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DA GIRL ♥

Jasmine ♥
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04 Oct
Short
Skinny
Long black and brownish hair
Small eyes
Big Nose
Simply Ugly
Attitude
Narcissistic
Capricious
Extrovert
Sensitive
Cynical
Canossa Convent Primary
Saint Anthony Canossian Convent
NYP Finance Services(Graduated)
SIM - Banking and Finance (Part time UOL)


[一个人生活]


Total Visits since 01 Mar 2009:




MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com

HER LURFES ♥

HIM ; Lawrence aka Fatty Tan ♥
Shopping
Dolling Up
KTV
Singing
Travelling
Taking pictures
Listening to Music
Chill out
Sleeping
Slacking
Friends: Sharon, Julia, Bei boy, Jasmine Tan, Linda, Ah An, Clara, Neth, Roswina, Max, Pal, Suriani, Jenny bf, Reagan, Yashi, Jiang Hao, Jeffrey, Sandy, Sze Ping, Elaine, Lay Eng, Celine, Jessie, Annie
Family
My bday(04 Oct; pressie please!)
Valentine(14 Feb)
Pink
White
Drinks: Jasmine Green Tea, Coke, Red Bull, Lemon Tea, Mango Juice
Fruits: Mango, Honey Dew, Grapes, Apple, Strawberries, Banana, Guava with LOTS oF Pulm Powder
Food: bEef stEak, ScallOp, crAb, lObster, PraWn, chEese fRies, Salted Popcorn with LOTS of Butter, Cup corn with LOTS oF Butter, MOS Burger, Minestrone Soup, Teriyaki Chicken burger, KFC Drumsticks, Long John, Onion Ring
Snacks: KinDer bReunO, Super Ring, Lays



HATES
Red Beans/Green Beans
PaPaya
WaterMelon
Root Beer
Hor Fun
Loh Mee
Bastards & Flirts
Bitches & Sluts
Attention Seekers
Childishness
Egoistic, Arrogant, Supercilious People
Attitude Problem
Myself







HER WANTS ♥

mOi wiSh LisT

-more dresses, more skirts, more tops-
-LV Damier Neverfull and Chanel Bag-
-$$$ and more $$$-
-IPL legs and hands-
-Go DRX Clinic-
-repair aircon-
-renovate room-
-Travel to Australia, US, Europe and Japan. Go Taiwan again-


New Resolution:

1) Learn to cook
2) Punctual
3) Sleep early
4) Exercise
5) Save up
6) Bring mummy and sister out more often
7) Slim down
8) Complete my degree



HER MEMORIES ♥

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人生就是为了找寻爱的过程,每个人的人生都要找到四个人。 第一个是自己, 第二个是你最爱的人, 第三个是最爱你的人, 第四个是共度一生的人. 首先会遇到你最爱的人,然後体会到爱的感觉; 因为了解被爱的感觉,所以才能发现最爱你的人; 当你经历过爱人与被爱,学会了爱,才会知道什么是你需要的, 也才会找到最适合你,能够相处一辈子的人。 但很悲哀的,在现实生活中,这三个人通常不是同一个人; 你最爱的,往往没有选择你; 最爱你的,往往不是你最爱的; 而最长久的,偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的, 只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。 你,会是别人生命中的第几个人呢? 没有人是故意要变心的,他爱你的时候是真的爱你, 可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了, 他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你; 同样的,他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。 当一个人不爱你要离开你, 你要问自己还爱不爱他, 如果你也不爱他了,千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开; 如果你还爱他,你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐, 希望他跟真正爱的人在一起,绝不会阻止, 你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福,就表示你已经不爱他了, 而如果你不爱他,你又有什么资格指责他变心呢? 爱不是占有, 你喜欢月亮,不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里, 但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。 换句话说,你爱一个人,也可以用另一种方式拥有, 让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆, 如果你真爱一个人,就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好,也爱他的坏: 爱他的优点,也爱他的缺点, 绝不能因为爱他,就希望他变成自己所希望的样子, 万一变不成就不爱他了。 真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的, 你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏,你都希望这个人陪著你; 真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守,也就是没有丝毫要求。 毕竟,感情必须付出,而不是只想获得; 分开是一种必然的考验, 如果你们感情不够稳固,只好认输, 真爱是不会变成怨恨的。 两人在谈情说爱的时候, 最喜欢叫对方发誓,许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓, 就是因为我们不相信对方,我们根本不相信情人, 而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际: 海枯石烂、地老天荒,都不能改变我对你的爱! 明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒; 就算会,也活不到那时候。 许下诺言的时候千万注意,不要许下可以实现的诺言, 最好是承诺做不到的事, 反正做不到的,随便说说也不要紧, 请记住:”不可能实现的诺言最动人” 在爱情里,说的是一套,做的是另一套; 讲的人不相信,听的人也不相信。 你呢?找到了第几个? 茫茫人海中,你遇见了谁?谁又遇见了你?

