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DA GIRL ♥
Jasmine ♥
:D
04 Oct
Short
Skinny
Long black and brownish hair
Small eyes
Big Nose
Simply Ugly
Attitude
Narcissistic
Capricious
Extrovert
Sensitive
Cynical
Canossa Convent Primary
Saint Anthony Canossian Convent
NYP Finance Services(Graduated)
SIM - Banking and Finance (Part time UOL)
[一个人生活]
Total Visits since 01 Mar 2009:
HER LURFES ♥
HIM ; Lawrence aka Fatty Tan ♥
Shopping
Dolling Up
KTV
Singing
Travelling
Taking pictures
Listening to Music
Chill out
Sleeping
Slacking
Friends: Sharon, Julia, Bei boy, Jasmine Tan, Linda, Ah An, Clara, Neth, Roswina, Max, Pal, Suriani, Jenny bf, Reagan, Yashi, Jiang Hao, Jeffrey, Sandy, Sze Ping, Elaine, Lay Eng, Celine, Jessie, Annie
Family
My bday(04 Oct; pressie please!)
Valentine(14 Feb)
Pink
White
Drinks: Jasmine Green Tea, Coke, Red Bull, Lemon Tea, Mango Juice
Fruits: Mango, Honey Dew, Grapes, Apple, Strawberries, Banana, Guava with LOTS oF Pulm Powder
Food: bEef stEak, ScallOp, crAb, lObster, PraWn, chEese fRies, Salted Popcorn with LOTS of Butter, Cup corn with LOTS oF Butter, MOS Burger, Minestrone Soup, Teriyaki Chicken burger, KFC Drumsticks, Long John, Onion Ring
Snacks: KinDer bReunO, Super Ring, Lays
HATES
Red Beans/Green Beans
PaPaya
WaterMelon
Root Beer
Hor Fun
Loh Mee
Bastards & Flirts
Bitches & Sluts
Attention Seekers
Childishness
Egoistic, Arrogant, Supercilious People
Attitude Problem
Myself
HER WANTS ♥
-more dresses, more skirts, more tops-
-LV Damier Neverfull and Chanel Bag-
-$$$ and more $$$-
-IPL legs and hands-
-Go DRX Clinic-
-repair aircon-
-renovate room-
-Travel to Australia, US, Europe and Japan. Go Taiwan again-
New Resolution:
1) Learn to cook
2) Punctual
3) Sleep early
4) Exercise
5) Save up
6) Bring mummy and sister out more often
7) Slim down
8) Complete my degree
HER MEMORIES ♥
05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004
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人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四个人。 第一个是自己, 第二个是你最爱的人， 第三个是最爱你的人， 第四个是共度一生的人. 首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉； 因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人； 当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的， 也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。 但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人； 你最爱的，往往没有选择你； 最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的； 而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的， 只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。 你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？ 没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你， 可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了， 他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你； 同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。 当一个人不爱你要离开你， 你要问自己还爱不爱他， 如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开； 如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐， 希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止， 你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了， 而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？ 爱不是占有， 你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里， 但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。 换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有， 让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆， 如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏： 爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点， 绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子， 万一变不成就不爱他了。 真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的， 你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你； 真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。 毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得； 分开是一种必然的考验， 如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输， 真爱是不会变成怨恨的。 两人在谈情说爱的时候， 最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓， 就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人， 而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际： 海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱! 明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒； 就算会，也活不到那时候。 许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言， 最好是承诺做不到的事， 反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧， 请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人” 在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套； 讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。 你呢？找到了第几个？ 茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？
please go to view encoding: Unicode (UTF-8) if you can't see those words on top. =p
DARLINKS ♥
CHATTERBOX ♥
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CREDITS ♥
designer- X pictures- X
brushes- XXX
hosts- XX
fonts- X
for the brushes part , i try to credit as much as i can .
for those things i got from deviantart , i really cannot remember e poster of e pic or brushes . sorry about that . =)
12/31/2007 ♥
Labels: important in my life
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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I'm suffocating from all the work. Look at the amount of cheques I have to key in.
Labels: work
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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8months (our r/s); 1 year and 8 mths (i've waited).
its not long neither its short and i think its not easy for both of us to come so far, having faced so many problems and hiccups during and before the relationship. people says a long distance r/s is not easy, indeed it isn't. but both you and me wanted to give ourselves a chance to try out. i guess fate and faith brought us together. but now fate - faith our r/s is hanging loose.
yes, long distance r/s is really tough. but i believe if we're able to pass through this test together, everything will go well and smooth in the future. its a very difficult path right now. but no matter how exhausted i am now. its not easy coming till this stage. and i have yet to give up.
if we're feeling the same way can we come to a compromise; a solution?
Labels: my upmost feeling
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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You say you're willing to change your attitude for me.
and I'm very glad to hear that...
Still you stand so much place in my heart.
Without you I am nothing.
So empty.
I don't know how to love anymore.
