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DA GIRL ♥

Jasmine ♥
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04 Oct
Short
Skinny
Long black and brownish hair
Small eyes
Big Nose
Simply Ugly
Attitude
Narcissistic
Capricious
Extrovert
Sensitive
Cynical
Canossa Convent Primary
Saint Anthony Canossian Convent
NYP Finance Services(Graduated)
SIM - Banking and Finance (Part time UOL)


[一个人生活]


Total Visits since 01 Mar 2009:




MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com

HER LURFES ♥

HIM ; Lawrence aka Fatty Tan ♥
Shopping
Dolling Up
KTV
Singing
Travelling
Taking pictures
Listening to Music
Chill out
Sleeping
Slacking
Friends: Sharon, Julia, Bei boy, Jasmine Tan, Linda, Ah An, Clara, Neth, Roswina, Max, Pal, Suriani, Jenny bf, Reagan, Yashi, Jiang Hao, Jeffrey, Sandy, Sze Ping, Elaine, Lay Eng, Celine, Jessie, Annie
Family
My bday(04 Oct; pressie please!)
Valentine(14 Feb)
Pink
White
Drinks: Jasmine Green Tea, Coke, Red Bull, Lemon Tea, Mango Juice
Fruits: Mango, Honey Dew, Grapes, Apple, Strawberries, Banana, Guava with LOTS oF Pulm Powder
Food: bEef stEak, ScallOp, crAb, lObster, PraWn, chEese fRies, Salted Popcorn with LOTS of Butter, Cup corn with LOTS oF Butter, MOS Burger, Minestrone Soup, Teriyaki Chicken burger, KFC Drumsticks, Long John, Onion Ring
Snacks: KinDer bReunO, Super Ring, Lays



HATES
Red Beans/Green Beans
PaPaya
WaterMelon
Root Beer
Hor Fun
Loh Mee
Bastards & Flirts
Bitches & Sluts
Attention Seekers
Childishness
Egoistic, Arrogant, Supercilious People
Attitude Problem
Myself







HER WANTS ♥

mOi wiSh LisT

-more dresses, more skirts, more tops-
-LV Damier Neverfull and Chanel Bag-
-$$$ and more $$$-
-IPL legs and hands-
-Go DRX Clinic-
-repair aircon-
-renovate room-
-Travel to Australia, US, Europe and Japan. Go Taiwan again-


New Resolution:

1) Learn to cook
2) Punctual
3) Sleep early
4) Exercise
5) Save up
6) Bring mummy and sister out more often
7) Slim down
8) Complete my degree



HER MEMORIES ♥

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人生就是为了找寻爱的过程,每个人的人生都要找到四个人。 第一个是自己, 第二个是你最爱的人, 第三个是最爱你的人, 第四个是共度一生的人. 首先会遇到你最爱的人,然後体会到爱的感觉; 因为了解被爱的感觉,所以才能发现最爱你的人; 当你经历过爱人与被爱,学会了爱,才会知道什么是你需要的, 也才会找到最适合你,能够相处一辈子的人。 但很悲哀的,在现实生活中,这三个人通常不是同一个人; 你最爱的,往往没有选择你; 最爱你的,往往不是你最爱的; 而最长久的,偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的, 只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。 你,会是别人生命中的第几个人呢? 没有人是故意要变心的,他爱你的时候是真的爱你, 可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了, 他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你; 同样的,他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。 当一个人不爱你要离开你, 你要问自己还爱不爱他, 如果你也不爱他了,千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开; 如果你还爱他,你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐, 希望他跟真正爱的人在一起,绝不会阻止, 你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福,就表示你已经不爱他了, 而如果你不爱他,你又有什么资格指责他变心呢? 爱不是占有, 你喜欢月亮,不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里, 但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。 换句话说,你爱一个人,也可以用另一种方式拥有, 让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆, 如果你真爱一个人,就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好,也爱他的坏: 爱他的优点,也爱他的缺点, 绝不能因为爱他,就希望他变成自己所希望的样子, 万一变不成就不爱他了。 真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的, 你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏,你都希望这个人陪著你; 真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守,也就是没有丝毫要求。 毕竟,感情必须付出,而不是只想获得; 分开是一种必然的考验, 如果你们感情不够稳固,只好认输, 真爱是不会变成怨恨的。 两人在谈情说爱的时候, 最喜欢叫对方发誓,许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓, 就是因为我们不相信对方,我们根本不相信情人, 而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际: 海枯石烂、地老天荒,都不能改变我对你的爱! 明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒; 就算会,也活不到那时候。 许下诺言的时候千万注意,不要许下可以实现的诺言, 最好是承诺做不到的事, 反正做不到的,随便说说也不要紧, 请记住:”不可能实现的诺言最动人” 在爱情里,说的是一套,做的是另一套; 讲的人不相信,听的人也不相信。 你呢?找到了第几个? 茫茫人海中,你遇见了谁?谁又遇见了你?