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DARLINKS ♥





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CREDITS ♥

please to not rip the credits =)
designer- X pictures- X
brushes- XXX
hosts- XX
fonts- X

for the brushes part , i try to credit as much as i can .
for those things i got from deviantart , i really cannot remember e poster of e pic or brushes . sorry about that . =)








3/31/2009 ♥

Dear IT Support,

Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a slow
down in the overall performance, particularly in the flower, gifts and
jewellery applications that had operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0.

In addition, Husband 1.0 un-installed many other valuable programs, such
as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, but installed undesirable
programs such as Formula One 5.0, NBA 3.0 and World Cup 2.0.

And now Conversation 8.0 no longer runs and House Cleaning 2.6 simply
crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems,
but to no avail.

What can I do?

Signed,
Desperate Housewife


Reply:

Dear Desperate Housewife,

First keep in mind:
Boyfriend 5.0 is an entertainment package, while Husband 1.0 is an
operating system.

Try entering the command C:\ I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME and download
Tears 6.2 to install Guilt 3.0.

If all works as designed, Husband 1.0 should then automatically run the
applications Jewellery 2.0 and Flowers 3.5.

But remember, overuse can cause Husband 1.0 to default to Grumpy Silence
2.5, Happy Hour 7.0 or Late Night Teh Tarik 6.1.

Late Night 6.1 is a very bad program that will create SnoringLoudly. wav
files.

Whatever you do, DO NOT install Mother-in-Law 1.0 or reinstall another
Boyfriend program. These are not supported applications and will crash
Husband 1.0.

In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have a limited
memory and cannot learn new applications quickly.

You might consider additional software to improve memory and performance.
I personally recommend Hot Tasty Food 3.0 and Tongkat Ali 6.9.

Good Luck,

IT Support

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3/30/2009 ♥


My Love Will Get You Home - 溏心風暴 (Heart Of Greed) soundtrack [TVB series 2007] - Christine Glass

The song above reminds me of daddy. He love this song when watching 溏心風暴. Previously, I don't really fancy watching TV. So, I gave this show a miss. Only remember this song at the background when daddy is watching it. Now, SCV is playing this show and when this song started playing, it reminds me of him.

Worked from home today. The car is still not ready to pick up. It will only be ready by tomorrow! And I really have to go in office tomorrow! Irks! I don't wanna take public transport because Central Mall is so inconvenient. I don't have a straight bus nor train to reach there. I would still have to walk a distance after I alight at nearest bus stop / Clarke Quay Station. T_T

After work headed Tampines Mall with mum and 2nd sister. I want to transfer ownership from my mum's to mine for our mobile lines and also Maxonline. Have to do so in order for me to apply for student's plan in the future. 1 student card; entitled to 1 mobile line for student's plan. Since I also reapplied Cable TV, I would be entitled for Hub Club discount.

http://www.starhub.com/portal/site/Rewards/menuitem.edffb352439473b7eaaf3b608324a5a0/?vgnextoid=45ad1840a0e3c010VgnVCM10000038425a0aRCRD

It took me quite some time to get everything done because there's 3 sets of documents to sign in total. Cousin Sophia came over to look for me. Passed some clothing to her. When I'm done with the transfers, we wanted to go for dinner. Cousin Sophia then left for home since she already took her dinner.

