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DA GIRL ♥
Jasmine ♥
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04 Oct
Short
Skinny
Long black and brownish hair
Small eyes
Big Nose
Simply Ugly
Attitude
Narcissistic
Capricious
Extrovert
Sensitive
Cynical
Canossa Convent Primary
Saint Anthony Canossian Convent
NYP Finance Services(Graduated)
SIM - Banking and Finance (Part time UOL)
[一个人生活]
Total Visits since 01 Mar 2009:
HER LURFES ♥
HIM ; Lawrence aka Fatty Tan ♥
Shopping
Dolling Up
KTV
Singing
Travelling
Taking pictures
Listening to Music
Chill out
Sleeping
Slacking
Friends: Sharon, Julia, Bei boy, Jasmine Tan, Linda, Ah An, Clara, Neth, Roswina, Max, Pal, Suriani, Jenny bf, Reagan, Yashi, Jiang Hao, Jeffrey, Sandy, Sze Ping, Elaine, Lay Eng, Celine, Jessie, Annie
Family
My bday(04 Oct; pressie please!)
Valentine(14 Feb)
Pink
White
Drinks: Jasmine Green Tea, Coke, Red Bull, Lemon Tea, Mango Juice
Fruits: Mango, Honey Dew, Grapes, Apple, Strawberries, Banana, Guava with LOTS oF Pulm Powder
Food: bEef stEak, ScallOp, crAb, lObster, PraWn, chEese fRies, Salted Popcorn with LOTS of Butter, Cup corn with LOTS oF Butter, MOS Burger, Minestrone Soup, Teriyaki Chicken burger, KFC Drumsticks, Long John, Onion Ring
Snacks: KinDer bReunO, Super Ring, Lays
HATES
Red Beans/Green Beans
PaPaya
WaterMelon
Root Beer
Hor Fun
Loh Mee
Bastards & Flirts
Bitches & Sluts
Attention Seekers
Childishness
Egoistic, Arrogant, Supercilious People
Attitude Problem
Myself
HER WANTS ♥
-more dresses, more skirts, more tops-
-LV Damier Neverfull and Chanel Bag-
-$$$ and more $$$-
-IPL legs and hands-
-Go DRX Clinic-
-repair aircon-
-renovate room-
-Travel to Australia, US, Europe and Japan. Go Taiwan again-
New Resolution:
1) Learn to cook
2) Punctual
3) Sleep early
4) Exercise
5) Save up
6) Bring mummy and sister out more often
7) Slim down
8) Complete my degree
HER MEMORIES ♥
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人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四个人。 第一个是自己, 第二个是你最爱的人， 第三个是最爱你的人， 第四个是共度一生的人. 首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉； 因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人； 当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的， 也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。 但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人； 你最爱的，往往没有选择你； 最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的； 而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的， 只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。 你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？ 没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你， 可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了， 他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你； 同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。 当一个人不爱你要离开你， 你要问自己还爱不爱他， 如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开； 如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐， 希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止， 你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了， 而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？ 爱不是占有， 你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里， 但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。 换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有， 让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆， 如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏： 爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点， 绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子， 万一变不成就不爱他了。 真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的， 你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你； 真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。 毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得； 分开是一种必然的考验， 如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输， 真爱是不会变成怨恨的。 两人在谈情说爱的时候， 最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓， 就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人， 而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际： 海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱! 明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒； 就算会，也活不到那时候。 许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言， 最好是承诺做不到的事， 反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧， 请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人” 在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套； 讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。 你呢？找到了第几个？ 茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？
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for those things i got from deviantart , i really cannot remember e poster of e pic or brushes . sorry about that . =)
6/30/2006 ♥
I just came back from work. Woot. Today is great! My colleagues who are working under money line hit their quarterly target and was given $50 each by their superior. About 14 of them. On top of that, they are treated for lunch, and we (those doing credit cards) are entitled to the lunch too. Though not a pompous celebration, but it was good enough since it was out of her own pocket. We were suppose to have the bbq like I've mentioned in the previous post but it was later change to a lunch instead. Good thing, if not I'll be rushing like hell today to go different places.