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12/31/2004 ♥

didnt go school today, got a stomache in da morning... hai ~~~have to read up the two lectures by myself le. anyway, just now went to Far East with Sharon, Julia, Julia's Sister and Sharon's boyfriend... we met at 4:30pm. shopped and took neoprints. its been a long time since i took neoprints. LOLX. heez. when i go home, i'll scan my neoprint and post it in my bloggy. =) bought a new hello kitty wallet, some hair pins, and collected my christmas present from Julia. heez. it was a g-string. LOLX. cute 1, pinky with star in the middle.

i'm at Nicholas and Mel's place right now. Waiting for the BBQ to start. d3arie having duty today from 6pm to 12am. so he'll only be coming back after the countdown. =( *sob*... hai ~ anyway, tomorrow i'm going back to my place le... then need to pack my clothes and stuff by tonight. cause tomorrow sure wake up damn late de... heez. additionally, have to wash my fish tank and clean his room abit tomorrow. need to do a hell lot of things when i get back home. unpack my clothes and wash those dirty clothes. and expect to see some dried clothes not taken down form the bamboo. so have to take them down and fold them. hai~ and since i didnt go for todays lecture. i would have to self learn them myself and do those tutorials. *sad*

oh ya, this morning, when i just woke up, i took a look at my hamster. i separated one of them from the others. cause i suspected that she was pregnant. i was shocked when i saw minature size pinkish stuff moving around at the hay. wow. it gave birth to 6 hamster~ heez. 1st time seeing new born hamster. kinda of excited. but i guess i would have to give them away when they grow bigger. if not i will have a total of 11 hamsters at d3arie's place. too many! yea?
so any1 who wants hamster, do let me know!!! kkk? =)




you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







12/25/2004 ♥

hmm...just came back home from Singapore General hospital. My father had been hospitalise. they need to take a part of his kidney for inspection. erm, dont really noe what happen. anyway, he should be discharge on monday bah.

yesterday Pal came d3arie's house in da afternoon. about 1pm. taught him business finance and he did his tutorial before going home. He's having a pyjamas party with his frens for count down. For me, I meet d3arie's fren for steam boat.

pple who went for steam boat:

-Me
-D3arie
-Mel
-Nic
-KK
-KK's exgf. maria(nick name)
-Eddy
-kk's RO fren

the steam boat is opposite Seiyu at those shop houses there. its call Tian Tian Huo Guo. It cost $230+ for the 8 of us. kinda of expensive. but the soup is nice worx. can choose 2 soups. we had Tom yam and rib bone soup(erm i think so). but my fav steam boat place is still Parkway!!! heez. after the steam boat we went to watch the Kong Fu movie by Steph Chow. Eeek. though its kinda of farnie, but the show was boliao... don't really like it neh. after the movie, Nic N Mel went home. Me, kk , d3arie, and Eddy went Whampoa hawker to drink. I never drink, dont feel like. then they drank from 2+am to 5+am. talked and talked. hai~ kk say Alina kinda of pitiful. Saw her own mother jump down to commit suicide when she's 6. that's why mayb affected her behavior. but its totally different thing! though its really pitiful for her to see her own mother jumping down. but that doesn't gif her an excuse to be a farking whore/bitch. its totally different matter. and its been past for so long. anyway, not everybody is fortunate to be born in a perfect family or watever. its up to yourself whether u want to make urself a useful person or a shit life. it doesn't matter what happen in the past. everyone has their past. n some really dreadful ones. but they still have to carry on with life what. your mother died doesnt give u a reason to be a slut rite? the perception of how pple feels about you, partially lies in your hands. so its up 2 ya to carry yourself.