Mum says to have Crystal Jade Kitchen, her treat. Thanks for the treat. But well, now I really doubt Crystal Jade's food. I think the standard is lousy. I had been to Holland Village outlet and the food is really really terrible. Suntec outlet is just average. Tampines outlet is slightly better than the other two outlets but still lousy. We still dine for $162 in total.

http://www.crystaljade.com/




Shark fin soup which I think its too salty? And the soup is not thick.

Cereal prawn too salty as well.

Peking duck. I love the crispy skin. You know I don't eat the meat. I hate duck meat. Smelly!

Duck meat.

Baby Kai Lan

Me, I think I really gain alot of weight! T_T

After dinner we cabbed home.

I saw a booth at Tampines Mall entrance which I think its rather interesting. There's a show case of products provided at Tampines Mall. But the theme is actually "See what you have miss out when you smoke" or something like that. The products in the show case states "3 packets of cigarettes for this", etc etc. Like for a mini laptop that cost $500+, it states __ packets of cigarettes for this. There are clothings, cosmestic products, lap top, etc etc.

mmmm... I guess I'll be turning in early tonight. Quite sleepy already.

Oh can someone tell me if this dress is nice? I'm still pondering if I should buy.


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to all stupid men on earth:

enough is enough.
i hate to see you popping on my facebook screen everytime when i log in.

do you know its so frustrating when I have to close the window everytime your name pops up.
in the first place i dont even know you in person.
yes, sometimes when people message me through facebook and friendster, i would reply. i am just not being rude to ignore unless if its really stupid messages.
but replying doesn't mean i make you as my friend.

accepting your friend request doesn't make you my friend as well.
so stop sending instant message.
i'm irritated!
i'm not as friendly as you think i am.
so thats my limit and you hit the quota.
i removed you.

____________________________________________________

everytime you do something,
you do not ask for a return.

yes and i'm carrying that perception throughout.
ya nothing in return,
except for appreciation right from the heart.
you do not take things and people for granted.

and true, reciprocate is what's missing in human's nature.

i reckon since i'll be busier in time to come.
i'll wash my hands off matters i feel its wasting efforts.
and there's lots of them.
and i mean it.
i will not bother anymore.

this is me.
i'll do everything i can,
do my best.
till the point i feel its meaningless,
and i'll give up,
and say goodbye.

i'm looking through old pictures and i'm missing my life.
missing my friends.
missing the fun. (Clubbing, pubbing, drinking, rounding, etc etc etc haha you know)


This was taken in 2005. 4 years back! I was 20. Mother fucker, I'm MID 20s NOW! OMG I DONT WANNA KNOW MY REAL AGE!

rL7

rL7

Whampoa friends. Used to club with them too.

Chup Lao = 循环道 neighbourhood friends. Oh the jokes from Bigu and Boon! And the HAPPY TIMES LOL. When we go rounding, car racing and many many OTHER stuffs.

Palley and Wormy

Reagan, Jenny boyfriend, me and Esther. Missing Dragonfly lei !

Poly Classmates

Sandy, me and Jeffrey

Linda, Jasmine and me. Our girls outing, OMG its so crazy and happy.

me, Jessie, Celine and Annie

Julia and Sharon. Many many memories together! Oh the things we do during school days. LOLZ

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3/29/2009 ♥

Sunday and I did not even step out of my house.

Hibernate the entire day home. Its a rainy day, so reluctant to go anywhere though I kinda of wasted the weekend.

Last night Marcus, Shawn and Kok Peng played majong at my place with yuan till morning. I slept around 4am, didn't had anything to do since I'm the out casted one who know nuts about majong.

Anyway I receive the letter for my SIM admission already. I think I need to live a frugal lifestyle from now onwards. I need to pay my school fees and lots and lots of bills. The course fee is $4708, it shouldn't be a problem for my credit card. The bridging course for 2 subjects is $363 each.

Ok, I'm soon student to be. Eh, STUDENT LEI. I FEEL YOUNG LEI. Please don't remind me my age now. I'm indulging in the fictitious thought that I'm still young.

