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DA GIRL ♥

Jasmine ♥
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04 Oct
Short
Skinny
Long black and brownish hair
Small eyes
Big Nose
Simply Ugly
Attitude
Narcissistic
Capricious
Extrovert
Sensitive
Cynical
Canossa Convent Primary
Saint Anthony Canossian Convent
NYP Finance Services(Graduated)
SIM - Banking and Finance (Part time UOL)


[一个人生活]


Total Visits since 01 Mar 2009:




MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com

HER LURFES ♥

HIM ; Lawrence aka Fatty Tan ♥
Shopping
Dolling Up
KTV
Singing
Travelling
Taking pictures
Listening to Music
Chill out
Sleeping
Slacking
Friends: Sharon, Julia, Bei boy, Jasmine Tan, Linda, Ah An, Clara, Neth, Roswina, Max, Pal, Suriani, Jenny bf, Reagan, Yashi, Jiang Hao, Jeffrey, Sandy, Sze Ping, Elaine, Lay Eng, Celine, Jessie, Annie
Family
My bday(04 Oct; pressie please!)
Valentine(14 Feb)
Pink
White
Drinks: Jasmine Green Tea, Coke, Red Bull, Lemon Tea, Mango Juice
Fruits: Mango, Honey Dew, Grapes, Apple, Strawberries, Banana, Guava with LOTS oF Pulm Powder
Food: bEef stEak, ScallOp, crAb, lObster, PraWn, chEese fRies, Salted Popcorn with LOTS of Butter, Cup corn with LOTS oF Butter, MOS Burger, Minestrone Soup, Teriyaki Chicken burger, KFC Drumsticks, Long John, Onion Ring
Snacks: KinDer bReunO, Super Ring, Lays



HATES
Red Beans/Green Beans
PaPaya
WaterMelon
Root Beer
Hor Fun
Loh Mee
Bastards & Flirts
Bitches & Sluts
Attention Seekers
Childishness
Egoistic, Arrogant, Supercilious People
Attitude Problem
Myself







HER WANTS ♥

mOi wiSh LisT

-more dresses, more skirts, more tops-
-LV Damier Neverfull and Chanel Bag-
-$$$ and more $$$-
-IPL legs and hands-
-Go DRX Clinic-
-repair aircon-
-renovate room-
-Travel to Australia, US, Europe and Japan. Go Taiwan again-


New Resolution:

1) Learn to cook
2) Punctual
3) Sleep early
4) Exercise
5) Save up
6) Bring mummy and sister out more often
7) Slim down
8) Complete my degree



HER MEMORIES ♥

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人生就是为了找寻爱的过程,每个人的人生都要找到四个人。 第一个是自己, 第二个是你最爱的人, 第三个是最爱你的人, 第四个是共度一生的人. 首先会遇到你最爱的人,然後体会到爱的感觉; 因为了解被爱的感觉,所以才能发现最爱你的人; 当你经历过爱人与被爱,学会了爱,才会知道什么是你需要的, 也才会找到最适合你,能够相处一辈子的人。 但很悲哀的,在现实生活中,这三个人通常不是同一个人; 你最爱的,往往没有选择你; 最爱你的,往往不是你最爱的; 而最长久的,偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的, 只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。 你,会是别人生命中的第几个人呢? 没有人是故意要变心的,他爱你的时候是真的爱你, 可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了, 他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你; 同样的,他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。 当一个人不爱你要离开你, 你要问自己还爱不爱他, 如果你也不爱他了,千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开; 如果你还爱他,你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐, 希望他跟真正爱的人在一起,绝不会阻止, 你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福,就表示你已经不爱他了, 而如果你不爱他,你又有什么资格指责他变心呢? 爱不是占有, 你喜欢月亮,不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里, 但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。 换句话说,你爱一个人,也可以用另一种方式拥有, 让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆, 如果你真爱一个人,就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好,也爱他的坏: 爱他的优点,也爱他的缺点, 绝不能因为爱他,就希望他变成自己所希望的样子, 万一变不成就不爱他了。 真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的, 你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏,你都希望这个人陪著你; 真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守,也就是没有丝毫要求。 毕竟,感情必须付出,而不是只想获得; 分开是一种必然的考验, 如果你们感情不够稳固,只好认输, 真爱是不会变成怨恨的。 两人在谈情说爱的时候, 最喜欢叫对方发誓,许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓, 就是因为我们不相信对方,我们根本不相信情人, 而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际: 海枯石烂、地老天荒,都不能改变我对你的爱! 明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒; 就算会,也活不到那时候。 许下诺言的时候千万注意,不要许下可以实现的诺言, 最好是承诺做不到的事, 反正做不到的,随便说说也不要紧, 请记住:”不可能实现的诺言最动人” 在爱情里,说的是一套,做的是另一套; 讲的人不相信,听的人也不相信。 你呢?找到了第几个? 茫茫人海中,你遇见了谁?谁又遇见了你?