ai ya~ whatever it is. i've already tired my best to advice him. now it's up to himself to choose his own path. if he really kana play with by her in the future, it doesnt concern me anymore. anyway, wish him all the best with that slut.



you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







12/24/2004 ♥

hmm...haven sleep.was writing a reply in my frenster profile.interested can go see la. but anyway,its nt an important thing to bother any1 of us.

today: went school for jap lessons. 1 to 3pm. after school, meet Pal @ Novena Square to haf lunch. = Long John. We ate and talked for almost an hour before i headed home. I bought Long John for d3arie as he was on MC 2day. didn't go work. moreoever, he just woke up at 3pm and was playin redmoon @ that time. Took a cab home 2 d3arie's place. Did my jap homework and slack till 8:30. At 8:30, went out to meet Sharon @ 9pm @ City Hall MRT. Planned to meet up bcoz we wanna exchange Christmas presents & at the same time meet up our best fren, julia. julia + me + sharon = best frens~~~~ we waited till 9:30pm for Julia to knock off from work, n headed towards Bugis MOS Burger. There was never once we meet up and never ate MOS Burger. Excluding those out of town. We ate, talk and took some pictures using Sharon's digital camera. geez. i'm waiting for her to send me.~!!! =) anyway, i opened up the present tat Sharon gave. It was a lingerie set. =) heez. nice one~ Julia haven pass us our present. as we intended to gif her a surprise when we looked her up at her workplace. so it was kinda of late when she found out that we were going to her place. she didnt bring along those presents. its ok~~~ other days also can take de.. =) heez. anyway, thanks so much both of ya~ =)

u all might be wondering how close the 3 of us are? basically we knew one another since Primary school. Entered the same secondary school, and even had the same part time job previously in da secondary school days. (which was MOS Burger, we all love eating MOS Burger, never got tired of it)... even till now... =)

yesterday: actually meeting Ros, Roz, Yanie they all de. but d3arie say he wanna go bank in the afternoon, cause bank operates in da office hour. however, he woke up only @ 1pm for work! he was supposed to reach @ 7am!!! he's so screwed! when he reach his work place, his officer almost charged him A war. Then the other sir was siding him. he brought d3arie to get his MC and the case was settled. the doctor gave him two days, that's y he didnt go to work today. as for tml, i hope he wake up for work! if not his doomed.! after driving him to get his MC, his sir drove him to OCBC bank where he settled his stuffs. After that he came home @ about 5pm. so we went out at around 6pm to Far East. I bought my glossy glossy dolly shoe to match my pants. bought christmas presents for Julia and Sharon (jackets). after shopping, i m now freaking broke!!! AWWWWWWWWWWww.... $$$$$....

heez. tml is christmas eve. hope everyone haf a nice day! do enjoy yaself!!! =)


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







12/21/2004 ♥

yea. its finally my h0lidays!!! too bad its only 1 week... after this 1 week, n0 m0re official h0lidays, except public h0lidays. have to pia like hell le. scary. s0 many pr0jects and ICA are c0ming. h0wever, my m0od is still n0t readily set f0r them.

sunday went Fu lu shou hawker there to pick up my 3/4 pants. i had sent them for alterations. i reached there @ 6pm, but my pants aint ready. so i went bugis village to shop alone. got d3arie a purple tshirt. yes, its purple again... LOLX. then around 630, walked back to pick up me pants. heez. finally the 3/4 pants suits me now. After that i went Bugis to meet Mel then headed to Far East. spend around $90 on that day. Now left $50 nia... =( i bought a checks (purple + black) pants for $39.90, e base tank t0p for about $12 and alt. my pants for $8. not forgetting dearie's tshirt for about $15. after shopping, both of us was damn tired. bought some drinks at the shop outside Far East. Wah, the strawberry drink was fantastic. so nice! feel like drinking that again! keke... we were so tired and we decided to on call cab back to whampoa. it was a mercs cab. l0lx. relac inside...

oh ya, feel like buying those glossy glossy type of dolly shoes/ pointed ones. to match my pants. ai ya, got so many things to buy. need to save up again... d3arie bought me a Anna Sui perfume for Christmas present. I bought him perfume too. hmm... and what's my plan for the week?