I'm quite scared, anxious and excited for it. Lots of feelings inside now.
Scare because I am worry I might not be able to take the stress.
Anxious and anticipating because studying add value to myself!
Excited because I haven't been studying for about 3 years already.

Anyway the starhub cable tv is fix already.

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3/28/2009 ♥

Boyfriends and guys always fail me.
But I have one boyfriend who never fails me.
and
and and
and and and
That is JENNY BOYFRIEND.

I woke up and saw a unread message on my phone.
Jenny boyfriend is asking me to join her sister and her sister's boyfriend for movie - Unborn! :)

When I woke up it was like 1pm already. The show time is 3:05pm. I checked my mail online and the usual stuffs then quickly showered.

Saw my 2nd sister at home, thought I should bring her along for movie too. So waited for her to shower.

Took some pictures while waiting for her.


Was trying to take a picture with my dog. But ended up only captured myself in the picture.

Whaha, look at his face. He looked so being forced.


Took a cab over to AMK Hub since we were running late.

Met them outside the theatre. Caught The Unborn.



Bought wages and drink for sister before the show starts. Hey, I'm so glad I manage to watch this show! Its a must watch movie!!! Maybe like Jenny says its been too long I watch a horror movie. But but but. I love this show more than Shutters! Its extremely good! Scary enough and I had goosebumps throughout the part where they did the exorcism. Some part really did scare me. Hey, its rare that I would jerk when I watch horror movie. So I assume, its scary for me and it should be scary for YOU too! :D

Sometimes the soul of a dead person has been so tainted with evil that it is denied entrance to heaven. It must endlessly wander the borderlands between worlds, desperately searching for a new body to inhabit. The story is about this spirit who wants to be reborn. Mirror is a passage way they could connect themselves to the world. Twins are just like mirror, thus the spirits usually target on unborn twins to reborn himself.

Casey's family has got the genes to conceive twins and the spirit has been haunting her family since her grandmother's times. Her premature twin brother died in the womb and the spirit continues to haunt Casey after many years. Casey did not know she was pregnant then. Yes, she had twins.

Casey's close friend and grandmother was killed. Anyone who tries to stop the spirit was killed. Casey's grandmother told Casey she could look for someone's help. She did and they help perform exorcism on her. Well, as Christians I totally believe in exorcism and I remember some seminars when pastors prayed people started screaming. I reckon that was why during this part of the show, it sent goosebumps all over my arms.

Rate: 4.5/5

After the movie, we shopped around AMK Hub. I bought a pair of heels from Mondo.
When we're done with shopping we didn't know what to have for dinner. So decided to take a train over to Bishan Junction 8. Shopped around there too. Bought a tube top with Jenny boyfriend from Fox. I got the pinkish red one and she got the yellow one.


Erm the Levis bag is something for Yuan.

Mondo heels

Fox tube top. 2 for $16 each only. Well will be good for simple and casual wear :)

After shopping, we had our dinner at Sakae Sushi. Ordered quite alot. Total bill was about $80+ after discount. Shared among the 5 of us. Oh, of cos my treat for my sister la. We had a good time chatting over dinner.

Jenny boyfriend, Anna (Boyfriend's sister) and Anna's boyfriend then went NTUC for alittle while. After that we went Cotton on. Saw shorts that I want to buy but the queue for fitting room was long. We left then. Took MRT back to AMK and 135 home~ :)

Just awhile ago, the starhub sales personnel came over to promote Cable TV. Actually, cancelled it afew months back when I notice that no one is actually watching it. But well, its $19.35 per month, so I decided to sign up again. Thinking that my eldest sister will be coming back for her confinement and yuan can also watch TV rather than playing psp himself. We can watch TV together instead.

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*Disclaimer: I didn't quarrel with him, so I've bear the anger within me all the way and I JUST WANT TO LET IT ALL OUT NOW!*

Hence, please pardon me won't you. I just want to SCREAM ALL THE VULGARITIES NOW.

NBCB KNN. FUCKING HELL!

