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DA GIRL ♥

Jasmine ♥
:D
04 Oct
Short
Skinny
Long black and brownish hair
Small eyes
Big Nose
Simply Ugly
Attitude
Narcissistic
Capricious
Extrovert
Sensitive
Cynical
Canossa Convent Primary
Saint Anthony Canossian Convent
NYP Finance Services(Graduated)
SIM - Banking and Finance (Part time UOL)


[一个人生活]


Total Visits since 01 Mar 2009:




MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com

HER LURFES ♥

HIM ; Lawrence aka Fatty Tan ♥
Shopping
Dolling Up
KTV
Singing
Travelling
Taking pictures
Listening to Music
Chill out
Sleeping
Slacking
Friends: Sharon, Julia, Bei boy, Jasmine Tan, Linda, Ah An, Clara, Neth, Roswina, Max, Pal, Suriani, Jenny bf, Reagan, Yashi, Jiang Hao, Jeffrey, Sandy, Sze Ping, Elaine, Lay Eng, Celine, Jessie, Annie
Family
 My bday(04 Oct; pressie please!)
Valentine(14 Feb)
Pink
White
 Drinks: Jasmine Green Tea, Coke, Red Bull, Lemon Tea, Mango Juice
Fruits: Mango, Honey Dew, Grapes, Apple, Strawberries, Banana, Guava with LOTS oF Pulm Powder
Food: bEef stEak, ScallOp, crAb, lObster, PraWn, chEese fRies, Salted Popcorn with LOTS of Butter, Cup corn with LOTS oF Butter, MOS Burger, Minestrone Soup, Teriyaki Chicken burger, KFC Drumsticks, Long John, Onion Ring
Snacks: KinDer bReunO, Super Ring, Lays


HATES
Red Beans/Green Beans
PaPaya
WaterMelon
Root Beer
Hor Fun
Loh Mee
Bastards & Flirts
Bitches & Sluts
Attention Seekers
Childishness
Egoistic, Arrogant, Supercilious People
Attitude Problem
Myself







HER WANTS ♥

mOi wiSh LisT

-more dresses, more skirts, more tops-
-LV Damier Neverfull and Chanel Bag-
-$$$ and more $$$-
-IPL legs and hands-
-Go DRX Clinic-
-repair aircon-
-renovate room-
-Travel to Australia, US, Europe and Japan. Go Taiwan again-


New Resolution:

1) Learn to cook
2) Punctual
3) Sleep early
4) Exercise
5) Save up
6) Bring mummy and sister out more often
7) Slim down
8) Complete my degree



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人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四个人。 第一个是自己, 第二个是你最爱的人， 第三个是最爱你的人， 第四个是共度一生的人. 首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉； 因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人； 当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的， 也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。 但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人； 你最爱的，往往没有选择你； 最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的； 而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的， 只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。 你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？ 没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你， 可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了， 他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你； 同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。 当一个人不爱你要离开你， 你要问自己还爱不爱他， 如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开； 如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐， 希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止， 你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了， 而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？ 爱不是占有， 你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里， 但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。 换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有， 让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆， 如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏： 爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点， 绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子， 万一变不成就不爱他了。 真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的， 你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你； 真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。 毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得； 分开是一种必然的考验， 如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输， 真爱是不会变成怨恨的。 两人在谈情说爱的时候， 最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓， 就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人， 而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际： 海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱! 明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒； 就算会，也活不到那时候。 许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言， 最好是承诺做不到的事， 反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧， 请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人” 在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套； 讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。 你呢？找到了第几个？ 茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？

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CREDITS ♥

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brushes- XXX
hosts- XX
fonts- X

for the brushes part , i try to credit as much as i can .
for those things i got from deviantart , i really cannot remember e poster of e pic or brushes . sorry about that . =)








3/31/2007 ♥

Had a flamboyant day today.

After work, took company bus to Rasa Sentosa Resort for dinner. I thought it will be rather tense because the age group at my work place is approximately 30 and above. They proved me so wrong. They were even more enthusiastic then we youngster. The entire company was splitted into two groups for games. There were games throughout the dinner. During the games, they cheered so loudly. Knocking with utensils, knocking the table, standing on the chair to cheer and so on. WOW! Was fun. As you know, I will probably join in the fun. So I did stood on the chair to cheer too. hhaha. Jasmine is one bonkers. Sat with my dear girls, Celine, Szephing, Kristy, and Jessie. Had uber fun.