Tues: (today) not sure. feel like goin Far East to get my shoes! but depends if d3arie wanna go

Wed: waiting for classmates reply. not sure if we are goin East Coast for pinic

Thurs: Jap lessons in school. Then after that meeting Sharon, Julia and Meiting.! yes!!! they're my best best frens! LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!! MUACKS!!!!

Fri: Might be meeting Pal. Teachin him business finance. actually i'm not really good at it, but i'll try my best to help him... =) study together. Then around 830, meeting Whampoa frens. like KK, Eddy, Kenneth, Nicholas, Mel, etc for Steamboat. After that we gonna go for movie. yea~ its christmas eve... actually, Yashi, Piyo, Piyo's gf, Wanting, Yang, Bao, Ruben, Horny, Horny's gf, Joo, Ah neh, goin KTV. they asked me along, but i guess i couldn't make it bah. cause already meet them for steamboat. So sorry~~ last time alm0st every year celebrated with you all. now cant join u all. it seems like change boyfren, change frens? no no no! i wont forget all my frens!

sat: my mummy ask me to attend church service. depends...

sun: return back to my home sweet home.


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







12/13/2004 ♥

remember me talking about the little kitten? yesterday Mel called me around evening when she reached home after work. she told me the poor kitten died. Some reckless car driver knock her down. Her body is near her house at the car park. Her body is still fine. but her head was crash. =( so sad... the kitty is so cute and hyperactive. Like her so much. Nicholas's mother even fed her. hai ~ RIP.

yesterday went to Plaza Singapura with d3arie and his mother. Cause d3arie wanna get hp. However, we didn't get the phone at last. Cause 7610 was out of stock. So got to wait for another 1 week bah~ sianz. Anyway, Alfred and his girlfriend tagged along too. When they reached. I just said very loudly "SIAN LAR". I guess they know why, then Alfred and her went out. I didn't know why i was so pissed with her. might be cause of PMS. I don't know... Oh, i saw my ex boyfriend there too. was so shocked to see him. He asked me why m i there. I just answered that my boyfriend wanna buy hp and i went off immediately. I was afraid that d3arie's mother might see. It wouldn't be very nice. HAha... but i feel bad afterwards. I called him at night. but he didn't answer. He got back to me in one hours time. We talked for awhile. d3arie was angry. he said he was jealous. He was sleeping in my room, while i was talking in the living room. keke. then he send me a sms saying if i want to go back to my ex then go back, he wont stop me... LOLX... but we are fine now. don't worry! haha, i love to see him like that. LOLX. don't know why. i find it fun! /me bad...

Saturday, she was at d3arie's house the whole day. In the living room, cause Alfred was playin his game there. Therefore, i didn't even wanna go to the living room, just stayed in d3arie's room the whole day. Even did my homework in his bedroom. His mother came in and asked me why didn't i go to the living room to do my homework, where i usually does. I answered that i didn't want to go out. she ask me why. I just said I don't feel like lor. Then after awhile she came in and asked me, if i wanna eat. I said its ok, I'm not very hungry. Then she said I better eat, if not when d3arie come back from duty i will be starving le. Then she said since she's going down to buy 4D, she can buy food for me. She asked if i wanna eat Carrot Cake. I said ok. So she went down. When she came up, she put the carrot cake for me on plate and bring it to d3arie's room for me. I guess she knew why i didn't went to the living room the whole day. Cause d3arie ever told her i don't like that girl (can see previous post). I was so shocked by what she did. Anyway, its so thoughtful and sweet of her! Thanks...