Jin Xiang my manager who is in charge of credit cards allowed us to knock off at 4pm but I was too shy to leave that early. None of my other colleagues left at 4pm. So, I left only at 5:15pm. The working hours is so short and passed quicky today. Reach work at 9am. Ate breakfast. Started working at 10am. 11:30am went for lunch. Finished lunch at 12+pm. 20 of us lunch out together but was seperated into 4 tables. My table had 4 of us, Jeanette, Sandy, Sky and Me. Which is 3 girls and 1 guy. We ate up 7 dishes k! Completely done with all dishes. No leftovers! Amazing! We ate ALOT! After the lunch, we still have an hour plus before lunch time ends. So we went shopping at Raffles. I got myself two identical black Giorando round neck top for tomorrow's Road Show. Was supposed to wear that only for road show, so no choice for me. Been spending alot recently. Need to withdraw money again. I hope my bet for soccer will be accurate, then I'll have extra cash on Monday! *pray* We ended our lunch time at 2pm. Yes, our lunch time is 2 hours. Then continued with work till 5pm and left for home.
Hee... I need to prepare myself to meet Jac and the rest of my secondary school classmates at Suntec. Tonight MOS with James and all! Ciao!
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
6/29/2006 ♥
Feeling tired again. Adam pick me up from work then we went to Suntec to meet my mum, aunt, my mum's friend and my 2nd sister. Ate our dinner at Noodle house. My treat, and it is our first time dinning there. Hmm... It didn't cost me much. Perhaps, you all can try out there. The food is above average and its economical. =p (not food court type, more like a restuarant).
Bumped into Jacqueline Lok outisde Watson. She told me they are having a gathering tomorrow at Suntec. She's leaving for Perth soon. I'm so sorry I couldn't make it. Cause I agreed on going for James's farewell party tomorrow. And I'm having a gathering with colleagues after work and before going for James's party. I'm like so busy.
I told you I don't have plans on Saturday. But now... I have a road show at Taka. So my Saturday is burn. =(
Anyway, my mum told me that she saw HIM. Well... I'm so afraid of bumping into him. Not going into details. But anyway, Jiang Hao joined us later on. My mum and the rest left. 2nd sister, Adam, me and Jiang Hao went to the arcade then over to Marina Square for billiard and lan gaming. Then left home. Its my sister's birthday. A simple celebration indeed.
Celebrated two birthdays today. The first one earlier was Alex's, my colleague. We bought him a addidas watch and had a mini celebration during working hour.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
6/28/2006 ♥
I'm uber antagonised now! I'm flaring up! I'll shout at the next person who's gonna annoy me. I'm irritated by everyone! FARK YOU!
I called my mum to buy me dinner when she was on her way home. I told her specifically what I want for dinner. My 2nd sister called me shortly and asked what I want for dinner. WTF, she was with my mum. Haven't I said I want Prawn Noodle? Ok fine, I controlled myself from shouting. Then my dad called after 5 minutes later asking me if I want to eat crab. I told him I don't want to have a heavy dinner, I'm the only one who's going to eat. So I don't want. Then he asked how many crabs I want, one or two? I already said I don't want, but since he's insisting, I replied one. Then he said minimum must order two. Then later the auntie at the shop said there wasn't any crab left, so she asked if I want prawn. I can't stand any longer! I SHOUTED over the phone "I ONLY WANT PRAWN NOODLE!".
Fark. I hate to repeat myself so many times. And most importantly, my dad doesn't sound sober. I hate talking to him when he's in that state! I'm so pissed off when I talk to him!
Hey I finish work at 6pm. I reach home around 7pm or earlier. I want to sleep before 12am or latest by 12am. So I only have 5 hours for myself! I'm not free k! I need to do chores, check mail & stuffs and beauty care! So stop thinking that I'm fucking free to entertain everyone! I wanted to continue with my dvd today, and now fuck! I can't watch anymore! Its turning 12am in 15 minutes time K! AWWW... Annoying....
I'm so tired. Really tired. I really really need some sleep. Let me sleep early for once can?
Its ladies night. So many people asked me out. But I'm not going anywhere.
Sorry Lynn for not attending your birthday celebration at Double O.
Sorry Sharon that I couldn't go Boat Quay with you.
Sorry Ming Yao that I didn't want to meet you for dinner.
and also sorry Qi wen that I didn't meet you for lunch and when your call gets cut off when I was in the lift, I didn't return the call.
Sorry, sorry and sorry. Need to make so many apologies today...