I swear he did. He did agree upon watching Unborn!
And I'm all ready waiting for tonight to catch my first horror movie after like 567462421424 days of ''un''-horror movie, which is so totally NOT ME! Ok, the figure 567462421424 is not accurate; you know. But I really can't recall when was the last time I caught a horror movie alright! But certainly that must be more than 8 months. Since we're 8 months plus together already.

Ok, I'm all ready and anticipating for horror movie tonight minus the fact that we don't have the car and we're hailing a cab.

I also waited for dinner together with him. He told me he will not be late today since there's only 1 customer's shop to go. I waited impatiently till 10pm and called him up. He said he was with another customer who is going to open a new shop soon. They're talking at the kopitiam, so he's eating. According to him, he just ate alittle.

About 11pm, he came back and we're ready to set off to Cineleisure. At the ticket counter, he started deciding which show to watch and I was like WTF? Didn't we agreed on Unborn?

He mention that he didn't like horror movie because he doesn't like the sound effect. Hey I don't take that as a reason he should back out ok. What's a relationship when you know nothing about sacrificing. Why should I always be the understanding and compromising one?

Seriously, if the reason is plainly because he fears watching horror movie, I would have relent. Don't tell me about man's ego won't you?

Ok, I was cool. I never or I would say hardly lose my cool like that. I just endure. I must say my anger tolerance is good. Mmm... Lawrence true? =x

Well. . . The next choice for me is Confessions of a Shopaholic. So we settled on that. He claimed "who says you didn't have a choice for movie every time". VERY FUNNY. I am left with NO choice and bear in mind we went out for the movie Unborn! I only remember going for ONE SHOW so far that he wasn't so much fond of and that was "Marley and Me". -_-!!!

After purchasing the tickets, we headed over to Pastamania for my extremely late dinner. Didn't he says that he only ate alittle? I'm sure he LIED! He's a big eater. Or at least he would have pick up my garlic bread or have some of my minestrone. But he did not. He just played psp. He didn't even speak to me.

facts that piss the hell out of me:
1) I didn't get to watch the show we intended to watch (I really really want to watch a horror movie. You know I love horror movies)
2) I waited for him the whole day for dinner and he ate his without me
3) He lied that he only ate alittle (I didn't confront him for that, not even till now and you know I'll just end the matter here)
4) He didn't even speak to me throughout except when we were buying tickets

Seriously, I don't know if I should be angry because these were all entirely disappointing or be contented because he's willing to go out without his car.

How do you want me to love him more?
When I'm willingly giving chance to try.
How do you expect a relationship like this to grow?
How do you want me to be really happy like this?
Understand my plight?
He's driving me nuts slowly.

________________________________________________________

Anyway like I mentioned above.

We caught Confessions of a Shopaholic.



Girls would love this show! I'm not sure about the guys. But well it totally describe a life of a shopaholic. Girls just love to be pretty. Girls just love to doll up. Girls just love to shop. Isn't it? Well in this show, Rebecca is a extreme shopaholic who ended up in lots of debts. She just couldn't resist the temptation. I reckon ladies out there I'm sure you do feel this at times. When you walk pass a boutique, the LV bag is calling you, the whateverSsss that caught your eyes are calling you to BUY IT, BUY IT. Eventually, you end up buying it like you got hypnotize or what. All you could think of is owning that thing. It really cheers you up when you walk out the shop owning it.

Rate: 3/5

The last thing that I want to blog about is regarding daddy's case.

The murderer escape death penalty. He may be sentence within 3 - 7 years. The last hearing should be during May. Read the news for more update ya. Nothing much to tell. Whatever it is, like I've said I don't blame him for taking daddy's life anymore and it doesn't matter how he will be prosecuted anymore. My daddy can no longer return to life. God will justify and judge him when the day comes. I just hope he will realize and amend his mistakes. Also, 在你每做一件事,请思考你将可能伤害到很多人。Because you really broke my heart. My family's heart. Everyone who needed my daddy, everyone who love my daddy.

This is on today's 新明日报 Page 7.


This is written on 14 Aug 2008:
http://tnp.sg/printfriendly/0,4139,173161,00.html

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3/27/2009 ♥

I woke up from many many dreams.