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CREDITS ♥

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brushes- XXX
hosts- XX
fonts- X

for the brushes part , i try to credit as much as i can .
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11/30/2008 ♥

sia la check this out

Friendster Horoscope for November 30, 2008

The Bottom Line
Be careful -- your idealistic heart is starting to override your logical brain.

In Detail
Ever since your ex came back on the scene, your heart has been in a state of confusion. You need to be careful today, because your idealistic heart is starting to override your logical brain. Be careful -- give yourself time to get used to them being back in your life, and do not try to build anything back up between you. If you see them again, you see them again. Don't try to steer this thing -- it is not going to go where you want it to go anyway


sia la... so .... scary

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BAD dear dear...his hair is so long.

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I think this week I ate alot of Japanese food since Wednesday.

Let see:

Dinner for Wed : Vivo Sushi Tei
Lunch for Thurs: Central Waraku
Dinner for Thurs: Bugis Aiji Tei
Lunch for Fri: Central Waraku

mmm... Craving for some Teppanyaki now.

Anyway yesterday didn't go anywhere in the afternoon. Around 8pm dear came to pick me up.
Marcus, Shawn, Kok Peng, Shawn's uncle, dear and me went to Sheng Shiong to buy hot dogs and BBQ sauce, then headed over to Bishan for prawning.
Had our dinner (stingray, etc) there.
Yesterday was pretty crowded, which is the norms for the weekends.
I was kinda of grouchy seeing so many people.
Jenny boyfriend came down around 11pm to join us.
Reagan came down for alittle while.

Got 10 prawns myself.

After 3 hours, we started the BBQ. Prawns with hot dogs. haha.

Today is Sunday and I'm home.
No mood to go out though. Or rather lazy to.

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11/29/2008 ♥

爱太痛 - 吴克群



吃不能吃睡不能睡
没有了你全都不对
我都学不会把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠


笑不能笑哭不敢哭
人不像人鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯

能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把爱割舍
...我不能睡...

我不能够不能够不爱了

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Caught Boltz yesterday with dear, Marcus and Kok Peng at Suntec Eng Wah. Before that we went to the arcade. mmm... Challenged Daytona. WINNER is ME! yeah~ :P

dear is tortoise so of cos he's the last.

Anyway, we caught the 3D Boltz. Its my first time watching a 3D movie. =x *shy sua ku*
But I think 3D movie is good. The resolution is clear and the movie seems so much alive.
Half way through the movie, when I turned my head left and saw dear, I couldn't help but kept laughing. OMG he look SO damn funny with the 3D glasses. HAHA.

Boltz is cute. The movie is cute. I mean of cos its more suitable for kids. Worth watching though.
The movie is about Botlz being a movie dog. He live in the world of unreality not knowing that his 'powers' are fictitious.

One day his owner was kidnap in the movie plot, he escaped and went to search for her. It was then he realized that everything he believed in was a bogus. He begin to learn that he's just a normal dog without super powers.

He got to know a cat and a hamster friend. Who eventually aid him to finding his owner. Throughout the journey, he learnt to be a real dog - To live a life of a dog. The hamster played a role of a very encouraging friend I feel - Everyone can make a difference~

I guess many people will have a urge of owning a dog after watching this show.