Happy birthday Lynn... Happy birthday my 2nd sister; Teresa, Happy birthday Mel.
Tomorrow is my sister's birthday. I want to bring her out for shopping or ktv. But I haven't confirm. My colleagues are going ktv tomorrow which also means I can't.
I won't be free this Friday. I knocked off work at 6pm and I intend to go home and rest cum bath before going Baby Face to meet James and the rest. James will be returning to New Zealand soon, so he's having a farewell party. But now... I have to attend a bbq before I can go home and get change for Baby face. Its a compulsory bbq implemented by my manager. So I am obliged to go.
I'm free on Saturday, but I have no plans yet! I hate it when everything clashes on one day, and I'm so darn free on a SATURDAY! My availability is subjective huh. Maybe friends might be asking me out soon. So, don't be piss if you try asking me out on Saturday and I tell you I already have a appointment K. =p
Sunday will be celebrating Mel's birthday. =) Happy birthday Mel.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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Why. Why can't I resist shopping. Went shopping this afternoon during my lunch break with my colleagues. We went over to Bugis Village to shop when I knew that most of the shops ain't open yet. But still, I got an urge to go. So I went along with them. It wasn't suppose to be much to shop. But I still bought a shorts, and 3 tops. Shopping is an addiction. I need money to finance my shopping trips. Awww...
Anyway, I need to sleep now. Night. Its gettng late. I hope Spain win today. Brazil won, but I didn't bet. Congrats Qi Wen, win liao right! hehe. =p HUAT AR! Haha.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
6/27/2006 ♥
Fatigued. Slept at 3am yesterday. Sharon came over to my place after her work. We had our supper or my extremely late dinner to be exact. Was watching DVD (Er mo zai shen pang) at home the entire day and skipped my dinner. We bought western food and ate at my place. After that I helped her in her friendster templates. And not forgetting our chatting and gossiping that we always have. =p
This morning she left my place when I had to leave for work. Hai ~ Bad Luck today. Sales didn't go on smooth. I clinched about 3 deals only, which I think is way too little! Well. Work hard tomorrow then! I want my commission! $$$$... I must admit I am beginning to feel that money is IMPORTANT. Very important.
After work, I meet Jennifer at Orchard. Adam joined us too. But Jennifer came down later, so both of us had our dinner at Far East Long John. Shopped around when Jennifer arrived. Bought Loreal Skin Refining cream, Neutrogena Pore Refining mask, and 2 tops.
AWww... Still wanna buy more stuffs. Future state, Phuture london, URS bag, Charles and Keith bag, skirts from blossom, more pants or skirts for work. Can god rain money down on me? HAHA. I still wanna go shop at Bugis Village! I have so many wants. So many needs. Who can satisfy me? Anybody who is kind hearted enough to splurge their money on me mah? HAHA.
Anyway, meet my mum and sister at Lucky Plaza and took a bus home. Slept during the journey. Tucking in soon. Nights!
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
6/25/2006 ♥
I just came back from the chalet. Stayed over yesterday night.
Yesterday was a dramatic day. I hate itttttttttttt.... I cut my fringe damn short! I'm so fucking demoralized now. I feel so ugly. Sooo fucking ugly now. Though I haven't been pretty even before I cut my fringe but I'm now even uglier k. How? Ugly face with ugly fringe = Extremely ugly. Everything that is happening around me make me feel worse. I feel so lousy.
Reach chalet around 9pm yesterday. Didn't help in the bbq. Just eat and eat. I slept early too. Like 11+pm. Maybe I strained my mind too much that it causes me to feel tired. Been thinking too much. Was the only one asleep then. The rest slept at 4am or so. I woke up at 11am this morning. First to wake up then. So i washed up and tried to irritate the rest. There were two rooms there, so I went to the other room and started jumping on their beds. HEHE. *Sinister laugh*.
Had my lunch at Changi Hawker then Ah Sian send us home. The rest went Bedok to meet Ah Seng.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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how ? my hair! =( Sad sad
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i cut my fringe again! HOW? so short, so ugly! FARK. I'm so demoralized now.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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my sandles
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
6/24/2006 ♥
Yashi drinking lambogini
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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yesterday 25 June 2006 @ Momo. Me and Lynn
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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yesterday 25 June 2006 @ Momo. Me and Lynn
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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yesterday 25 June 2006 @ Momo. Me and Lynn
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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cake from Kenneth
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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we only took afew pics that day. the camera is down... SHIT
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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Just woke up. Yawn! Had a long day yesterday, eventful one though but really tiring.