One of the dream I still remember is Ang Kong Star Clara, Neth neth and me were talking to my daddy in my room. Laughing loud and all. Then after awhile I chase daddy out of the room saying his feet very smelly and ask him to go wash. Like I usually do. =( Now that he's not around. I feel bad for doing so in the past. Like too late to say so.

The 2nd dream I remember. In the dream Yuan was tingling me, I endured for alittle while and it was almost unbearable. I kick him hard. OK! The funny part is, I really KICK HIM HARD! Oh fucking hell, I swear I was lucky! I know he would have woke up to yell at me but maybe he was too tired to do so. PHEW!

Need to confess, there's a couple of times I had a bad dream about him. I woke up and kick him intentionally and then go back to sleep after that. =x

This morning when I woke up from the dreamssss, there was a bird trying to fly into my room. I could see and hear it's wings fluttering so hard trying to pass through my curtains. I AM SO SCARED! I shouted "bird bird! I so scared!". Yuan woke up chase the bird away and both of us went back to sleep. I think I sound funny! OMG


A really bad news for yuan and me, he only can pick up his car earliest by Monday or Tuesday from the workshop. Which means this weekend we have no car!!! I wanna watch movie lei! Idiot! And I intended to go visit my daddy on Sunday you know! T_T
I haven't been going in office except for Tuesday. I want to go in office on Monday! Then now how? :( Go myself??? I am sad! :( hmphz!

Just bought these two dresses online. In fact they're having 30% - 50% sales at the Haji Lane shop this Saturday and Sunday. I don't want to come back in disappointment not buying the dresses I want. So to play safe, I rather buy them online. And also, to avoid the crowd and all. No car to pick me up some more!
http://www.mdscollections.com/cat_mds_all_new.cfm



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"More people are bringing Dawn Yang's photo to the cosmetic surgeons than any other celebrity"...

http://clapbangkiss.xanga.com/695943045/item/

Well, personally I feel... ya Dawn Yang is one of the prettiest Asian / Singaporean girl. She has got almost perfect features. But well well. . . Let's just put it this way, she's one of the best product being delivered from cosmetic surgery isn't it? I don't find it a surprising issue that people are bringing her photos for cosmetic surgery. mmm...

I received my Citibank Credit Card already, but the credit limit might not be sufficient for 1st semester payment. My credit limit is only 5.1k. Heard from Jenny boyfriend it is 5k+ for the 1st semester / initial payment. Well, will see to it again when the bill comes.

Seriously I really feel like traveling! I love to travel alot. Its a hiatus away from work from stress and everything here. Whenever I see or hear of friends going on holiday vacations, I ENVY. I AM JEALOUS! I really wanna get away! My upcoming trip is June; end of June and to a pretty familiar place Bangkok. I wanna travel to somewhere I've never visit before like Australia, Japan, Europe and US. Due to time constraints and various various reasons I can't.

Even if I am able to find time to travel, who is available to? yuan? Looks like a great idea to travel with your boyfriend and I will really like to travel with my boyfriend. But BAD IDEA because I'll probably die of boredom. You know, he doesn't like to talk. I can imagine myself remaining mute over the couple of days. It will be a torment rather than a enjoyment isn't it? Going shopping is a bad idea with him. Going sight seeing with a extremely not romantic man is a stupid idea. He's not adventurous either. He don't dare to try rides at theme park, he doesn't fancy massage. Everything I like. . . So you see? Its a bad idea to suggest going on a trip with him.

If I could turn back time. . .

I will forgo yuan. Still, I will choose you.

But if you can turn back time. . .

will you still choose to hurt me like how you did?




妥协TuoXie.mp3 - Jolin Tsai

妥协 - 蔡依林

你总爱编织谎言
我负责配合表演
所有改变 只为了进入你的世界
这情节 重复了一百遍
才发现 是你的心太远

你划定楚河汉界
不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界

你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解 不会再仍在徘徊
开始自己的明天

爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界

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3/26/2009 ♥

Nothing out of the usuals, thus I've absolutely nothing to blog about.

If you are really bored. . .

Just afew clips of my rabbits. What they do every other day and who say rabbits are docile. Look at them they snatch the water bottle everyday. Well, on purpose or not I don't know. They block each other from drinking every time.