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11/27/2008 ♥

Yesterday celebrated Annie darling birthday at Sushi Tei Vivo City.
Then we headed over to Mount Faber Jewel Box.
I like the place, the ambience.
And now its all decorated to greet the Xmas Season.
Lightings, "snows", etc etc.
Its pretty nice.
We had cable car ride too.
Haha, its like so romantic ya?
But of cos not just the two of us. Its with the rest of our clicks like Celine, Jessie and Tristan.

Ordered Bellini but the Bellini is not the same like those at St James.
Its not that good and paid $27.50 for it. Just a normal wine class size.

But anyway the place is great la.

Today Amelia and I met up Jenny boyfriend, Reagan and Jiang Hao for lunch at Central Waraku. Jiang Hao bought very nice chocolate cookies.
Just opened up and eat. GOODDDD AHHH. hee.

Anyway going to 6pm. Got to go. Bye!

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11/25/2008 ♥

Had dinner at Amk again with my sis. Had my favourite Cereal prawn and Butter crab again. yummyyyy.

tomorrow will be working from home. after work meeting Tristan, Annie, Celine and Jessie for dinner. To celebrate darling Annie's birthday! :)

Thursday will be having lunch with Jh, Reagan, Jenny and Amelia. Jh is back from Australia for holidays.

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we didnt quarrel. i just dont wanna speak to him thats all.
to me its futile talking about anything now.
wrong to me means wrong.

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11/24/2008 ♥



the white tiger attack in singapore

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Yesterday met Yanie at town with Shaha and Judy her UOB colleagues ;)

Shop at Taka for alittle while and wanted to look for a place to eat.
It was pouring quite heavily after we walked out from Taka.
Wanted to cross the junction over to Swensens.
Waited for awhile but the rain didn't stop.
So we decided to run across.

Ate so much. I ordered Sirlon steak, Baked Mussels, Banana crumples.
Full~~~

It started pouring again and we were stuck at Swensens.
Just chatting and slacking there.
dear came to pick me up after that, while the girls had ktv at Party World.

dear went back to the shop to help repair a handphone then we went prawning subsequently.

Yesterday was a fruitful day for me and the rest.
Except for the last hour.
The first two hours was good.
In total I had 14 prawns.
and in total all of us had 59 prawns.
Yesterday its just me, dear, Marcus and Shawn's uncle.

So we had a good time eating. erm, in fact I'm kinda of sick of eating prawns already, so I ate lesser yesterday. We even brought Sambal chili there. haha.
Initially dear was still suggesting to bring hot dogs to bbq. LOL.

Anyway its Monday again. In the office right now. Tired... Waiting for lunch and knock off. Wanna sleepppp.

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11/23/2008 ♥

把爱放开Ba Ai Fang Kai.wma - FIR



我们的爱过了就不再回来
直到现在我还默默的等待


当你开始追寻你要的自由
放开我们紧握的手
带走我的爱和天空
我不知所措我以为我会懂
我们的爱我们的爱


当我独自走到时间的尽头
回忆和我擦身而过
带走你的爱和笑容
我无力承受最后的一点心痛
我们的爱我们的爱


把爱放开把手放开
如果你的心已不在
把爱放开不再等待
你的温柔是一片空白
把爱放开把心打开
这次我决定走出回忆重来
就让我彻底地伤再彻底地醒过来
就让我彻底地伤再彻底地醒过来
啊......



终于明白爱已不再
从今以后再也没有什么能去依赖
我还有什么期待


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Yesterday went prawning again with dear and Marcus. Jenny boyfriend and Reagan joined us slightly later. Had a good time chatting with Jenny boyfriend and Reagan while they are prawning. Jenny boyfriend caught two prawns too. Reagan and me just waited for eating time! haha. Got home around 3:30am. Was pretty exhausted then.