It was Friday and I had to work yesterday. During lunch time, I met Sharon at her work place and had our lunch together at Raffles City Mos Burger. Oh by the way, my break time is from 12 to 2pm. So I had the luxury of time to travel over. However, it was just one MRT stop away! haha. =p
After work, met Jiang Hao, Jenny, Jennifer, Terence, Hui Juan, Tian Cai, Jamie, Kelvin, Rene, Jasmine Tan at City Hall to celebrate Jiang Hao's belated birthday. They came down from school when the graduation ceremony had ended. Most of them attended the ceremony except for me and Terence. hee... Would have to collect my certificate in school after July 3. I anticipated that the ceremony would be a boring one so I rather give it a miss. And certaintly it was boring. Anyway, we headed to Marina Square Billy Bombers for dinner. Adam and Eddy joined us later. I had Sirlon steak. It was nice but the side dish sucks. We cut Jiang Hao's birthday cake there. The cake is called Fair Lady from Polar. Not bad, can try. Its a white cholocate cake.
After our dinner, we proceeded to Cha Ren Zhi Jia for KTV. The KTV session was supposed to end at 2am, but Eddy, Adam and me had to leave early for another birthday party at Momo. It was Wilson's birthday! Anyway, I like Rene's and Jasmine's Tan singing. Nice nice!
When we reach Momo, all of Wilson's friend had already reach, they were about to cut the cake. Lucky we made it in time. Anyway, the canon of Martel that they opened was almost gone when we reach. So I didn't drink then. In awhile time, Wilson was knocked out too. When most of his friends left, we joined Piyo, Yashi, Ah bao, Gabriel, William and group at the other table. I slept at Momo K. With the extremely loud music and the speaker somewhere near our table. I had a short nap and wake up feeling much energetic. Had a few sip of beer from them. Hee... Good huh? I avoid drinking nowadays cause I don't want big tummy and I don't wanna get red in the public its so embarassing. Cause RED = UGLY. =p
Anyway, we left Momo at 4am or so and cabbed home. Went online and talked to Piyo on the phone before I slept...
Will be going Changi Chalet today. It's Wanting's birthday celebration. Need to get her pressie which I have yet to get. =x Must remember to buy it before attending her party! hee... I have really poor memory nowadays! Must put notes on my phone to remind me on every single things. BAD.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
6/22/2006 ♥
I just had my late dinner, which was bought buy Daniel kor kor. You all should know who, shan't elaborate. He picked my sister and mum from work and brought them to Tiong Bahru to eat seafood. I hasn't had dinner so he bought something for me. He really bought so much that I couldn't finish them. 2 crabs, lala, and chicken drumlets. My dad already had his dinner so he only had a small portion of it. I guessed I ate about 1 crab or more and I couldn't consume any further from then. Still feeling full. Anyway, thanks Daniel kor kor.
Have to tuck in soon, have to work tomorrow. But will have to wish my friend Jiang Hao a Happy Happy birthday! May all your dreams come true. HEHE. You know what I mean. *ahem* =x Anyway, enjoy yourself on your great day k.
I'm actually having my graduation ceremony this Friday but I'm giving it a miss. To think of it I reckon it will probably be a boring ceremony and I will have to apply for leave so I came to a conclusion that I WON'T be going. After graduation, will be celebrating Jiang Hao's birthday. I will be joining them definitely. Still going to see you guys. =) See ya! Friday night need to go Momo for Wilson's birthday. So will be celebrating two birthdays that day.
Saturday is Wanting's chalet. Her 21st birthday. Big day for her! Early happy birthday! Hmm... I will need to forgo KaiLun's birthday which he said he will be holding at KTV Pub. I'm so sorry that I can't make it because I told him I will attend. hmm... My apology.