Baby bit bit likes to jump around




And I want to watch this show: The unborn

Don't know if Yuan would bring me for this show anot.


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3/24/2009 ♥

Went in office today. I guess this is consider one of the early days I reach office. I reach at 9:20am. Well well. I manage to woke up at 8am! =D Ok, woke up even earlier but then went back to sleep for another 30 minutes or so.

Just managed to reach home. Its 8:40pm now. I work approximately 12 hours straight today ya. Helped up in the SG requests and had other of my own requests that are urgent. Left office at 8pm because we are only entitle to claim transport expenses after 8pm. Yuan did not pick me up because his car is in the work shop. A motorbike knocked onto his car this afternoon. Will be claiming the motorist.

So I cabbed home then. I didn't stop directly at my block because it would means a big turn around Circuit Road. If you know where I'm staying you probably understand what I mean.

When I was about to reach my block. I saw this eccentric man. He stopped at the lift too. I was afraid to take the lift then, so I look at the lift pretending I'm waiting for someone and walked off. I sat at the round table below my block until I saw a familiar face; a neighbour. I took the lift with him. I don't know him anyway, just know he's staying at my block. I told him "Afraid to go up, the man weird weird one".

When I think back "weird weird one", OMG I'm like directly translating from Mandarin. 怪怪的. Hey I think my language sucks la. I can't speak fluent Chinese, neither can I speak fluent English. Too 半桶水. Neither here nor there la. And my English became worse when I seldom converse in English to my relatives and colleagues. In fact I've been speaking alot of broken English with Yuan.

T_T

Recently I just realize I have a mole on my hair scalp.
I don't know if this mole has been there all my 24 years of life or it has just recently grow out.
Its a flat mole.
No its not a dry scalp.
It does look like a dye stain to me.
I try to scratch it out. But it just wouldn't go away.
Thus in conclusion, I just have to admit its merely a mole.
Why would a mole grow there?

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Today worked from home.

Was not busy today~ Feel extremely lighthearted. Woke up at 10pm, check mail, did some work. Slept again during lunch time till 1:30pm. Continue to do some work. Mum cooked, so ate lunch. Watch TV, played with rain. Around 6pm there was a request which need some amendments.

Watch tv bath and prepared to go out. Caught Campus Super start before cabbing over to Tiong Bahru Plaza.

Met up with idiot dua pa doh = Lawrence. He's sick, so just went to the doctor. Tag along for dinner with him, his mum, aunties and cousins at opposite Etonhouse International School. It is is cousin brother's birthday. Well, feel alittle awkward because it has been a long time since I saw his mum. Ya since our breakup. Also, a long time since I saw his relatives too. Afraid of what they might say of me. Anyway, it was good seeing him.


Did not take any picture. Just one! On his big tummy. Don't dare to post it here. I bet he'll kill me. He really gained weight since the last time I saw him like 3 months back! PUI EH!

He'll be going back Philippines again tomorrow morning.

Anyway today is John, Yvonne and Eric's birthday as well. Happy birthday all!








from the bottom of my broken heart - Britney Spears

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3/22/2009 ♥

Met Jenny boyfriend at 630pm Orchard Mrt. We shopped at Far East. My oh my, there's really nothing to buy there. Disappointed shopping trip. T_T Anyway, we comfort ourselves saying it is to save up for the upcoming Bangkok trip.

We had our dinner at Lido Dome. Reagan joined us for dinner.













After our dinner, Yashi joined the 3 of us. We headed to Canele also at Lido.

http://www.canele.com.sg/

Each time we pass by the cafe, we look in and drool. So, we decided to try out. Seriously, all I can say is it does look appealing / appetitizing but the taste isn't that fantastic as it look. Not value for money.













After we're done with desserts we headed over for KTV at Party World. Yuan joined us for K. Well. . . Its like a long time since we K. I suck today, but do enjoy myself. Singing is always a great enjoyment / entertainment for me. I love singing. We sang till 2:30pm and left for home.

Its Sze Ping birthday! Happy birthday girl! Love ya!!!

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