GTG. need to prepare for school. going to be late again!





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Mel's daughter. sO cute too! 1 year+ Posted by Hello


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baby chantel, my auntie's baby. she's laffing. sO cute! Posted by Hello


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baby Chantel Posted by Hello


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baby chantel Posted by Hello


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bAby ChAntel Posted by Hello


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m1 & d3arie  Posted by Hello


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m1 & d3arie... Posted by Hello


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m1 & d3arie Posted by Hello


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farnie?  Posted by Hello


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the ru hua pose. Posted by Hello


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just took yesterday. the ru hua pose. HAHA Posted by Hello


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m1 Posted by Hello


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m1 Posted by Hello


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m1 again. after school @ home... Posted by Hello


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m1 after school. taken @ home! LOLx Posted by Hello


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this one was also w/o make up. about to sleep soon... haha Posted by Hello


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m1 w/O make up... but this one cant see my dark rings... haha... i look so young rite? haha... Posted by Hello


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another view... heez. she told me that afew days b4 chinese new year, she'll paint for me again. =) so nice of her!  Posted by Hello


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same painting. white flower with pink fine lines in the middle and red dots outside. keke Posted by Hello


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my nails done by Amelia... CooL??? i think so... Posted by Hello


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12/11/2004 ♥

Werid things had been happening the past few days. Since last Saturday, I had been dreaming for 4 consecutive days. Dreamt that d3arie and me separated in every of the dream. Could only remember maybe two of the dreams vividly.

First: Me and d3arie broke off cause of some reason, when I'm at his house. I was damn angry but he didn't care. On top of that, he even want to annoy me by talking to Alfred (d3arie's brother) 's girlfriend. In reality, both me and d3arie hated the girl to the core. The sight of her just make us irritated. Ok, back to the dream. So i got so angry and took bus home. On the way home, I saw d3arie with his group of friends, heading to go for ktv. I happened to walk past them. Saw d3arie with another girl which he claimed that he like and would be going after. The girl asked, "who is she", when I stared straight into d3arie's eyes. I told her, "His my ex boyfriend, a jerk, better not be with him!". and i walked off after that.

The one which i dreamt on tuesday when i was at d3arie's house: I dreamt that i was bathing, and d3arie wanna disturb me and he just opened the door. I didn't realise that he opened the door as I was washing the foam on my hair. When he walked away to do his stuffs, he didn't close the door back, and it was 1/2 opened. Alfred (d3arie's brother) 's friends and the irritating girl (alfred's girlfriend) were there. I didn't know if they walked past the bath room and saw me bathing. But after I realised that the door wasn't closed properly. I put on my clothes and screamed at d3arie. I was so angry that I packed my clothes heading home.

In the middle of those dreams, I woke up due to the angriness that overwhelmed me. I really felt like punching someone. When I woke up, I found that it was only a dream and continued sleeping. Everything seems so real.

When I went back to school. Told Rozliana and the others about it. Roz said that if you dreamt that you are naked. That means that some one is out there to humiliate you to the core. This implies to the dream that I saw myself bathing in the bath room. Erm, was kinda of frightened when I heard what she said. Something really bad gonna happened? Was all the dreams telling me something? Was it a bad omen?

Moreover, my eyelid kept twitching on both days. Sunday and Monday. Some people said that if your left eyelid twitch is symbolizes a bad omen, if your right eyelid twitch, is something good. All the while it was my left lid twitching! Again, bad omen.

Though I wasn't a superstitious person, all this made my hair kinda of stands.

On Tuesday, when I was doing project in the school lab, I received a prank call. It was made by this anonymous person.

(in mandrin)

Me: Hello
He: Hello
Me: Who's that
He: You guess lor
Me: HUH?
He: You guess lor
Me: Adam huh?
He: ya, so smart ar.
Me: What, you call so many times for what. I doing my project and you call to di di siao siao. Call and ask me to guess who are you for what.
Me: Why???????????
He: I want you help me masturbate
Me: (puzzled and angry) FARK YOU LA, NA BE CHEE BAI. then i hung up.