Once again, Happy birthday Jiang Hao, Wilson, Wanting, Kai Lun, my 2nd sister Teresa (29th). and all those June babies! The Gemini and Cancer babies.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
6/20/2006 ♥
I at came back straight after I finish work today. Such a good girl. Iron clothes and scrub those dry foot. Where's he? Why didn't we meet? He's with Jiang Hao and Jennifer. They accompanied him to re-dye his hair today. After that they headed to town for dinner. I called him half an hour ago, he said they were now playing pool at Cuppage. Now I tell you why I'm telling you about his whereabouts. Before he went to dye his hair, I asked if he's coming to pick me or meet me up. He said he ain't sure whether he's gonna meet me anot. It wasn't the first time I initiated for him to pick me. So it wasn't the first time he said 'No' already.
Now you know. Who's the one who ain't doing his/her part in the relation k. So stop having the perception that I'm the one who's not putting in effort k. I did! But not him! Many times he choose to meet someone else and not me. He don't even care if I've taken my dinner so as long as he took his. So don't blame me for liking someone else or betraying him. Though I didn't now but I don't know about it in another week's time/ another month's time... Stop asking me to change or ask me to talk to him. I've talked to him umpteen times, million times, zillion times. But things ain't improving. I'm extremely sick and tired. I'm not pinning any hopes anymore. So I'm not gonna do anything unless he changes. If you guys wanna help then talk to him yourself. Not me anymore. k! SICK!...
Anyway, so many of my guy friends are telling me how much they get sick of their girlfriend even though they don't meet up every single day. They hasn't been dating for a long period of time either. Then why? I don't understand why they get sick of the girls so easily. Why? Can someone explain it to me? It totally creates even more mistrust in me towards guys now! All guy sucks isn't it? To hell farking guys. Bastards.
Don't worry I ain't sad or hurt. Just wanna SHOUT AND KILL every single guy now! HAHA.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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I spent my weekly allowance again. I'm left with less than 20 bucks. I bought a 1GB Memory card for my n70 and a spagetti top today. I think I seriously need to get more clothes. I always have hard time deciding what to wear. It seems like I've been wearing repeated clothes don't I? Eeeekkkk... I want to shop once i get my pay! I hope I'll have enough for a crazy shopping spree. I need more clothes! Anyone willing to donate some $ to me? Please let me know k! Haha.
Went to pick up the memory card from the seller and met Pal at Toa Payoh bus interchange. I took a train. Met up with a pervertic secondary school boy k. I don't know if I'm over sensitive, or it was true that he was trying to touch me. How intimidating! SCREAMS! When the mrt door opens, everyone were practically squeezing their way through. The boy was right behind me. He was wearing his yellow PE T-shirt (I didn't manage to see the name of the school), and he was wearing a school shorts (so I assume his from the lower secondary). He was squeezing his way behind me. So close. So close that he literally put his dick on my ass. I could feel HIS dick k. AWWW. I turned and glared at him. He knew I looked. I moved towards the railings. He stood right infront of me. Actually, with his back facing me initially. Then he turned and faced me. I don't see the need seriously. Then he was holding a file on his hand. And put his hands at the level where my boobs were. And when the trains were moving, he acted as if he accidentally touched it k. WITH HIS FINGERS MY FUCKING GOD! I moved backward, trying to act calm at the same time. He didn't seemed like he was going to alight the next stop, which was just one stop after he boarded the train. But he walked quickly out after the door opened. FARK. I stoned for the moment. Don't know if I should shout at him or? WTF. how many times must I meet perverts! how many times in my life man? horrible!
Anyway, I finally met Pal. We headed to Reagan's place. Ordered Pizza hut for our dinner. Was so filling! AWww... 2 Pizza, meatball, garlic bread, chicken wings and satays (his mum or he bought). I saw Reagan's girlfriend too. She stayed in the room and she didn't join us for the dinner. We logged into Reagan's msn and tried messaging nusiance to Kelvin's msn. I got my retribution in the end when they tried to message him on my msn. Whatever. It was hiliarious. I left his place at 1045pm and cabbed home. Tired... Need to go. Nights!