Before the dinner end, there was lucky draw. But none of us won the lucky draw. *sad* :(

When the dinner ended, Adrian drove us to St James. The queue was extremely long. After waiting for quite some time, we (Tristan, Adrian, Me, Celine and Jessie) finally entered Dragonfly. I didn't like Dragonfly. It was their first visit there. They didn't enjoy too. Soon after that, we proceed to Momo. William got all of us in free.

Initially, everyone didn't really enjoy and they went home subsequently. Leaving only Celine and Me. We were at A1 with William, Jason, Cong and group. KK, Wilson and group was there too. We started drinking more and was little tipsy. Started dancing and was more comfortable then. Really enjoy myself. Though I can't really dance. You know it. haha. =)

Left Momo at 4am and cabbed home with William.

Merv asked me to con his brother William that we were together. William completely deceived. Till now... lolx. Me feeling guilty. =x

just william™ 黄耀莹 My Resolve... Can You See It? says:
both u and my brother very lucky

just william™ 黄耀莹 My Resolve... Can You See It? says:
=D

♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg its tough but i'm still trying [insignificance] says:
erm, reallie ?

♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg its tough but i'm still trying [insignificance] says:
lol

just william™ 黄耀莹 My Resolve... Can You See It? says:
u two muz last long =D

♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg its tough but i'm still trying [insignificance] says:
erm, hope soooo

me still lying sia... LOLX


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







3/30/2007 ♥

I'm home.

Went out Bugis with my dearest Jenny. =) Bought Tian Cai's pressie and shopped around. Didn't buy anything for myself since there wasn't much new stocks. Anyway, going Bangkok next Wednesday already. After shopping, we sat down at Rockery to talk. Hope everything goes smoothly for you my dear girl. :)

Left Bugis around 10pm. Met Julia and Sharon at City Hall. Then head over to my place. Chatted until now. They just left my place.

I'm turning in soon~ Nights! :)

Congrats people who are getting married!

Jordan and Esther, Kelvin and Amelia

Wish you all a blissful marriage :D


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







3/29/2007 ♥

last night my mum keep pestering me to send rnb song to her handphone. lols. since when my mum become so hip sia. aunty liao still listen to rnb. haha. =x

i'm so sleepy at work. give me on bed. i confirm knock out and sleep. having difficulties to keep my eyes open.


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







3/28/2007 ♥

Nothing much to blog.

Got some conflicts at work. But not really conflicts as in major ones. Don't wanna mention since its over.

I look through past entries. I realise how much I've take people for granted. Like how I am taken for granted. It doesn't feel good. Now I know how people felt then. Abit remorseful but then again its the past already. :)

Its better to be love than love. . .

being treated like a queen yet not appreciate.
being treated like a shit yet i treasure.
wad madness!


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







3/26/2007 ♥

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X6hcUniErro
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IMEQKi9eoW4


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







♥

waiting for Yang to pick us up. *scary without makeup*
my dinner at home *scary without makeup*


my dinner at home *scary without makeup*

afternoon resting at home since I was sick *scary without makeup*



me and mummy *scary without makeup*


on the indoor roller coaster


at theme park


running away from paparazzi?

pig face me

ting and me


ting and me


ting and me


motion master with 3D specs




motion master with 3D specs
***WAITNG FOR TING TO SEND REST OF THE PICS TO ME***


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







♥

Just reach home at 12+am. Unpacked, took a bath, etc etc... and look its 2:30am now~ Time really really flies~~~ Happy moments just pass like that. Genting trip is over and we're all back to reality. Got to work tomorrow. Anyway, had uber fun at Genting.

Friday: Yang and Ting fetch Yash and Me up at 8+pm. Took the Tuas Checkpoint to JB. We took the wrong exit for the petrol pump and we went the REVERSE way on the high way. The U turn gonna be far and we seriously need to pump some petrol. So, we went the reverse way and there were upcoming cars. lolx. *farnie*

We took about 3 1/2 hours to reach Genting Ria Apartment. Thats pretty fast cause Yang was speeding his way up. The average speed is around 130km/h - 200km/h. Top speed was 215km/h. During our journey, a Malaysian car wanted to race. But couldn't see them after some time. . .