On thursday, the person called again:

Me: Hello
He: How are you?
Me: Who's that???

And he hung up and called another time, I asked d3arie to pick up the phone call. When he heard d3arie's voice, he hung up again. FARK man I was so annoyed by the prank calls. Don't know who the hell is that. If that person ever call again, I would ask Starhub to check those calls made to me and i'll launch a police report to say that the person is harassing me. Let him clean his backside and wipe the metal bars.

Talking about today: I had just caught a flu. AWww... hopes it get well soon before it turns worst. I just taken medication last night before I sleep. Seems alittle better now. Yesterday watched Blade Trinity with d3arie, Mel and Nicholas. The show was pretty nice. VERY COOL SHOW. Heez. I liked it. All of you might wanna consider to what this show too! =)

After the show, we walked past 711, there's a cute little kitten outside. It followed us for 5 mintues. And we run off when she's not aware of it. But we could hear its cries even at a distance. Its so disheartening. Wanna bring her home, but its almost impossible. So i just refrained myself from thinking of it.

When I went home, saw that idiotic/ irritating girl sitting on the sofa. As usual, put her whole legs up on the sofa. As if this was her house. I guess she thinks she's so goddam pretty. Touching her hair and stretching her legs out on the sofa. Looks like a farking bitch to me. Anyway, she's sucky. i meant her looks. haha. . . Before we even entered the house, we saw her slippers lying outside. D3arie said " The chee bai is here again!"... Yes, she is. I can see... By the way, don't even know whether she's still in the house or not. Hope she's not around. If not the blood inside me is really boiling. Destest the irritating looks of hers. Can't even smile or greet people when she sees us at home. Ai ya, even adam's mother said she and Alfred won't be together for long. I hoped so. In order for me not to see her again! GET LOST MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT WELCOME.................




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12/10/2004 ♥

yesterday just talked to Mel on the phone. She told me that KK wants to jio Alina~ which was previously d3arie's and Kenneth's ex girlfriend. OMFG. this kinda of things, like girls also can reuse or recycle 1 meh? eeeeeeeeeeee.... Rubbish bin. After hanging up with her, I told d3arie about it. But he got no reaction. So i wanted to provoke him.

Me: '' this kinda of things can reuse 1 meh? "
d3arie: " how i know him. "
Me: " U ownself also like that still say pple. "
Me: " Rubbish bin"
d3arie: "u want to say me then don't be together la, everytime say me. "
Me: " AR??? I got say you meh??? "
d3arie: " I got talk to you meh? "
Me: " Oh, you not talking to me ar? Eh, i talk you talking to me eh. ai yo "
Me: " No wander so smelly, rubbish bin don't like to bath mah... lalalla.... "

(cause at that time he haven bath.)

anyway, Mel always told me how bitching and idiotic that Alina is... I didn't know. cause i wasn't there to see it with me own eyes and it doesn't bother me too, cause she's not even my friend. But it would be most irritating, if KK really becomes her boyfriend. Mel told KK if he ever with her, we won't even ask him out anymore. cause Mel really hate her. I know why now. She's a farking whore. Got boyfriend yet flirts with other guy and also fancy two timing. KK said he's half way there. (she's got a boyfriend now. last time, when i just with d3arie, she's with the same guy, yet she called d3arie and cried, saying she wanna patch. doh -_-" ) I guess what kk said its probably true, cause she's just another bitch. biatch is too nice on her. so BITCH. LOLX. Aiya, anyway, its not my problem. a rubbish bin will remain as a rubbish bin in my heart. where got people wanna jio own brother girlfriend/ exgirlfriend de! so awkward. siao. he said its just to spend time, cause he can't forget his ex girlfriend. I know he can't forget his ex girlfriend. But does he have to land himself up in this devasting state. i doubt. whatever....



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12/05/2004 ♥

Artist: 3 Doors Down
Album: Away From The Sun
Song: Here Without You


A hundred days have made me olderSince the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
All the miles that separate

Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me.
Everything I know, and anywhere I go

It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







12/04/2004 ♥

just came back home from a Chalet at Changi Village. it was Piyo's birthday today. (4 dec 2004) Happy Birthday Piyo aka Mervyn!!!

