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DA GIRL ♥
Jasmine ♥
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04 Oct
Short
Skinny
Long black and brownish hair
Small eyes
Big Nose
Simply Ugly
Attitude
Narcissistic
Capricious
Extrovert
Sensitive
Cynical
Canossa Convent Primary
Saint Anthony Canossian Convent
NYP Finance Services(Graduated)
SIM - Banking and Finance (Part time UOL)
[一个人生活]
Total Visits since 01 Mar 2009:
HER LURFES ♥
HIM ; Lawrence aka Fatty Tan ♥
Shopping
Dolling Up
KTV
Singing
Travelling
Taking pictures
Listening to Music
Chill out
Sleeping
Slacking
Friends: Sharon, Julia, Bei boy, Jasmine Tan, Linda, Ah An, Clara, Neth, Roswina, Max, Pal, Suriani, Jenny bf, Reagan, Yashi, Jiang Hao, Jeffrey, Sandy, Sze Ping, Elaine, Lay Eng, Celine, Jessie, Annie
Family
My bday(04 Oct; pressie please!)
Valentine(14 Feb)
Pink
White
Drinks: Jasmine Green Tea, Coke, Red Bull, Lemon Tea, Mango Juice
Fruits: Mango, Honey Dew, Grapes, Apple, Strawberries, Banana, Guava with LOTS oF Pulm Powder
Food: bEef stEak, ScallOp, crAb, lObster, PraWn, chEese fRies, Salted Popcorn with LOTS of Butter, Cup corn with LOTS oF Butter, MOS Burger, Minestrone Soup, Teriyaki Chicken burger, KFC Drumsticks, Long John, Onion Ring
Snacks: KinDer bReunO, Super Ring, Lays
HATES
Red Beans/Green Beans
PaPaya
WaterMelon
Root Beer
Hor Fun
Loh Mee
Bastards & Flirts
Bitches & Sluts
Attention Seekers
Childishness
Egoistic, Arrogant, Supercilious People
Attitude Problem
Myself
HER WANTS ♥
-more dresses, more skirts, more tops-
-LV Damier Neverfull and Chanel Bag-
-$$$ and more $$$-
-IPL legs and hands-
-Go DRX Clinic-
-repair aircon-
-renovate room-
-Travel to Australia, US, Europe and Japan. Go Taiwan again-
New Resolution:
1) Learn to cook
2) Punctual
3) Sleep early
4) Exercise
5) Save up
6) Bring mummy and sister out more often
7) Slim down
8) Complete my degree
HER MEMORIES ♥
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人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四个人。 第一个是自己, 第二个是你最爱的人， 第三个是最爱你的人， 第四个是共度一生的人. 首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉； 因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人； 当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的， 也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。 但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人； 你最爱的，往往没有选择你； 最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的； 而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的， 只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。 你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？ 没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你， 可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了， 他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你； 同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。 当一个人不爱你要离开你， 你要问自己还爱不爱他， 如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开； 如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐， 希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止， 你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了， 而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？ 爱不是占有， 你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里， 但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。 换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有， 让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆， 如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏： 爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点， 绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子， 万一变不成就不爱他了。 真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的， 你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你； 真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。 毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得； 分开是一种必然的考验， 如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输， 真爱是不会变成怨恨的。 两人在谈情说爱的时候， 最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓， 就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人， 而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际： 海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱! 明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒； 就算会，也活不到那时候。 许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言， 最好是承诺做不到的事， 反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧， 请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人” 在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套； 讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。 你呢？找到了第几个？ 茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？
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brushes- XXX
hosts- XX
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for the brushes part , i try to credit as much as i can .
for those things i got from deviantart , i really cannot remember e poster of e pic or brushes . sorry about that . =)
11/28/2004 ♥
Just woke up. went to the toilet and then switched on the computer. Had been dreaming before I woke up. Could remember some of the dream vividly. Kept dreaming that I went to the toilet. I was at a hawker with my family at the point of time, and kept going to the toilet for almost 3 to 4 times. LOLX. In fact, I really need to go to the toilet at that time. That's why I woke up subsequently. Sometimes, you would dream about things that had happen, or are happening in the reality. However, I also dreamt about some farnie things, like me talking to d3arie's ex girlfriend! LOLX. I never even seen her before, and she's not even my friend. Such a dumb dream. I also dreamt that I was about to have my Chinese paper in another 1hour time and I didn't studied. Hence, I was busy reading my handbook in the dream. I remember seeing this word at the last page of the handbook. The word was xie (write) yi (don't know what yi is that, seems complicated). LOLX. There's never been such word! LOLX... There's many more but I couldn't really remember them.