When we reach Ria Apartment. Merv, Xian and Roob were already there. Ria Apartment has two bed rooms, a kitchen, a living room. Its quite big there. Didn't pay for the accomodation because Xian's father got some membership an could redeem free stay. Yang and Ting took the master bedroom and the rest of us shared the other. There's a sofa bed in the living room but no one occupy it, thus 5 of us squeeze into 2 single beds. Quite cramp though. BUT I slept quite well because I occupied lots of their space and make them squeeze like hell. XD

oh after we reach we actually went for supper then to Casino before we return back to the apartment to sleep. We met Andy and Ah Jo at the Casino. lol.

Sat: Woke up because they snatched away pig head. Had our lunch then went to Theme Park. We took almost every ride except for the Space shot thingy because it was down for maintenance. All of us wanted to take that ride so much. So disappointing.~~~

After the outdoor theme park, we proceed for the indoor ones + some shopping. After that had our dinner with Andy and Ah Jo at this Hongkong restaurant. After dinner, Ah Jo, Andy, Xian, Yang and Ting went to the Casino; while Merv, me, Yash, Roob returned back for a nap.

After our nap, we went clubbing at Safari. Hmm... I like the place but they have to slow down the tempo of their music la~~~ Though they are playing rnb but the tempo too fast la. Kinda of like techno.

Merv gave us funny korean names:

Yash - Jiak Dung Hee
Me - Jiak Soon Li (same surname since I'm his daughter)
Roob - Pok Jhung Gi
Merv - Dong Jang Mun (THE CHANGED MAN)

hahahahahahahahhaaha... and *Pak Sui Fong* My friends call me Fong; but hey I ain't no Fong. I am Pak Sui Fong~~~~~~~!!!! HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA *people you probably don't get my joke. But its okay. Not meant for you all*

We left the pub at about 2am then headed back to sleep.

Sun: Woke up by them again... Pig head got snatched again. . . Checked out at 12pm. Drove down to KL to shop alittle and for our lunch. Bought their cars for car wash too because their cars happened to get stained by some paint that was going on at Ria Apartment. Imagine all of us stood around the car to help get the paint off. It seems like some subraru race to win that car. lol.

After the car wash, we headed to JB for our sumptuous seafood dinner. On the way there, a JB car raced with Yang again. The guy was driving a Nissan dont know wad with his girfriend beside. Skilled driver but Yang still faster than him. hee.

Had our dinner, collected their cars then went home~~~ Tired now!~~! Turning in, night!


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







3/23/2007 ♥

I'm going to Genting this evening. And I'm ill now. Having a very terrible headache and sore throat. And my 3 months stopped period came this morning. Bad luck! argh. Its gonna be so inconvenient for me. I'm going to the doctor later on before we set off to Genting. I didn't go team building at Toa Payoh Safra today. Since I'm sick I don't wanna play outdoor games under the hot sun. Its might make me worse and my trip will prolly be unenjoyable with the sickness.

Merv, Xian and Roob will be going in the afternoon with Xian's lancer. Me, Yash, Yang and Ting will be taking Yang's wrx. I still have not pack my laggage. Going to pack soon. I'm feeling so tired and aches all over my body. =(

Anyway, I hope I'll enjoy the trip la. And not think so much over there. =)

Get away ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

*I have activated my auto roaming for this trip and my upcoming Bangkok trip. Please do not call or message me over the weekend if its not for important matter. Since I'll be at Genting. UNLESS you reallie reallie miss me so much! If not I'll scream at you if I receive your call / msg ah! *remember* =D *


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







3/21/2007 ♥

sis going shanghai tonite... well. bon voyage. and stupid 2nd sister, scared of dogs. so puppy rain cant stay over at our place.

i'm bored now!


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







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you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







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This morning I walked out of the lift and was on my way walking to the bus stop. This guy talked to me. Greet good morning to me, asked if I'm going work, etc etc... Hmmm... Too friendly or weird? Anyway, he doesn't look familiar. Maybe the problem lies in me because I usually don't notice or recognize faces around my neighbourhood.

Bought Sze Phing's pressie during lunch. Hope she like the gift from all of us :)

2 more hours to leave the office. I'm dying in boredom already. Helpzzz... I'm about to fall asleep......................................


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







♥

Didn't have much to do at work these days. Making me feel so sleepy the entire day. This Friday having team building at Toa Payoh Safra too. Then tomorrow is the last day in the office this week. I'm so bored and when I'm bored I think alot. I don't like it.