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6/18/2006 ♥
fucking foul mood today. i didn't had any clothes to change since i was at his place. means i do not have decent clothes to go out. i practically left those clothes for home / nearby usage at his place. didn't manage to go home to change. went straight to parkway. i wanted to get a top there to change my outfit. went to samuel & kelvin and tried on a top. the top was way to big for a small size so i left. when i stepped out, i saw alfred's ex gf or gf. i ain't sure because its so complicated. it added to my unpleasant mood. whatever... i finally managed to get a purple top from ebase. ate pasta mania with adam, piyo and roob. after our late lunch, they went for pool. i so wanted to shop but i'm on tight budget. so broke. i hate this kinda of feeling. even most of my savings are gone. i really spent and squandered every single cent away. its been long while i felt this way. when i have my savings, i buy what i want. i buy buy and buy. there's still $ in it. but after the 2 trips and lots of birthday birthday and more birthday. it seriously done huge damage to my bank account cum cash. = ( sad sad sad... need to save up all over again and i'm waiting for my pay but i don't expect to get much cause i just started work last tuesday.
anyway, wanted to treat dad for a father day dinner but he's fast asleep right now. he didn't wanna go for dinner so... i'm blogging now. and going to tuck in at 11 or so. need to work tomorrow. super sianz. i hope my dad was sensible enough, maybe i don't even have to work. hai~ i should stop thinking about things that ain't going to happen. so i'm ending here. night.
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Horoscope for today. 18 June 2006:
Dismissing your feelings won't make them go away. They count, and for far more than you've acknowledging.
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I'm over at his place now.
Friday night, Sharon put up at my place. We went to Boat Quay QB Qool to slack and watch soccer match before we went home to sleep. We had a bet for the Mexico match. I told her the score will be 0-0. But she bet 1-0. The forfeit was to finish up the beer. So, she had her share of the beer and we left Boat Quay. Both of us slept pretty soon after we reach home. hee.
The next afternoon we woke up at 11+am or so. I remembered I had a appointment with Mr Goh. He will be picking me up at the bus stop, so Sharon left home first. Mr Goh came with his Lexus. Oh gosh, two door black Lexus. Super nice car k. The people at the bus stop look at me. Probably think I'm a mistress or what. But whatever. I'm just meeting him up for a talk over the Financial advisor test that he wants me to take. I want the certificate cause its gonna benefit me ultimately. He offered that his company will pay for all my paper (about 4 of them). On top of that, I get $500 when I pass all of them. However, I'm obliged to join his company upon passing my examinations. I can choose to quit if I want to after that. Well... I have one last question that I haven't ask him. Need to call him up. Hai~ I wonder if I will have to repay my paper fees if I quit right after that. Seriously, I'm not prepared to be insurance agent or financial advisor for the current moment. It can be a part time job where I'm able to earn extra cash, but definitely don't want to be in this faculty at the moment. I know I can earn big bucks, but the rejection rate is high. I hate rejections. It will just demoralise me. So, all I can say is I'm not prepared but I want the certificate for the future.
He drove me over to Raffles. We ate at this restaurant. Can't remember the name la. Anyway, I had pasta while we talked over the topic. I took up his offer. As I mentioned, I still need to ask him one last question which I haven't. So, I may redraw from my decision if what he says isn't what I want.
He passed me the book and then send me over to Sharon's place. Went up to her place and waited for her. We went over to Bugis because she needs to get something for Amy. We roamed around Bugis aimlessly until 7pm or so before she left for Amy's party.
I met up Piyo and Roob. Saw James and Shao Wei there too. They are heading to Double O and asked if I wanna join them. I didn't because I'm meeting the rest for Boat Quay. Adam, Ah Bao, Kong Ba, Wanting, Yang , Ah Seng, Ah Seng's gf, Ah Qiang and gf only came later on. We went for pool until 11+pm and they drove us over to Boat Quay. Went to Feng KTV Pub. Long time since I went there, nevertheless the place is still the same. No renovations, no upgrade. So rundown but cheap la. Chivas only $99. hee.
Hai~ I'm feeling vexed once again. I feel that Adam is weird. So weird, I can't explain. Maybe he's hidding something from me too. I guess so, but I ain't sure. Its just my sentiments la. Whatever! I wanted to tell him so much that I want a __ up. But I can't speak up. I don't know if my sentiments were wrong but its overwhelming. I'm feeling very lost. I don't know what to tell him. We don't share with one another. We never exchanged feelings or thoughts about how we felt. Our minds never met. I don't know if I should talk to him because he gives me a feeling that he doesn't want to. Everything is shit now. I don't know what I'm left with now. Don't say its my fault k. I know everyone thinks its been my fault. It takes 2 hands to clap right? I can't be the one who's trying to rectify our problems when he's doing nothing right? I'm tired. I want to give up. I hope he will come up to me and tell me what's going wrong and remedy the relation. Do you think he would? I doubt so. This is how we are ending. Be prepared. Am I?