The celebration today was a wild and fun. we had BBQ and . . . after that event . . . haha, water bombs with cold icy water flew around. Luckily, i wasn't one of the victims. d3arie was drenched with the cold icy water. haha~ ~ ~ they had the usual cake sabo that they usually have during birthday parties. and not forgetting the wine, beer and hard liquor (jack daniel & martel). Quite alot of people went, i just roughly list out the people who went:

-me
-d3arie
-Piyo
-Piyo's girlfriend (shi ying)
-Yang
-Yang's girlfriend (Wanting)
-Wanting's father
-Wanting's Mother
-Wanting's God brother
-Wanting's mother's friend
-Samuel
-Samuel's girlfriend
- Joo (Tee Joo)
-Ah neh / Indian (Rajiv)
- Ruben
-Yashi
-Ah Bao
-Ah Lim
-Ah Seng
-1 of their friend, erm don't really know his name.

actually we planned to go home about 11+pm, before mid-night charge. However, before 11pm, d3arie spend his $ on pool le, so it wouldn't be enough for us to go home even before the mid-night charges start. So I suggested that we stay till 4am, when his mummy wake up for work. so we could just stop near the market to take $ from his mother, without having to wake her up in the middle of the night. So, why did we reached home so early then? because... from d3arie's eyes i see that he's almost gonna reach the 'ma bo' state liao. that's why i told him not to drink anymore. but he was displeased that i was claiming that he's drunk. I wasn't lying. I know him too well. I really can judge from his eyes that he's gonna be drunk. Since, he got so fedup, he demanded to go home. so i agreed and took a cab home. cab fare was kinda of expensive. it was $25. expected cause it was from Changi to Whampoa.

When we reached home, he really vomitted. I asked him, did i lied to him? he say no. it proved my innocence! Pro eh? haha =)

this afternoon had lessons in school. during the break time, amelia painted my nails for me. She's really talented in doing nail art. WOoo! had my nails done so nicely. she even offered to help me paint my nails before Chinese New Year. so sweet of her rite? =) anyway, thanks so much! =)

gotto go, its kinda of late, wanna go sleep le... will blog again when i'm free. byeeee everyone, byeee bloggy.


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







12/02/2004 ♥

d3arie damn irritating last nite! FARK MAN! everytime like this. He wanna act as if he's a man and have authority over me when he's with his friend or my friends~ Its been a couple of times. I've noticed. But i just compromise la, give him face infront of other people. But he's getting out of hand! Yesterday, the drip of milk tea from my straw just drip on him. Notice i use the word drip. Its the norms that sometimes you do get a drip of water on yourself if you just let go of your straw after drinking. If its just a small drip, you wouldn't even be aware of it ! He scolded me for that, scolded me U farker, cb. somemore ask me to apologise to him. At the moment, I was talking to Sharon on the phone. Didn't gave a damn about it, just answered. I don't know what. Then he asked me to apologise. I answered that I don't even know that it dripped on you and you already start scolding me, then there's no need for apology. then i continued talking to Sharon. I didn't really thought about the whole thing until i hung up with Sharon. I reached home and gave him a scolding before we slept. Slapped him though it wasn't too hard. I just hate his attitude. Wanna be like a king/ man infront of outsiders, when he's just a sissy at home. trying to please me. and always apologising for what he had done only after we reached home. I told him that this would be the last time he ever did that. Or else I never leave any face for him infront of them anymore! Don't blame me for just slapping you hard ! U force me to...


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







12/01/2004 ♥

wOot!!! my singapore idol is TAUFIK!!! and yesh!!! he w0n !!! =) i think its rightful for him to win! cause he got the talent and he portray a idol-like image, unlike... I think he's a flexible singer and he's cute! so glad that he won! I LOVE TAUFIK!!!! though i only called 3times using my hp and 1 time using d3arie's hp. which wasn't too much~

school had started, i am kinda of bored. lessons, lectures, tutorial, homework, wake up early in the morning, sux! bz life again~


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]