Monday I went Orchard with Celine to get Cheryl's pressie. After that head straight home. Neth came over to my place to chat and pass me a mentos gum he bought from JB. Ah Tong then joined us for awhile before both of them left for dinner.

Yesterday after work I went home straight after work for nap. At night, Julia and Sharon came over. Julia helped me buy my dinner and dessert. Thanks girls =)

Today I'm gonna head home straight after work too. So Moody. So sleepy. No mood for other things.

Today is Sze Phing's birthday! Happy birthday girl! =)


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







3/20/2007 ♥

Dealin with New/Used car 9xxxxxxx. All Brand new Car 5Yrs Wty or 100,000km Which ever come 1st. Cool says:
go find someone to cure u lor
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
i still cant get over him thoroughly
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
i cant find anyone to cure me
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
if i dont love them
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
i find them disgusting
Dealin with New/Used car 9xxxxx. All Brand new Car 5Yrs Wty or 100,000km Which ever come 1st. Cool says:
no one chasin u le meh?
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
how to
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
i dont like to go out with pple
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
that want to be more than frens with me
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
i feel uncomfortable
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
even if have
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
i'll find ways to make them go away
Dealin with New/Used car 9xxxx All Brand new Car 5Yrs Wty or 100,000km Which ever come 1st. Cool says:
o
Dealin with New/Used car 9xxxxx. All Brand new Car 5Yrs Wty or 100,000km Which ever come 1st. Cool says:
why like tat?
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
i dont know
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
its not easy to like someone else
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
i'm not like last time
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
can fall in love so easily
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
its so hard now
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
all i haf in heart is him
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
there's no more space for someone else

Anyway, thanks people who is concern about me. Thanks Calvin who offer to allow me to irritate him on his hp whenever I'm miss L. Thanks Yash daddy, thanks Celine, Thanks Merv, Thanks Melvin, Thanks Norman, Thanks Pal, Thanks Neth. Thanks etc etc etc.... Thanks everyone who is giving me alot of encouragement.


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







3/19/2007 ♥


current friendster picture.
its tough. but i'm trying hard to...
to not miss you so much........


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







3/18/2007 ♥

Just got home. Woke up at almost 4pm today. Prepared and went town.

Had dinner at Jack's Place with Jenny and Jiang Hao today. Sumptuous dinner and we were all so full. After dinner we caught a movie 'Pursuit of Happyness'. A inspiring but boring and draggy movie. Quite disappointing cause thought that this show is a tear jerker movie. But it wasn't.

Well... Tomorrow is Monday again :(

Blues

Its Cheryl's (Sembcorp) birthday too. Happy birthday! :D


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







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Guess I miss him too much. Dreamt about him. Its a sweet memory. But I'm crying instead. Why can things only be perfect in dreams. Why not reality.

People can ask me out umpteen times and I finally went out once. However, a call from you, I'll rush down by cab over to your place. But why is it that I'm always not appreciated by u no matter how much I've done...


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







♥

Its almost 5:30am. Just got home. Went out with Merv, Yash and Ah Xian around 8pm. Had dinner at chup lao hawker before we set off for drinks at Chijmes with Gary. I like it there but its pretty hot today so we didn't stay there for the entire night.

We left and went rounding. Went to Mount faber for awhile then to Joo Chiat for Ba kuteh then over to Central Mall. They went into Momo, while Kelvin picked me up for a movie at Cineleisure.

We caught 'Stomp the Yard'. Omg! Its a freaking good show! Its so cool. The show rules! MUST WATCH SHOW. I'll rate it 9/10. One of the best movie I've watch this year. Its about hip hop dancing and alittle of romance. =)

Bumped into Julia's ex boyfriend in the cinema. He and his girlfriend (someone from NYP too), sat right behind us. Ya. Such a coincidence. The other time when I watched a 1:50am show, I met Lawrence my ex. Now I met my good friend Julia's ex.

After the movie, he drove over to East Coast Road Hong Kong Cafe for supper. I didn't eat cause its gonna be fattening.

Anyway, had a good time today :) Gonna tuck in soon.

I miss him alot. A couple of times, I really wanna msg or even call him up. But... I know I shouldn't. So... I refrained myself from doing so.