I should stop worrying. Anyway, its Father's Day. Happy Father's Day to all the father k! =)
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
6/16/2006 ♥
I am a happy girl. Because because because... My computer is back~! Yeah, no more sick computer. All thanks to my mum's friend who came over to take a look at my sick child and after much observation it was my hard disk problem which we had earlier on expected. Anyway, he gave the hard disk free of charge to me. Thanks Thanks! =)
I'm so excited, I can finally blog! Frequently, as frequent as everyday when I feel like it. Internet is one of the things which I can never leave without. It colours my life! Haha. Exaggerating but this is how much I like to be online. I can chat, can bitch and gossip, can kpo around and blog. See? It has various uses that will prolly occupy much of my time and I don't have to bother what to do at home. I'll usually sleep and sleep and sleep. Once awhile I'll soak myself in the bath tub for an hour. Lie down and relax. And it happen once and Sharon called me in the middle of my SOAKING. haha. So I had to soak another 20 minutes more.
Wow. I think its NDP rehearsal today. I can hear the fire works. hee. =D
I wonder if Sharon is coming to my house today. She said she might stay over. I hope she's coming so we can stay up late today gossiping. hehe... Now I have the entire room to myself, cause my eldest sister isn't staying here anymore. But some of her clothes are still in the cupboard. Wanna discard it when I'm free... I need more space for more clothes. hehehehe... I have two beds in the room but I'm =(
I'm =) because I have two beds so anyone can stay over if they want to. My parents don't nag, so anyone really. But have to bear with aircon-less environment. But fan provided. Haha... Promoting my house like hostels huh? Crazy. I'm lonely. I'm so lonely... Maybe...
I'm =( because they are both single size bed... =( I hope I moved here when I'm much older. Then I wouldn't have agreed to the designer who actually drew my bedroom with single beds to suit us (we were much younger then).
Today marks the 4th day at work. Anyway, I'm working at ABN AMRO BANK. Anyone who would like to sign up for ABN AMRO Credit Card please let me know k! =) I'll earn commission obviously, so I'm more or less trying to get some commission to fill my extremely empty pockets now. Unfortunately, I need at least 25 approvals on the cards (which also means 25 confirmed and approved) in order to receive my commission. Any lower than that means I'll only be able to collect my basic pay. =( Doing sales may be rather stressful but so far its fine for me.
Thanks my eldest sister who's trying to get some sales for me. Thanks to my aunt who's intending to sign up the credit card. The principal card has 3 years waiver fees and the 1st supplementary card is free for life. Its an addition source of credit isn't it? You wouldn't lose anything by applying. Instead, you will get up to $800 worth of dining vouchers and $600 worth of different vouchers from spa, manicure, golfing, travel insurance, etc. So... Do consider ya? haha.
The first 2 days I did pratically NOTHING. Eat, chat and slack in office. Cool huh. The 3rd day I made afew calls and today I made more calls. I hope they'll fax the application forms back to me and clinch deal. *pray* Anyway, my leader or rather manager fixed a wrong fax number on my stamp. Now all the customers that received my fax will fax it to a wrong place. Luckily, the kind soul who so happen to receive my fax actually called me up to notify me. Thanks. If not, I'll start faxing more applications to people with my wrong fax number stamped on it. The 'wronged' faxed was actually sent over to Citibank's fax machine! Haha. The bank which I dream on working at. I hope I can probably get a job there in another few year time. Private banking is what I want. But its a challenging job that requires alot of experience, so I need to achieve more experience before I really can pursue my ambition.
