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DA GIRL ♥
Jasmine ♥
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04 Oct
Short
Skinny
Long black and brownish hair
Small eyes
Big Nose
Simply Ugly
Attitude
Narcissistic
Capricious
Extrovert
Sensitive
Cynical
Canossa Convent Primary
Saint Anthony Canossian Convent
NYP Finance Services(Graduated)
SIM - Banking and Finance (Part time UOL)
[一个人生活]
Total Visits since 01 Mar 2009:
HER LURFES ♥
HIM ; Lawrence aka Fatty Tan ♥
Shopping
Dolling Up
KTV
Singing
Travelling
Taking pictures
Listening to Music
Chill out
Sleeping
Slacking
Friends: Sharon, Julia, Bei boy, Jasmine Tan, Linda, Ah An, Clara, Neth, Roswina, Max, Pal, Suriani, Jenny bf, Reagan, Yashi, Jiang Hao, Jeffrey, Sandy, Sze Ping, Elaine, Lay Eng, Celine, Jessie, Annie
Family
My bday(04 Oct; pressie please!)
Valentine(14 Feb)
Pink
White
Drinks: Jasmine Green Tea, Coke, Red Bull, Lemon Tea, Mango Juice
Fruits: Mango, Honey Dew, Grapes, Apple, Strawberries, Banana, Guava with LOTS oF Pulm Powder
Food: bEef stEak, ScallOp, crAb, lObster, PraWn, chEese fRies, Salted Popcorn with LOTS of Butter, Cup corn with LOTS oF Butter, MOS Burger, Minestrone Soup, Teriyaki Chicken burger, KFC Drumsticks, Long John, Onion Ring
Snacks: KinDer bReunO, Super Ring, Lays
HATES
Red Beans/Green Beans
PaPaya
WaterMelon
Root Beer
Hor Fun
Loh Mee
Bastards & Flirts
Bitches & Sluts
Attention Seekers
Childishness
Egoistic, Arrogant, Supercilious People
Attitude Problem
Myself
HER WANTS ♥
-more dresses, more skirts, more tops-
-LV Damier Neverfull and Chanel Bag-
-$$$ and more $$$-
-IPL legs and hands-
-Go DRX Clinic-
-repair aircon-
-renovate room-
-Travel to Australia, US, Europe and Japan. Go Taiwan again-
New Resolution:
1) Learn to cook
2) Punctual
3) Sleep early
4) Exercise
5) Save up
6) Bring mummy and sister out more often
7) Slim down
8) Complete my degree
HER MEMORIES ♥
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人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四个人。 第一个是自己, 第二个是你最爱的人， 第三个是最爱你的人， 第四个是共度一生的人. 首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉； 因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人； 当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的， 也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。 但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人； 你最爱的，往往没有选择你； 最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的； 而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的， 只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。 你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？ 没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你， 可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了， 他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你； 同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。 当一个人不爱你要离开你， 你要问自己还爱不爱他， 如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开； 如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐， 希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止， 你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了， 而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？ 爱不是占有， 你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里， 但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。 换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有， 让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆， 如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏： 爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点， 绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子， 万一变不成就不爱他了。 真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的， 你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你； 真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。 毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得； 分开是一种必然的考验， 如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输， 真爱是不会变成怨恨的。 两人在谈情说爱的时候， 最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓， 就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人， 而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际： 海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱! 明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒； 就算会，也活不到那时候。 许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言， 最好是承诺做不到的事， 反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧， 请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人” 在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套； 讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。 你呢？找到了第几个？ 茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？
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DARLINKS ♥
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CREDITS ♥
designer- X pictures- X
brushes- XXX
hosts- XX
fonts- X
for the brushes part , i try to credit as much as i can .
for those things i got from deviantart , i really cannot remember e poster of e pic or brushes . sorry about that . =)
10/30/2005 ♥
was suppose to attend Ah Bee (d3arie's cousin) and Ah Kiat (d3arie's uncle) birthday. but it was cancelled. no, i shouldnt say it was cancelled. as it wasnt confirm in the first place. well. not sure why they didnt celebrate either. maybe tomorrow? wondering...
so. we ended up not going anywhere the whole night. or the entire day, except that i went Geylang East Polyclinic in the morning. sick la. dont ask me why. a minor one. anyway, they got this machine that measures BMI. i dropped in a 20cent coin, and happily stood on the machine awaiting for its results. HAHAHAHA! now stop saying i'm fat ok! i'm UNDERWEIGHT! LALALA... d3arie is not even consider moderate. his is just healthy. well, i need to gain 2 more kg to have a perfect BMI.