Had cereal prawn and butter crab for dinner last night! The butter crab is UBER UBER DELICIOUS at Ang Mo Kio Blk 200++. dear brought me there. I think I'm missing the crabby already. Its really so nice.

Had Sakae Teppanyaki for dinner on our anniversary that day at Parkway. In the afternoon had steamboat at the food court with mummy and 2nd sister.

Had been eating quite alot recently and the sad thing is my tummy! Its so big now. So now I've become dua pa doh too. =( *oh maybe my retribution for say lawrence dua pa doh*
and my boyfriend says I am teletubbies. =(

Ate alot of junk food this week too. Fish and Chips during lunch at Manhattan Fish Market with Amelia, Mos burger during lunch with Amelia too.
Mos burger with Neth Neth and dear.
KFC with dear, Kok Peng, Lao Su and Marcus.
McDonald with dear and Marcus.

I must stop eating all these~~~
and do some exercise to shred away that piece of fat there! =(

Anyway Xmas is coming!
I LOVE XMAS!
but Singapore is a boring place.
How are you celebrating?
We're stuck at our planning too.
Just feel like travelling for xmas, new year, etc.

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11/22/2008 ♥

Recently hasnt been clubbing at all.
No pubbing too.
Life style really change quite abit.

Lessen my contacts with friends.
Narrowed my circle of friends.
Even my handphone bills cut down from a almost $200 for a normal month to a $63 now.

I don't really know exactly how I'm feeling inside.
Just in a whirl. Too many mixed feelings.

Its just been movie and prawning in the weekly routines.

Initially I thought quitting clubbing and pubbing is a major stop to quarrels.
But apparently, we still quarrel.
Over small and big matters.
Though the next minute things go forgotten and we talk again. But the problem is unresolved.

I don't know exactly what caused the quarrels and all.
Perhaps he got attitude problem.
or perhaps when we got use to one another and are in our comfort zone, we often neglect each other's feeling in a way or another. We start using harsh words and start talking in a unpleasant tone without realising.

In conclusion, as the duration of the relationship is longer; less sweet words and more aggressive words.

Yesterday I told him I wanna watch Cape No 7, because I heard the overwhelming response in Taiwan. My mum said.
Quite interested to know what the story is like.
He immediately said no to it.
Personally I feel its quite selfish of him to do so.
I longer do things of my interest or for leisure and entertainment.
We go prawning because he loves to.
I no longer club and pub because he hates to.
Every show I watch is the show he wants to watch.
He doesn't like ghost movie and I no longer watch them when they are my favourite.
and now even a romance show that I so wanted to catch and he's not supportive about it.
So we quarrelled.
Though eventually he did gave in and I appreciate, but why do we have to go through a quarrel for that 'yes'.
Anyway, we didnt catch the movie in the end.

One day in the car, I pop out a question out of curiosity.
me: ''dear why you never buy me flowers?''
him: ''Taurus are never romantic''
me: -.-"

The scene during most of the morning when he sends me to work:
Have a terrible and difficult time waking him up.
Have to put up with his attitude and long pulled face on the journey to work.
Its a very bad start of the day.

That day I talk to him over this matter.
He told me usually after sending me to work, he's too early for work.
So he would rot and since he wakes up early to send me to work, its reasonable for him to show me attitude and I should accept and not complain.

If I go to work myself. I have to wake up very early because my office is kinda of out of the place. There's no straight bus nor train AND LONG WALKING DISTANCE.

I start work at 9am.
Every morning he puts me in a dilemma to wake him up or not to wake him up.
If I wake him up too early, he says I wake him up too early.
(he says 830 is a good time to wake him up)

If I wake him up at a time he would love to.
(around 9am)
I will be at least 30 minutes late for work.

Sometimes I try to wake him up between 830 to 9, and half way through he ask me to take cab to work myself.
I'll usually take public transport then. AND I'll be late for work even though I woke up early myself.

SO ITS EITHER I MAKE HIM ANGRY OR TAKING THE CHANCE TO MAKE MY COLLEAGUES ANGRY WHEN I'M LATE FOR WORK.
SO WHICH SHOULD I GO FOR?

sometimes I feel so frustrated.

and ya, I still love my colleagues at Sembcorp. They are more understanding and caring. Willing to teach me. But the work there sucks.