I feel so stupid when the issue comes to you. I'm foolish ya. I prolly means nothing to you at all. Someone insignificant to you. I'm just a passer by to you perhaps. My presence might not be of any effect to you. As well as my disappearance.

So I'm trying to let go. Trying to move on. I hope my decision is right. The best solution for you and me. Goodbye my love.......


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3/17/2007 ♥





























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Just woke up from sleep. Had been sleeping since 10pm? last night... Was feeling so drained out.

Jenny picked me up from work yesterday :D hehe. Sweet ya? I got new BF - Jenny. haha... Jenny, Me, Celine, Jessie headed to Bugis together. Didn't buy anything... Didn't see any new stocks? Nothing caught my eye.

Well, after that we shop at Bugis Junction till 7pm. Jenny and me left and took a bus over to Boat Quay and walked over to Indonesian River Side Restaurant. Jean, PeiShan, BeeKim, HuiZhen, Xiao Qi, Geok Ling were there already. =) hehe... Both of us reach then following by Kumi. Had a nice time chatting over our dinner, though I was tired like hell. haha.

After our dinner, we stayed around to take some pictures before Jenny left for Orchard and I cabbed home.

I just spend the FRIDAY Night at HOME SLEEPING! FARK. HOW WASTED ~~~!!!! ARGHhhhh...


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







3/16/2007 ♥

Yesterday I caught '300' with Lionel at Cineleisure. The show is starring at 1:50am and we have about 50 minutes to roam around aimlessly before the show start. We chatted outside Cine. When its about time for movie, I took a lift up to 4th storey. Guess who I saw and it made me jumped in shock.... I saw Lawrence. Anyway, since I was rushing for the movie, we just headed into the theatre. I knew he probably will watch the same show since the other time when he asked me to catch the movie together, I had to go KTV with Yash, Merv and Xian. He was with two other friends. Vincent and another guy. He and his friends came into the theatre shortly after I've entered. His friends sat directly right infront of both our seats. So, he was right infront of us too. I called him. He turned around smiled and nodded. I didn't know what it was suppose to mean.

Anyway, '300' is about ancient war and politics. A movie you might want to catch, and that is only if you're above 18. =)

After the movie, Law left immediately without saying goodbye or anything. When I messaged him to ask, he did not even reply my message.

Why? What did I do wrong?

Lionel said some things that really wake me up to senses.
You don't need to do 10 stupid things. Just one foolish thing you do for him will make him realize how much you love him. You don't have to keep trying when he's aware but not appreciating them. Do things at your means. Not beyond your means. You have to be more rationale. Love is not everything.


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3/15/2007 ♥

Just reach home.

Went to town with my colleagues Jessie and Celine after work. Met up with one of Jessie's friend. Had our dinner at Shaw's Crystal Jade Kitchen. Ordered 5 dishes and had our stomach filled. THEN started our shopping at Isetan private sales. Its 30% so I bought a tube top and a tube dress. *delighted* But cash is reducing again =(

Well after that we went to check out the Gucci bag that we so wanna get... NOW START SAVING... Haiz. I always say save but I can spend ALL my money in less than a week. How to? Need someone to control me already. Haha

After that we were dead tired. So we went to NDYC to chill. Chatted alot with Celine while Jessie and her friend went Wisma for a little while. Had a nice time :) Tomorrow is Friday. And all of us are so looking forward! hehe... Will be meeting Jenny for shopping tomorrow then having dinner with NYP FS0305. =) I miss all of them :D

I need to slower down the speed I spend my $. Next Friday going Genting with rL7. *anticipating* +D

Then subsequent week going Bangkok already. Need to pay for mum's expenses too. *broke*

Anyway, I'm going for a shower now. Meeting Lionel for movie at 1+. Bye!


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Just back from lunch with Sharon at Long John just opposite City Hall MRT. At least meeting up with her made me smile alittle. =)

Wasn't feeling very good ya. His decision is final. Going oversea during May. =(
I can't say anything to make him stay, so all I can do is wish him the best.

Yesterday went to the doctor alone. Had late lunch alone. Since I went Katong's clinic so I went to Parkway for a stroll. Bought hippo's pressie - Bvlgari perfume. Bought myself a Yellow Msphosis top too. Reserved a top at Joop since there's Isetan sales today. Its 30%.