mummy didnt work today, so she cooked our lunch and bought our dinner for us. was playing sims on my n-gage the whole day. while d3arie hogged on the computer for his RO. my aunt called me at 10+ or so. we had 2 hours to 3 hours of conversation. had so much to talk about. at least its a form of releasing our stress through the conversation. knew a couple of things about the other aunties, cousins and all from her. including my sister, father and mother. those were things i never knew about. how interesting! heez.
ok la, i shall end here. wanna go sleepppppp... d3arie is waiting for me to tuck in. buais and nitey.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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sleeping... *oink oink*
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jack again
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fatty min xiao jie
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the fat body
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my fat ass
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this is the levis jeans i bought using the money that d3arie gave me on my birthday.
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this is the levis jeans i bought using the money that d3arie gave me on my birthday.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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d3arie at my house. haha. seems like he's a professional. but actually he's just a poser! lolx!~ in fact, no one in my family knows how to play a piano! =x
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this is how long the receipt is
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oh ya. this is the bill for my birthday party. the other bill which total up to about $150 is with eddy
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this is d3arie's daddy trophy (pool)
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nephew Ezekiel, my sister and newphew Zechariah
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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my nephew Zechariah
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he was eating
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crazy jack
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naughy!
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still laff!
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the whampoa naughtiest dog!
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his name is Martel. lolx. he's such a obedient dog
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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the whampoa famous dog! i bet most of the people staying at the neighbourhood knows him.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
10/28/2005 ♥
This time, I went in on purpose to check if there are nasty comments on me regarding the previous post about her. And like I've expected. There's a hell lot. Haha. well. I would have to clarify that I didn't went in her blog just to stalk her. I was looking through History and happen to see 'princess-fairyland bla bla bla'. Was wondering what the heck was it. Then I click on the navigation. I clicked and happen to see that particular post. Then I make comments or rather vent my angers in my blog. Oh well, now we know that your friends are so interested in knowing my life. Why do they land themselves in my blog then? Whatever. I am absolutely uninterested in knowing your frivolous life. Why do you have the perception that I'm stalking ya. Why do you think that I wanna know about how you've been. I'm telling you, you think too highly of yourself. Enough said.
Now you claim that we treat him like a maid, asking him to buy our meals. And hello, do you know how it actually works at their house? You don't even know! Doh. Alfred is supposed to take charge of buying meals, while adam and me wash the dishes. Ok. Now tell me who washes his clothes and iron them? Apart from his mother, I DID. So he treats me like a maid? Okay, talking about washing all the cups he and his friends used. Who washes them? You? And for your information, we didn't make these rules. His mother WANTS him to get the food. Not us. We didn't demand for that. Moreover, we had our dinner buddies to dine with. Unless due conveniences, like when his mother ask him to get food, we ordered ours too. So what you were trying to say was "his mother use him as a maid"? is that so? Is my implication right? Whatever. its rightful for him to get food for his MOTHER anyway. Maybe not so rightful in your context. But, Alfred is definitely a filial son.
Take money from him? Are my eyes fooling me? Lolx! You think he's rich enough or he has a stable job in order to supply us with money? I tell you, he takes money from us too. Did you know about that? You don't even know. You know nuts about us. even though you know him longer that i do. it doesnt matter. And for how you treat him. It is apparent to us that you're taking him for granted. Talking about us spending his money? It seems more like you're spending his money.
We don't let him use the computer? You're not even staying with us. You know how long he spends his time on the computer? You don't even see it. We didn't snatch the computer with him. At least, not in my case. Moreover, it is inevitable for siblings to bicker about things as minor as that. Even though if what you said was true that we didn't allow him to use the computer. Doest it shows that we didn't care for him? You don't show care by allowing him to use the computer either.
Now your friend wants to comment on my English. He doesn't have anything to revoke about what I've said isn't it? Stop ranting on something not even regarded to what we were saying. Anyway, it doesn't even matter if my English is good or poor. You don't have to write in perfect English to be able to comment isn't it? Moreover, this is my blog. I write what I want to. I write in languages which I want to. I write in broken English, that's my problem too. As you've said, blogs are for yourselves. It defeat the purpose if you're building this blog to write on someone else. Exactly, I didn't write all my posts on her too. Isn't it? Just one particular one after an awful visit to her blog. Yesh, and I write just to vent my anger. So, if this blog is for myself, I write in languages which I feel comfortable with. Why do you care? Boo hoo! You loser! How antagonizing!