The work at Sun is more relax and the working environment is more flexible and I like. But the people there are weird people.
I wouldn't say all my colleagues at Sun are unpleasant. But I don't love being with them thats all.

We are in the same level of position. Even though you worked there for a longer time and is a senior to me, that doesn't make you an authority over me. Sometimes I ask you for opinion but that doesn't give you the right to make all decision for me. I'm just seeking a senior for options and respecting you as a friend and senior colleague because you work there longer than me.
Just dislike the way some people put their experience as an authority over me.
Things that they can do are not expect for juniors to do so too?
They work at home and it seems perfectly fine.
When junior work from home, they give a weird attitude and ADVICE you to work from office.
This is just one example. In fact there're more.

and in regards to my boyfriend.

I wouldn't say he's a lousy boyfriend. In fact he's a very practical and nice person and boyfriend.
Most of the time when we quarrel, he will give in to me.
But most of the quarrels are kicked off due to the bad attitude and tone he gave. -.-"

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Caught City of Ember yesterday with dear and Marcus at Bishan.
Mmm... Kinda of interesting but not THAT fantastic though.
Rate: 3/5
City of Ember is a place where the architects had built to accommodate people to protect them.
Its is built very underground through the mountains.
City of Ember is generated by electricity and it could only last them 200 years.
After which, the people there need to find a way out of this City to the real world outside.
But only the ruler of this City knows the solution out of the City.
The secret is hidden in a box and should be pass down to the successor.
However, the flow was disrupted.
The story is about the two families trying to find the way out of the City, when they know that this City no longer can survive after noticing the frequent electricity breakdowns throughout this entire City.

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11/21/2008 ♥




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mummy bought me this piglet

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Melody.mp3 - Tao Ze

终于明白你以变成回忆
没有言语能够说明当别人问起
谱了一段旋律没有句点
也无法再继续

像埋伏在街头的某种气息
无意间经过把往日笑与泪勾起
忽然心痛的无法再压抑
原来从未忘记

melody脑海中的旋律转个不停
爱过你有太多话忘了要告诉你
melody 无数动人音符在我生命
爱过你失去你我才知道要珍惜

当时无法为你写的那首歌
都是我永远的遗憾 当爱逝去
如果所有的错重来一次 能否改变结局

终于落下休止符的那首歌
我听着每一个音符流过的回忆
为什么在那么多年以后 还不能说再见

melody 脑海中的旋律如此熟悉
爱过你在我心里只能轻轻叹息
melody 无数动人音符在我生命
爱过你失去你我才知道要珍惜

melody oh melody
我永远不能忘记
你是多么的美丽
让这音乐一直不停响起
melody oh melody
我舍不得去忘记
我们快乐的过去
请别让我从这梦境清醒

melody 脑海中的旋律如此熟悉
爱着你求你听我唱完这一段旋律
请不要离去

melody 你是在我脑海不停的旋律
爱过你我的心里只能无言叹息
melody 无数动人音符在生命里
爱过你失去后我才知道要珍惜你

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11/17/2008 ♥

02 - 卓文萱

爱 上你那是爱到不像话
后来 想尽 办法忘掉
到最后我就合上嘴巴
多数想对自己撒谎
星空下说永恒 额头上的吻
你双手将我环绕
未来即便它是 一个问候
也能对自己炫耀

有一句话 再也都听不到
那些过往 只好放在心上
你爱我太美好 时间会知道
怎样去 熬成一句动人 的话
有一句话 再也都听不到
那些过往 让它自己燃烧
我爱你太美好
时间会知道怎样去熬成动人 一句话