But...
The problem will not be solve if we are not together at the same place...
But why... we can't come out with a solution.
Why cant we compromise?
To friends:
I'll be fine. I'll be strong. Thanks everyone for the concern. Really appreciated.
Thanks my boyfriend Jenny for coming over to accompany me.
Thanks Ivy and Vincent for hearing us for so long.
Thanks Yash and rL7 for always being there.
Thanks HuiZhen, Geok Ling, Sze Ping, Celine, Jessie, etc etc for the concern.
Thanks d for the words you say to console me.
Met Ivy today at Raffles City then went town. Only bought a dress and met Yash and Neh at Mr Bean to chill.
Labels: still upset
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
12/29/2007 ♥
I like this song alot. The song writer must have really been hurt alot, just like me... a past r/s? someone he love and couldn't forget ba.
Like the part "你却离去，还把我心上锁， 让我以后爱不上另一个。"
Labels: Ci Qing
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
12/28/2007 ♥
i'm very depress already.
depress with work
depress with family and relationship
depress with $ (i want to buy too many things like my LV mini tin speedy, Gucci Bag, Pink camera, pink PSP . which now i cant)
please stop asking me qns
stop asking me for anything
please!
i dont want to go anywhere.
i dont want to do anything.
just let me be alone for awhile will all of ya?
Labels: depress
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
12/27/2007 ♥
Labels: jenny boyfriend and me
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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Labels: Only Reminds Me of You
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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i wished it wouldn't end.
forever.
the promise... wasnt a promise afterall
since its not the first time he initiated.
be it out of anger or own will.
for i dont have any idea.
because he didnt tell me how he feels.
he promise not to say that again,
yet again... it happened.
i just feel unimportant
very disappointed and hurt.
i don't want a forced relation
till now i still don't know how exactly he feels
because he didn't want to engage in a serious conversation in regards to our problems
problems has to be solve,
but it never was
no remedy? to salvage?
he didn't take back those words.
which also means he wants it.
i dont want him to say he love me
love has to be proved
to be shown
action speaks louder than words
and since he didnt say anything to salvage
its probably what he wants
i have to respect and learn to let go
it might be easy on his side
i know its not easy for me though
definitely
love
but i respect his decision
and i wish he is happy with his decision
and i'm sorry.
i cant treat u as good as she can
but
i already did my best in this relation
however, its still not enough
not enough for you.
no one could replace her in ur heart i guess
thank you for the memories you created
be it good or bad
i treasure them
u're the one and still the one so far
that i want to spend my life with
but
ended with ur decision
Labels: will learn to let go...
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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How did I celebrate my xmas eve? haha
Went to Ah Xian house because he prepared a sumptuous dinner for us. Pasta, Cheese potato, Turkey, etc etc. Thanks Xian. He's really a great cook.
After dinner we head to Jab one at Boat Quay to drink all the way till 4am. Fatigued.
On xmas itself, I woke up late. Had my late lunch and head to Bugis to collect my altered dress and went Sim Lim Sq. Initially wanted to get photo printer ink but mum already bought them. The sales man was good enough to wait for me to call my mum to ask for the ink model when they were about to close. But end up I didn't buy. hehe. I think the scar on my hand is really big and apparent. He asked me what happen to my hand and ask me to be careful next time. Really friendly even though I didn't buy. =) Good people still exist...
After that, I cabbed down Far East to shop. Only managed to shop at level one and after that all shop closed. =(
The movie watched this week:
- I am Legend
- National Treasure
Bought online
- A red belt
- A dress
Bought at Far East
- Black belt
- 4 or more dresses? forgotten
Today
- 2 nail polish
- 1 fake lashes
Labels: xmas week
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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Labels: me and jenny boyfriend
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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I asked Uncle Lim for a Gucci bag. And this is what he did. haha
Labels: Gucci bag
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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notti rain bite a whole under the table so he can sit under the table.... cant stand him
Labels: notti rain
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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Thanks colleagues for the xmas gifts
Labels: xmas gifts
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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I had a bad burn. =(
Labels: burnt
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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Thanks darling Yanie for this lovely pressie. I thought my online clothes came... Until I opened it up... It is so sweet =)
Labels: Yanie darling and me
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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I edited this because he says its not fair that he's monster and i'm princess. so he's prince now and i'm princess. =) but... doesnt matter now.
there's alot of things i'm doing and wanted to do. but it also doesnt matter now.
Labels: a happy picture
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
12/26/2007 ♥
I haven't do anything wrong.
yet.
the journey with him has ended...
8 months 01 days.
this isn't the first time he initiated a break up.
now that I know this relationship didnt mean anything more than just another relationship to him.
with or without me doesn't occur to be of anything importance.
i shall return you your happiness,
and to
let you go...
Labels: was never treasured
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
12/24/2007 ♥
i really dont know...
Labels: ?
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
12/23/2007 ♥
Labels: xmas party at Giraffe
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]