Anyway, its expected that you're gonna blog another entry on what I've written again. Just to let you know, I wouldn't be entering your blog to read it. As I've said, I simply have no interest in knowing what you're doing. So fark off from my blog too. Anyway, you didn't even answer to the topic. We were talking about your relationship between my boyfriend's brother. And there you and your friends are. Deviating away from what I was concern. Say all you want. Criticize me for all you care. All these aren't my concern and they definitely wouldn't provoke me to the slightest bit. Anyway, thanks for telling me my flaws. haha
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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and then again, i receive at least 5 messages and 4 friend requests today. now i feel even much stronger that someone had publicise my page. or either, the view more people column at the right hand bottom shows my account very often. eee... i hate guys who mass message girls asking to make friends with them. this is no sincerity at all and i'm seriously not interested in knowing online friends. i feel more comfortable with friends that i've make in reality, not just over the net. i wouldnt meet a online friend either. firstly, its not very safe. secondly, i dont feel comfortable...
anyway, went Bugis with Yanie after work. instead of getting a school bag, i bought a brown top. i was browsing through the clothes they offer in that shop and happen to see this brown one. wanna try it to see if it looks nice on me. Yanie said that it was nice on me. at that moment, i still couldnt decide whether to buy them or not. sweet yanie, she paid it for me first. probably she thinks that brown top is really nice on me. haha. right yanie? or no? haha. dont know. but obviously i paid her back. wanna pay her the full amount but she didnt want all of it. anyway, thanks girl.
had been spending quite alot this month right after i receive my pay on the 20th. ok, gave mummy 80 bucks and daddy 50 bucks. bought n-gage phone from Sky (alfred's friend) for $180, etc... exclusive shopping. now we got gd88, n-gage, 6260 and 6230. had also been cabbing to work everyday since last tuesday. and the fares is approximately 10 bucks per trip. i call this WASTING. its not spending but wasting. slap myself for that! oh by the way, i didnt pay for the cab fares, dearie did. though it wasnt rightfully my money, but at the end of the 2 weeks, i felt the pinch in my heart. at a blink of the eye, we spent about 100 bucks. even though its not like alot of money but. still but. its wasting la! i know i used to cab everyday to and fro during secondary school. but i've kicked the bad habit. now its coming back at me again! horrible.
yeah! finally its gonna be my last day of attachment tomorrow! yippeeeEEeee!!! HURRAY!!! HURRAY!!! HURRAY!!!
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
10/27/2005 ♥
i just got home from the wake. am extremely tired. slept in Ivan's (sis's bf) car on the journey home.
hang the dried clothes and wash some dishes when i got home. and i'm now checking my email and friendster at the same time. something strange happen. i actually got 5 messages and 4 friend requests from different people since my last log in, which was only this afternoon. i dont know what happen or who publicize my page. how come like that leh??? i'm wondering too...
most of my relatives were at the wake just now. funeral some how had become a meeting ground for relatives, if not, we hardly see one another. had a good talk with my aunts. everyone was obviously sad, but we still tried to joke alittle here and there. got a terrible headache. so had to leave. i was considered one of those that left earlier. all my aunts and uncles are still there. tonight is the last night, so they will stay up until tomorrow. and send him away for cremation. i've decided that i'll go to work tomorrow. this means, i wont be sending him. i took the last glance at my uncle at his coffin. he look so different. lucky i didnt cry out when i see him. i remember going to Koon yan's wake and cried immediately when i saw his body. he died of motor accident, apparently the abrasion or rather bruises could be seen. so, my heart ache when i saw him in that state. he's just gone like that. life is so unpredictable, so fragile.
gwendy invited me to go for a video shooting which i can earn 100bucks in 1 hour. yesh, just 1 freaking hour! 100 bucks k! but i got to work, so got to reject the good chance to earn easy money. suggested to her that she could consider asking Sharon to go instead, and she did. heez! good money huh! Sharon went for the shooting this afternoon and earned 100 bucks! *envy* i'm hoping that there'll be more shooting that i'll be able to go. wanna earn easy and fast money! without having to put myself down / lose my dignity. what a good deal.
lunch with Max today. we planned to eat at Bluemist... but but but... we reach there and found out that it was close! WTF! bad luck. he didnt get to taste the good and delicious food they offer. we went to Amara food court instead.
well well. most probably would be meeting Yanie at Bugis tomorrow. we planned to get the same bag for school. heez, hope to see one that both of us like.
would be very busy at work this last two days, since its month end - CLOSING! so, try not to contact me during office hours. thanks! anything just give me a message. and sorry people who tried contacting me this last few nights. as you know, i'm either at the wake or got something on, i didnt pick up most of the calls. sorry.