I haven't blog about dear's chalet did I? I don't think I did. Anyway, I blog it in my phone so I'll just transfer it over now:
Due to the last minute booking after we were back from Taiwan, we were only able to get a day chalet at downtown east. It was raining on Sunday (11June) afternoon. Luckily, Yang came over to fetch us. Big thanks to him. Anyway, my aunt, uncle and cousins were the first to reach, followed by the both of us. My aunt and uncle were great help. Thanks to them too. Without their contribution with the food and bookings, the chalet wouldn't have been a success. Most of the people that attended were practically my friends and relatives, excluding Whampoa peeps who were rightfully his friends. His relatives didn't even show up, unlike mine. His brother was the only one who turn up. Well, we brought 2 Chivas, 1 Martel and 1 Vodka. But came back with a total of 6 1/2 bottle when we already drank up 2 1/2 bottles at the chalet. There were absolutely too much to drink. Those people whom we were expecting to drink much didn't. Piyo and group left early too. Thas why... We even left about 10 cans of beer there because it added to the load we were trying to carry back. Basically been bbq-ing and then the drinking session of 8 started when most of the people left. Didn't drank much though and I slept at 4am or so. Jenny, Jennifer and Eddy stayed up the whole night chatting. Pro-ness. I couldn't take the tiredness anymore so I had to sleep. Check out the next morning at 9am. Last but not least, thanks for those who came and those pressie. *sounds like it was my birthday* Adam is really happy and enjoyed himself very much. Thank you in his behalf k. =)
The night before my 1st day:
Another 9 more hours and I will be starting my new job. Probably be a new phrase of my life. I'm very nervous or rather frighten now. I suddenly felt like backing out, but I know I can't at this point of moment. Anyhow, I hope that I will be able to learn new things there and hope my stay there will be a enriching one. =)
Anyway, I'm ending here. Its such a lengthy post.
Well. Its Alex birthday today. Happy 21st birthday! =) May your dreams come true!
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
6/11/2006 ♥
Just came back from Whampoa market. Had been sitting there for near 2 hours after we left Momo.
It was not very fun today. Partly because he was entertaining his friends and disappearing out of my sight most of the time. Dex's group of friends were there too and William and group of friends. (the usual clubbers there, so we don't have to invite them but will definitely see them there). So he had been walking over to look for them. 3 different groups of people he had to entertain. I had been sitting at the sofa for the whole time. Anyway, we left at 2:30am or so and cabbed home.
Whampoa people like xiaoboy, bigboy, yaowen, etc were at after 5 ktv pub. We went there to look for them before we went Momo.
Oh by the way, I saw one of my ex boyfriend at Momo. I didn't want to acknowledge him, just rush my way through the crowd, hoping he didn't see me. Cause he's super CMI now.! haha. I know I'm mean but really cannot make it la.
Hmm... Need to catch some sleep. Been sleeping late recently and no matter how long I sleep, I never get back my energy. Tucking in. Night.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
6/10/2006 ♥
current friendster picture
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Pal and Me...
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Me and Max
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Pal and Me
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Pal
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wei wei, wo shi max. ni zao shui?
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max
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Haven't been updating my blog since I moved home. My computer is down. Everything is not working at home. The aircon, computer, hi5,etc... I am bored. Nothing to keep me entertain and ease my boredom. Anyway, just a short post on what I did the past few days.
Jiang Hao, Jennifer and dear came to pick me up from work on Tuesday. Caught Omen on the 6/6/06. What a satanic day isn't it? Cool. Anyway, the movie wasn't that fantasitc. Maybe I was expecting more... Rate it 6/10. Can catch it if you really want to.
Wed, met up with Pal and Max at town for lunch.
Spend quite alot on shopping this week. Declare bankrupt now. How sad! =(
I won't be working at wine company anymore. Miss the friends there! I will be joining ABN this coming week. Hopefully, I'll meet very nice people who can help me through my working life.
dear will be celebrating his birthday at Momo tonight. And at Pasir Ris Downtown east tomorrow. See all of you there! =)
Happy 21st birthday dear. (11th)
Happy 22nd birthday to uuuuuu. (on the 12th)
Happy birthday YangFei and Xiao boy. (3 person on the 11th)
I have secrets. But I'm not telling you. =p HAHA.
Well. I'm having mixed emotions again...
Have you ever love someone then don't love him again the next moment/second/day...
Have you ever love someone but know that you don't have a future with him?
你最爱的，往往没有选择你；
最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；
而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，
只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。
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6/05/2006 ♥
Snaks to compose? franch fries?
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view from the plane
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nothing to do on the plane. so once again, we're spending $ for the movie, etc etc.
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scare the plane crash wor... safety menu
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1 human spotted with 2 ghost
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HANTU
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2 scary girls with mask
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jian tan... alight here if u want to go si ling
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me at si ling hawker
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