels: 就算迷恋你的拥抱，忘了就好。。。
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
3/18/2010 ♥
I haven't been blogging lately.
I'm occupied but this is just one minor reason why I forgo blogging. The main reason is that I have major things occuring that I do no wish to share. Perhaps not for the time being.
Prelims are over but I have 6 more weeks to the actuals. Really have to buckup.
Will be back blogging as usual when I think it's the right time :)
Labels: Blog
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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I really HATE to talk on the phone! This is why I don't pick up calls and when I pick up the call and sound piss please understand that I am courtesy enough to have taken your call...
Labels: Phone calls
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
3/12/2010 ♥
Guys are naturally born bastard. Its their determination not to be one.
If a guy cannot go through the worse with you,he doesn't deserve you at your best.
Labels: ...
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
3/10/2010 ♥
Fucker thinks I work at night club merely because I told him I went drinking at Parklane. And that I didn't pick up his calls.
I told him I saw his friend and he went to verify with him. Even asked him if he saw me at night club.
Fucking absurb!!!
Why would someone even say such things.
Firstly, he disrespects me.
Secondly, he doubts me.
Either way, I don't deserve all these and he doesn't deserve me!
When my world is crashing down on me, I thought I still have you. It was then I realize, I've never had you.
You are so annoying, sucha fucker!!!
Labels: Pissed me very much
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
3/09/2010 ♥
We are like two parallel lines that wouldn't meet.
Another 46 more days to 25 April.
It marks the 5th 25 April, also the 4th year...
25 April 2006 - Was the first time we got together
broke up like after a month....
(our breakup was nv once totally a breakup until yuan appeared)
25 April 2007 - You surprised me at my doorstep with a bouquet of roses.
Not long after that during early May you went to Philippines to work...
25 April 2008 - We did not celebrate because we were in cold war
Was with yuan since 20 July
25 April 2009 - I was with yuan but I remember this special day. Sent lv passport holder to Philippines by Dhl.
Went through a lot of ups and downs, thick and thin...
25 April 2010 - Yet again we won't be together to celebrate
3 to 4 years ago, I would cry and almost go insane because of you.
Not now anymore.
我不会在象以前那样为你哭,为你伤心.在也不会...
Things have changed,
never gonna be the same anymore...
Labels: Never the same anymore
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
3/07/2010 ♥
夜夜夜夜
词/熊天平 曲/熊天平
想问天你在那里
我想问问我自己
一开始我聪明 结束我聪明
聪明的几乎的毁掉了我自己
想问天问大地
或著是迷信问问宿命
放弃所有 抛下所有
让我飘流在安静的夜夜空里
你也不必牵强再说爱我
反正我的灵魂已片片凋落
慢慢的拼凑 慢慢的拼凑
拼凑成一个完全不属於真正的我
你也不必牵强再说爱我
反正我的灵魂已片片凋落
慢慢的拼凑 慢慢的拼凑
拼凑成一个完全不属於真正的我
想问天问大地
或著是迷信问问宿命
放弃所有 抛下所有
让我飘流在安静的夜夜空里
你也不必牵强再说爱我
反正我的灵魂已片片凋落
慢慢的拼凑 慢慢的拼凑
拼凑成一个完全不属於真正的我
你也不必牵强再说爱我
反正我的灵魂已片片凋落
慢慢的拼凑 慢慢的拼凑
拼凑成一个完全不属於真正的我
你也不必牵强再说爱我
反正我的灵魂已片片凋落
慢慢的拼凑 慢慢的拼凑
拼凑成一个完全不属於真正的我
我不愿再放纵
也不愿每天每夜每秒飘流
也不愿再多问再多说再多求我的梦
我不愿再放纵
也不愿每天每夜每秒飘流
也不愿再多问再多说再多求
我的梦
Labels: 夜夜夜夜
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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最后一抹的微笑
在转身之后
我闭上眼哭了
仅存的一点点骄傲
华丽的外表终于丢掉
很彷徨很孤单 是寂寞或
悲惨 一个人该怎么办
像是刺猬般防范
伪装的勇敢
不轻易让你看穿
我以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上 一片无
声黑暗 心痛的大声呼喊
我想我没那么坚强 每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻
刺猬的坚强全都是假象 哭吧
像是刺猬般防范
伪装的勇敢
不轻易让你看穿
我以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上 一片无
声黑暗 心痛的大声呼喊
我想我没那么坚强 每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还
傻 刺猬的坚强全都是假象
我想我没那么坚强 每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻
刺猬的坚强全都是假象 哭吧
Labels: 溫嵐-刺蝟
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
3/05/2010 ♥
My fringe is damn long =(
My hair is still too short
I miss long hair with bangs
Bangs with long hair
or
Long fringe with long hair
Labels: hair
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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Hi Peeps mentioned that I encountered problem with blogger ya. When I click on my archives, it only show most recent posts for that particular month. Its because blogger set a limitation / bandwidth on individual page. Thus, if you're facing problems just like me on blogger. You might find this link below useful:
http://www.google.com/support/forum/p/blogger/thread?tid=3583b2dd82785135&hl=en
I'm thinking of methods to fix this problem and at the same time not moving into a new template / new version.
Temporary added a hyper link for older post just below my archives.
Labels: Blogger Problem
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
3/03/2010 ♥
Haven't been updating that frequent these days. Reason being mugging for exams is the only thing I've been doing, thus there's nothing much for me to blog on.
I'm not saying I'm mugging very hard. . . Let me finish my piece.
yea, its the mock exams month.
Studying is real torturing. Everytime when I read the notes, it hypnotizes me. REALLY. I would fell extremely dizzy and sleepy.
So, most of the time I'm lying on bed rather than mugging. In another words unproductive la.
01 Mar 2010 - Monday
Went out for dinner with chup lao friends to celebrate my buddy's birthday! :) Took Fei's car with Ting's younger brother Weiwei and Boy.
People who attended the dinner:
1) Mark
2) Xian Xian
3) Wei Wei
4) Ting
5) Fei
6) Me
7) Boy
8) Stephy
9) Buddy
10) Jeryl
We had dinner at the private room of Minori at UE Square. The one which I celebrated my 23rd birthday(2008).
Refer to blog post http://j4smine.blogspot.com/search/label/More%20-%20My%20birthday%20pics%20-%20Minori%20Restaurant
Its buffet so we ordered alot. When we're all almost full, there were remaining some food, so we had games. I lost once and had to eat a plate of them. Ting and Fei lost the most time and buddy, boy, Xian Xian and Mark were the lucky ones that didn't lose a game.
After dinner, we headed to Cosy bar to chill for alittle while before coming home to mug for exams again.
Took some pictures using Ting's camera.
Last but not least, Happy Birthday to dearest buddy and also my love Sharon!!!
02 Mar 2010 - Tuesday
Just had my first mock paper. POA. Its really tough! No confidence at all. I just hope I'll not flung.
Came home went Le Bar 2. After Le Bar 2, Ray and I went to have a short massage at somewhere near cuppage.
Home Sweet Home at 3am.
Labels: 01 Mar and 02 Mar 2010
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]