Yesterday woke up quite earlier, compared to those days where I need not attend school. Cause Sharon wanna dye her hair, so Julia and I accompanied her. The saloon was near my house. Just a 5 to 10 minutes bus journey to reach. (It's just opposite Sharon's house). Met her at 11:45am. We helped her chose the colour and talked to her all the way, until she finished dying + ice treatment. In between, Julia and I went to buy our breakfast. I had 3 buns, cheese bun, doughnut, and hot dog bun. After everything, it was about 2pm. Sharon and Julia went back to Sharon's house to change and do some makeup. I went back my own house. Cause we wanna go Town and I am with my shorts and slippers. We met again at 4:15pm at Aljunied MRT. This time, Sharon's boyfriend, Sharon, Julia, d3arie and me went. When we reached Orchard, we went straight to Mos burger. It's our all time favorite. I ate again. Ordered Teriyaki Chicken Burger w/o lettuce and Minestrone soup. Shared large fries, 5 butterfly prawn, and medium milk tea with d3arie. After eating, we set off for shopping. Shopped from Far East to Tangs to Wisma and then Taka. D3arie bought Cheese Fries and Coleslaw when we stopped for a rest at Far East. When we went to Taka, I bought 2 scoops of ice-cream! Strawberry and Belgium Chocolate flavor. We had food and food for the whole day. But didn't buy anything. Cause I am BROKE! Only getting my allowance today. Going Far East with Mel, Nicholas and d3arie today. Meeting Mel at 6:30 at her workplace. (Bugis JeanYip, remember to find her if you need to do makeover, or attend some important dinner, etc...). After the ice-cream, we were sitting at the Stairs outside Taka. Slack there and talk. At the mean time, waiting for Julia's boyfriend to finish work too. He's working in Taka. Actually, wanna go China black de, cause d3arie's friend jio us. But in the end didn't go. Cause no $ la! And most importantly, I'm ain't in the mood to. I just wanna slack and talk. Relax not chiong! About 9+pm, my eldest sister called. She's coming to Taka to pick me and d3arie up. My sister in law drove us around Orchard to view the Christmas deco. And then brought us to Cafe Cartel at Plaza Singapura to have our dinner. Phew~ don't know how much weight I've gained yesterday. I had sirloin steak. Wow, after that my stomach was really damn full. We left Cafe Cartel at approximately 11:20pm. Cause I need to make a move. Meeting Sharon, Sharon's boyfriend, Julia and Julia's boyfriend at my house hawker. My sister in law drove us home and then they went back to their house at Punggol. This time, I didn't eat anymore. I only drank Jasmine Green Tea. Heez. We left at 1am, cause Sharon and boyfriend need to rush to catch their show. They watching Polar Express. D3arie and I didn't slept all the way till 4am. So tired~ Anyway, school will be opening on Monday. Damn boring lor! Hai~ What to do. Bad life. =( Some people are so fortunate, failed their 'o's, yet they can still pursue their studies in a private school which is more relax. Furthermore, they can even get their cars and another things that they demanded for~ People like me just have to accept their fates. I'm so sick of everything. From my appearance, to my studies, to my entire life! Everything of me just SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bla bla bla ...
/me wondering if I should go to my cousin's place. Her baby having one month old celebration. But I'm not in the mood. Sianz...
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
11/22/2004 ♥
aWWw...can't sleep again. i guess its due to yesterday. yesterday sleep late, woke up late too. then now can't sleep early liao. shit man! tml 830 school don't know can wake up or not.
today my father finally passed me the $. yea! he gave me $140. i had $10 with me, so all together i had $150. so 2day shopping with Mel norhx. spend $100, still left $50 for school (monday to friday). should be enoff. cause i don't spend more than 10 bucks a day in school. excluding transport fees. since now i'm using d3arie's ezlink card, so can void away the expenses.