The sales assistant recommended Bvlgari and Issey Miyake. Apparently, I will not choose Issey Miyake. Or else, he will smell like him...

After Parkway, I headed home then out again to Changi Hospital to visit Adrian. Get well soon. Yesterday he had a operation and the operation lasted almost a day until he was allowed to go back to his ward.

My hp died on me yesterday. It was full battery then. But it just went flat out of the sudden. Frightened me. I thought I'm force to get a new phone already.

I'm feeling so restless at work. Save me from misery...


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







3/14/2007 ♥

Celine Dion : To love you more
Take me back in the arms I love
Need me like you did before
Touch me once again
And remember when
There was no one that you wanted more
Don't go
you know you will break my heart
She won't love you like I will
I'm the one who'll stay
When she walks away
And you know I'll be standing here still
I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more
See me as if you never knew
Hold me so you can't let go
Just believe in me I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know
I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more
Some way all the love that we had can be saved
Whatever it takes we'll find a way
Just believe in me I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know
I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







3/13/2007 ♥

Went for a movie with my colleague Celine today. We catch Protege at Vivo City. So its our first time at Vivo City GV for movie.

I like the show alot. It describes the process of trafficking of drugs to consumption. Each and every detail. The suspense is good. It kept my heart thumping fast throughout. Loneliness causes drugs. Is loneliness and emptiness even scarier than drugs? I say yes. Say 'No' to drugs. lolx. =x

Before the movie, we had our dinner at this western restaurant somewhere near the cinema. I ordered pasta. She had fish and chips. My pasta sucks totally. Eeek.

Anyway, I'm having mood swings again. No. I had mood swings not solely due to PMS or other factor. Maybe I expected too much from this ambiguous r/s; and when it dosen't it inflict some pain yet again.


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3/11/2007 ♥




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Hippo & Bunny @ Momo. Happy Birthday Hippo.
Hippo & Bunny @ Momo. Happy Birthday Hippo.

Bunny & Hippo @ Momo. Happy Birthday Hippo.


Bunny & Hippo @ Momo. Happy Birthday Hippo. Aiming skills gt pro la?


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at his place now. feeling bored since he has gone to work. now lying on the bed looking at his lap top blankly, so decided to blog.

think i gonna eat my lunch (his mum bought back just now; hehe thanks!), take a bath then head home... if not i'll bore myself to death here. i miss my pig head, i miss my bed, i miss blasting the music damn loud while i'm home. hehe.

yesterday was my virgin visit to Clinic at Tannery. The place look cool with the concept of clinic and nurses. the shots girls are all dressed up with sexy nurses uniform. but they are really slut i think. the shots are all contained in jabs and they sit on ur lap to feed you 'medicine'. hehe...

i reach there after 12am. I was late. I rushed over to TCC to get a birthday cake then went over to meet Max, Reagan, Pal, a guy and 2 girls. Alll from nyp. They ordered a bottle of Martel and had their seat outdoor. After sometimes after I reach and the cake cutting session is over, we switch to a table inside. The place is rather smalll with trance music. didn't really like the crowd there and the whole feeling there. i left around 2+am for his place. Sorry to leave ealier. Hope all of you enjoyed urself. happy birthday Max!

today is jack's birthday. Happy Birthday!


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







3/10/2007 ♥

This picture was taken on 06 May 2006. Which was last year. But I only receive them today. Almost a year later. Now I can officially own this picture ya. =)


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Came home from work and took a nap before heading to Momo. Slept till 10:10pm. Lucky for the alarm I set and calls from hippo and Merv. If not, I don't know if I'm gonna sleep till morning. I took a bath and then hippo came down with cab to pick me up. I didn't want to make the birthday boy pay for the cab, so I did. =) Still owe him his pressie~ Any idea what to buy?

Anyway, they had two tables. The girls one table and the guys. I sat at the guy's table with him. Anyway, the guys talk more often to me than the girls. More comfortable there too. Momo was having dance compy yesterday and I like it :)

Drank quite abit yesterday and was tipsy + tired. Yashi, Xian, Merv and the rest came too. They sat at A1. =) Their usual space. Anyway, I left rather early. Cabbed back and concuss immediately.

Today is Max's birthday. Happy birthday! =)


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]







3/09/2007 ♥

Yanie and Me
Me and Yun Sun


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@ work
@ work


@ work

@ work
In da living room... Bored waiting for him to come home.


you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]