don - my colleague from the other department asked if i'm free on the coming friday. wanna meet up. so sorry too. i'm quite pack with my schedule this entire week and next week. so many upcoming birthday parties.
friday / saturday: (not confirm which day) d3arie's cousin and uncle's birthday
anyway i was never free on friday, cause after work, go back d3arie's house, pack my clothes then return back to my place.
next week: reagan's birthday party and Jeffrey's birthday party.
would update you guys on the details after those parties! heez. nighty. gonna go zzzz soon.! =p *yawns*
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
10/25/2005 ♥
just had my dinner with d3arie's aunt, uncle, uncle's gf and jessie mama. had my favourite dish: black pepper crab! woot! again, i took 3/4 of it.
i'm afraid that when i return back to school, all my classmates would realise that i've gain weight. dont know if i'm overly self-conscious or what. i feel that i've put on alot of weight but mama jessie doesnt feel so. hmm... perhaps she sees me everyday, thats why she doesnt realise the change. or maybe its just a slight change, a slight gain. but but but... yesterday at my uncle's wake, some of my relatives commented that i've gain weight. i'm unsure too. see for yourself when school reopens. *hurhur* i dont wanna be fat! fat is ugly. being fat is intolerable! i will die!!! fat = die! i might commit suicide. LoLx. alright, i'm being ridiculous. just leave me alone for awhile! i wanna screammMMMMMMMMmmmmmmmm!!! I DONT WANNA BE FAT! I DONT WANNA BE FAT! I DONT WANNA BE FAT. Now you see. how i personally hate being fat. fat is really a problem to me. a BIG BIG problem.
lunch at bluemist, a restaurant at Amara. its more to western cuisine like steak and stuffs. i had black pepper chicken or whatever they called it. i ordered the set meal which includes obviously the black pepper chicken, a salad (i didnt eat), a bowl of mushroom soup (RULES!), and some tasty garlic bread. yummy yummy. was darn full later on. oh ya, i haven mention that this meal is actually a mini-farewell party for me. apparently, my colleagues paid for my food. thanks so much!!!
didnt go to the wake today. would be going tomorrow night. its the last night, so i'm suppose to go down by hook or crook. i still cant decide whether i'll be going on thursday or not. help me....
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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I'm in a deep dilemma. Thinking if I should send my uncle off on thurs or go to work as usual. I don't wanna go through the scene when everyone in my family are sobbing. I feel so helpless. I wanna console them. I wanna tell them not to weep. But, I cant put myself to do that. I know I would cry too. Just like yesterday. I saw my aunt's eyes swell in red and tears kept rolling down her pale-looking cheeks. She's so weak and cant do anything about her husband's death. She's devastated. I want to say something to stop her from tearing. However, I don't know what to say, how to start by telling her not to cry. I only could stand by the side and see her tears in sadness. If I really wanna send him off, I would have to apply for leave. So. The decision have to be make by today or at most latest tomorrow.
awww... Really don't know. Tell me what to do.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
10/24/2005 ♥
i'm writing this post for something i shouldnt even be doing. but... i just want to pour everything out. its hard to contain anger inside. else i would just vent it on anyone that crosses me.
ok.
what kind of rights does he have? or you have? i dont know if all these happen because of a misunderstanding or not. firstly, we (d3arie and me) didnt like you because we feel that you aint serious in your relation with his brother at all. if you really are. you wouldnt be breaking up and on in a relationship with his friends or someone he knows. and then break off with them and patch up with him. what's this? i dont know what kinda of world you people are living in. maybe this doesnt seems like a problem to younger kids nowadays. but its seriously a problem to people around him. not just us, but his mother. if you cant even live in peace with his family. dont even think about marrying him. "ai wu ji wu". maybe this phrase doesnt ring a bell to what you're doing. or you dont even understand the essence of it. whatever. i just want to say, no one wants to tear the both of you apart. if you think we're wrong to accuse both of you or just you in any way. you do not have to react in such a harsh manner or rudely. this just shows how ill-mannered you are and your upbringing. i'm not educating you on how you should react. but at least respect his family and someone older than what you are. anger management is imporatant. you need to know how you should handle problems. in a right way. at least. i just dont see that profanities solve problem. or the hostile acts on the things you've said and written. secondly, we didnt like about you is your attitude. but i dont think you need to do any changes for us. you're just you. i understand. but anyway, i dont even think you feel that you've done anything wrong. so... it'll still serve you better if you're not with him. cause, i can gurantee that situation would still be the same. outcome expected.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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as i've planned. went over to shop at Bugis. well, got myself a 3/4 sleeve top and d3arie 5 t-shirts. i spend about 50 bucks for all those, value for money yea? heez!