记忆里说我们 相同的体温
一想到就不会冷
未来永远都是 一个问候
也始终天荒地老

有一句话 再也都听不到
那些过往 让它自己燃烧
我爱你太美好
时间会知道怎样去熬成动人 一句话

这是一种逞强 还是一种坚强
我的寂寞很善良 陪我到任何地方

有一句话 再也都听不到
那些过往 只好放在心上
你爱我太美好 时间会知道
怎样去 熬成一句动人 的话
有一句话 再也都听不到
那些过往 越呼吸越明亮
我爱你太美好
时间它一定会 把它熬成世上最动人 的话

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泪水将我淹没 到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉 这段感情

我才终于明白 办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁

现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这 一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答

我才终于明白 办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁

现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这 一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答

我不爱 我不痛 我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷

请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这 一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默 代替所有回答

别告诉她 我还想她
就让沉默 代替所有回答

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往日情 - 李玟


让我慢慢忘记你
像朝露蒸发阳光底
乾乾净净的心情从此
不再背负思念荆棘
记忆它属於生命
谁能轻易抹去
我只能全部都藏匿
脑海里全是过往情景
我该如何整理
真教人力不从心
这份情感如何还给你
谁能够代替你
我毕竟已付出真情
为什麽世界好不公平
先让我们相遇
又经历太多风雨
午夜梦里
常常回到往昔
梦醒难忍伤心
因为当时有你

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Saturday went to Mandai to pay respect to my dad.
In the late evening went East Coast Park to meet up the rest for cycling.
Had McDonalds then we rented the bicycle overnight.
Cycled from 9pm to 1+am.
Was good exercise.
In between had supper at this cafe near Big Splash.

Attendance: dear, me, Ah yi Gina, Uncle Steven, Maid, Cousin Jerome, Cousin Sean, Esther, Jordan, Baby Jaden, Jenny boyfriend, Reagan, Daddy Yashi.

Yesterday went to Tiong Bahru Coslab for facial. Went to find dearest Jasmine. Miss her so much...

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11/14/2008 ♥


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prawning the weekly thing for us.
yesterday was quite fruitful for dear and the rest.
and i'm the beneficiary. haha.

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that day i went to work and saw this on my table. haha.
i pass it to dear for approval on application.
he laughed but crashed the paper...
:(

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Celine birthday yesterday. Happy birthday dearest girl!!! hope you enjoyed yourself. May you be happy always!!!

We had dinner at Central then KTV at Party World Liang Court.

Miss the girls (including Tristan) so much. Miss the fun and laughter we had back then at Sembcorp.

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11/12/2008 ♥

i went through 3 interviews before i came into this company.
was told in 2 interviews that i can work from home.
but this is my first time, 2nd day working from home.
and i'm feeling so stressed up with the fact i'm working from home.
shouldn't it be more relax?
i dont feel so.

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11/11/2008 ♥

i'm working from home today and tomorrow.
anyway its my first time working from home ever since work started.

today is the 3rd month after daddy pass away.
if i'm able to make it on time, i would really want to visit my dad today.
if not then perhaps by this week.

the case is still unclose.
and under investigation.
heard that they need alot of witnesses to justify that day's incident and apparently the people here never will be courageous enough to justify.
afterall its a complex neighbourhood culture i'm living in.
too complicated.

well.
just hope my dad rest in peace.
god forgive those who has sinned.
so will daddy.

everyone on earth live and die.
justice is in god hands; not ours.
and on judgement day, he will be judge.
and may he sleep in peace every night.
mm...

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11/10/2008 ♥

Completed watching 篮球火 - Hot Shot, there's only 16 episode. And here's the last one...


http://fulldrama-free.com/wowtv_view.php?id=2526&sid=3495b2c16625315086f0563b2a482234

Very nice!

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11/09/2008 ♥

Was just flipping through the news paper and came across this article regarding a friendster profile.

I was curious, thus I log into friendster to check the profile out.

and here's the link http://profiles.friendster.com/84068314

Yup, do agree that youngsters nowadays are really less conservative.
Personally feel its quite a disgrace to girls out there.
Where's her dignity?

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This weekend watch Madagascar - Escape to Africa.
Erm didn't quite like the movie.
Cartoon so what do I expect out of it?
Just a lame cartoon show.
Wanna watch High School Musical and SAW 5 so much, but we reach Cine too late.
Anyway caught the movie with dear, Marcus, Lao Su and Neth neth.
All of them fall asleep except dear and me.