saw that cutie guy again! just cant leave my eyes off him! he's freaking freaking cute! i told you that i wanted d3arie to get the 3/4 pants right? ya, he's working at that shop or is it he own that shop? i'm not too sure. but once in awhile i'll see him there. ok, back to what i wanted to say. i was about to walk over to his shop. firstly because i to get d3arie there to try on the 3/4 pants. and secondly, ya, i know you've guess it! its because of him. he's just too charming to resist! heez. but... d3arie knew i was looking at him. its very obvious. and everytime when i see him, i cant stop saying "he's so cute!". yesh, even if i'm with d3arie. so... the outcome just now was - - - - - - d3arie walked away from the shop real quickly. i just turned over and asked him: "you dont wanna try on the pants?".
d3arie: "nope!"
me: "izit because you saw the cute guy there?"
d3arie: "no la"
me: "are you sure?"
d3arie: "ya!"
ok, but after sometime, he confess that it was because of that guy that he didnt want to walk near. he told me that we'll go in when he's not around! lolx. look how jealous he is! haha. okay, i shouldnt be looking at guys! i know! but... he's really irresistable! d3arie is cute, but he's so much cute-er.
walked over to Suntec after we're done at Bugis. passby Julia's shop to say hi to her. or rather we walked there intentionally to say hi to her~ just miss her too much! heez. didnt had the chance to speak that much to her since she was serving a customer. just afew words and we left. when i walked out of her shop, saw Qing. i mean i actually didnt see her. *too blur le* then she sort of wave at me. then i looked up. yesh, i actually looked up. erm, due to my height la~ i'm too short~ heez. she's really tall. heez. she's such a pretty pretty lady~~~
then we walked over to Marina Square, wanna check out the shops there. but i dont feel that its a great paradise for shopping. nothing much actually. oh ya, they were holding a audition of the 'zhu chi ren' at Marina Square.
after Marina Square, we cabbed down to Spans (the police club). i love that club. its very well design. looks very high class. good ambience. thinking of having a swim there someday. back to topic. (i keep deviating from my topic; haha) d3arie met Yashi and Eddy over there for snooker. we reach at approximately 8pm and they had their games till 11pm. i was talking to Sharon on the phone the whole time when they had their game. oh ya, and not forgetting my sims game on N-gage. now, i'm hook on that game~ awww.!
after their games, we had our dinner at a nearby coffeeshop (Balestier). teochew congee. yummy~~~ erm, to be precise its supper isnt it? hehe...
okay. so many things happen in just a day. my uncle (auntie's husband) just pass away this evening. you know, i was telling myself last night. thinking that i should go down visit him very soon at NUH. i haven visited him all these while when he was in there. he was admitted to NUH for more than 2 weeks. i told myself, i have to visit him, i dont wanna regret not doing that after he's gone. but this afternoon, i received a call from mummy telling me that he's unconscious. and afew hour later, mummy called and say he's gone. i was like "huh?". i didnt expected it to come so soon. alright, i should actually start by telling you what he's suffering from. he had cancer. lung and liver cancer. its the 4th stage. pretty bad condition already huh? actually he should have consulted a doctor earlier. once, he vomitted blood but he negated the fact that he was ill. didnt seek a doctor advise at that time. until one day, he was really in great pain. and that was the 2 weeks ago when he got admitted. the doctor say, the cancer almost spread to his kidney. i can imagine how much pain he was in. the agony that he was at. going through cancer at the 4th stage! his death should be really devastating to my auntie or his immediate family like my cousin. i mean, my auntie's children is still not old enough to take care of themselves. as in, the oldest one is just a mere 13? and the other two are just in primary school. this would definitely weigh down on her. i really hope she's able to pull herself through these awful days. anyway, rest in peace uncle.
guess i'll be going to his wake tomorrow.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
10/23/2005 ♥
taken when i came back from feng(wind) ktv pub
taken when i came back from feng(wind) ktv pub
taken when i came back from feng(wind) ktv pub
taken when i came back from feng(wind) ktv pub
taken when i came back from feng(wind) ktv pub
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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pedicure the other time, its a chain of hearts
manicure the other time
manicure the other time
meee
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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was preparing to go work. the harley davidson top was with me for many years. hmm... like 6? this means harley david has good quality control, so next time can go buy. =x
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]