Saturday went out shopping with Jenny. We went Haji Lane for the MDS grand opening. Bought 1 dress there. So did Jenny. In fact there's many designs that we liked, but then its all sold out. Saw Sheng Peng at Haji Lane too.

Anyway, Haji Lane is pretty good place to shop at. Many local designs and its really quite unique compare to typical Orchard area.

After which we headed over to Bugis Village, bought another top and dress over there.
Had our dinner at Sakae Sushi then dear came to pick us up.
Accompany dear, Marcus, Kok Peng, Shawn, Shawn's uncle and girl friend for dinner then we headed to Bishan for PRAWNING.

Yesterday was quite fruitful for dear dear. Wasn't good for me and Marcus though.
Shawn's girlfriend also got afew of them.
In total we had 26 prawns yesterday. dear saw 1 of his friends there, so he gave us more prawns. 3 (Shawn, Marcus and me) of us ate 30 over prawns and its good!!!
Its good to go with dear because he like prawning and I like eating!!!!!! HAHA.

Going to meet Sharon later on. Update again ya. Tata~~~

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11/06/2008 ♥

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/zaP3k0MmYvc/
i like this song... but the video is the cantonese version

this is the chinese one

明天以后(国) - 林峰, 泳儿

泳:在你的记忆里面有一个我
在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过
难过过了 天晴朗了 我就走

林: 你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦
在你的面前 我不必保留
还来不及对你说
迟到的我的心动

泳:你的好 你的坏
林: 我的脾气你最懂
泳:我不要你心疼我(林: 我不要你离开我)
合:明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 (林: 我不怕会伤心)
合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一(林: 我并不是你的唯一)
合: 还微笑祝福你

林: 你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦
在你的面前 我不必保留
泳:我从来没对你说
压抑的 我的心动

林: 我的好 我的坏 我的脾气你最懂
泳:我不要你来心疼我
合:明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 (林: 我不怕会伤心)
合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一(林: 我并不是你的唯一)
合: 还微笑祝福你

泳:爱情总让人折磨
林: 所以我们才选择
合: 做比情人更好的朋友

泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 (林: 我不怕会伤心)
合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一(林: 我并不是你的唯一)
合: 还微笑祝福你

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11/03/2008 ♥


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This weekend :

Went Prawning with Su, Marcus, Kok Peng, dear Yuan, dear's boss and colleague. Went to the pond nearer the entrance. I still prefer the pond inside, the prawns there are larger and its easier to prawn there.

Reagan birthday celebration at Downtown East.
Happy birthday to you!!!

dear accompanied me for shopping at Far East.
Bought 3 dresses, 2 tops, 1 mascara, 1 powder and miscellaneous stuffs...
Following that pick up Marcus and meet Kok Peng for dinner at Holland Village.

Its Monday again tomorrow.
I'm kinda of dragging myself for work already. Even though its just the start.

Its kinda of infuriating because the system - Oracle is really laggy.
It makes me feel very unproductive and inefficient, ultimately making me feel very low on morale.

In the past, I'm doing afew hundred transactions / entries per day (when I'm doing accounts).
Now, I'm like doing less than 10 per day.
Its actually quoting sales team contract prices and meeting the fair value set by our company.

Basically quantity is much lesser but procedures and steps is tedious.
Can't do much in a day I would say.

And most importantly, I really miss Celine, Jessie and Annie so much!
I can't really click with my new colleagues I feel.
Not much topic to talk about actually.
They don't club.
They don't fancy shopping or LV I suppose.
They are degree grads and catholic.
Just can't blend into their topic.
and of cos I can't possibly talk THE THINGS I would usually do. Haha...

Amelia is working with me though, but still miss the girls at Sembcorp so much.
Guess I'll probably find a day to lunch with them soon!

Anyway today is Jeffrey and Wanye's birthday!
Happy birthday to both of you!!!

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