i bought 3 tops for myself today, 1 green cotton top ($20.60). 1 poka dot sleeveless ($23.90), 1 more green top ($24.90). i bought d3arie a purple tee-shirt which costs $19.90. hmm, gonna set aside one top for christmas... anyway, actually i planned to buy heels de. so that i could have more variety of heels to choose from for presentations. but then, didnt see any nice one... tml gonna go charles and keith shop shop. see got nice one or not. if have then i buy le lor... many of my heels all spoil le. =( hai~~~
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
11/21/2004 ♥
its 5:33am. i can't sleep... just can't. FARKING irritated with my father. i called him tonight and told him to put my weekly allowance on my table, cause i ain't coming home early tonight and i will be leaving house early tomorrow. I requested for additional 30 bucks.. (cause i gonna go shopping for my christmas clothes with Mel tomorrow;sunday) he agreed. that means i should find a total of $130 on my table when i reach home. but when i reached home at about 4am, i checked around and found no $. FARK. i switched on the lights in my parents' room. asked my father where did he put the $. he said he put it on my table. But i've search, there's no $! my mother then added on that he just came home at 3+am. kinda of drunk. was drinking at the hawker downstairs with the same old group of people. (1 was my fren's father, loan sharks). he loves to hang around with them. he's just like one of the old ah beng. suck. and ti ko pei! (pervert, old pervert). like all the stupid old uncles sitting at kopithiam always looking at women, or apparently girls~!!! WTF? he didn't give my mother allowances for the past few months, and don't tell me he's not even handling me my weekly school allowances. If he's not gonna give me the extra bucks for my shopping, its still acceptable. but he didn't even leave me a single cent! so how he expect me to go to school without any $??? my mother said that my daddy just got his pay. and i knew it, cause when i called him about 12 midnight to ask for $, he's still sober and agreed to give me the $! this definetely means he do have the $. but when i checked his wallet, he only have 20 bucks left! CCB LA. KNN. wondering he might have gave his $ to some china bitches or whatever and claimed that he already put the $ on my table!
anyway, i just came back home from Nicholas place. just had some sleep at his house. but definetely not with him. slept with his wife and his baby. while d3arie, nicholas and some of his friends were in the living room having vodka, watching vcds and chit chatting. before going to his house, we (Nicholas, Nicholas's wife; Mel, Nicholas's bro; Kenneth, Me and d3arie) went cineleisure to have steam boat. the yuki yaki steamboat thingy, which you could do your DIY ice-cream. The ice-cream part was fun, cause you do it yourself, and taste good. However, the steam boat and sushi just sucks. cause there wasn't much variety. its more like a vegetarian steam boat.
aiya, why m i talking about all these, when my whole head is just flooded with my father's farking irritating face. I AM REALLY FUMING MAD AT HIM!!! wondering if he ever took up the responsibility of being a father. If you claimed that its a yes, then maybe i should say, he's really not a good father. spend all his $ on gambling, smoking and drinking. well, you might say that is his own hard earn $. but, this doesn't give him a reason to spend every single cent away, and not sparing a thought for his family who's suffering behind. Oweing all the bills and stuffs, while he live happily, indulging himself with all the STUPID stuffs. I don't care! I MUST GET MY MONEY FROM HIM BY TOMORROW. since i'm going to d3arie's house tomorrow le. Moreover, I already meet Mel for shopping. So by hook or by crook, farking pass me the $!
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
11/19/2004 ♥
she's laffing with her mouth wide open. wanna pinch her? kaka
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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cute rite???
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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another picture of them... taken by me!
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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my auntie's baby... but that's not my auntie... is my fat sister. jacqueline
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
11/18/2004 ♥
i'm late for school again. look what time it is now. 10:16am. I'm still at home... heex =X reagan and pal both goin school @ 2pm too. so i'm also going at 2pm. in school boring la, nothing to do... i'm left with my summary report nia, i guess.
yesterday after school went Roswina's house to eat. her mummy cook alot of things worx... Ros, if you see this, must really thanks your mummy for the delicious food k? its really yummy. crab, prawn, noodles, etc... actually wanna msged you at night when i reach home, but as you know my hp flat =( i only got your new number in GD88. i now using my mother's spare hp... sux... =( i think only sUnday when i go back adam's house then can charge my GD88. aWww... /me forgetful...
so.... to those who see my blog, pls indicate your name in ya msg if u happen to msg me this week. thanks!~
yesterday in school kinda of busy too... heez. went to had my lunch then edit my web shots pics name... i'm done with them le... can go view my webshots pics. but alot of my stupid pics. can don't view them too... cause i'm mad.. like to take pics, and anyhow take de. =X /me shy.... LOLX. then after that, i helped Pal type his report. then wanna help reagan upload his web, but geocities down. too bad..
oh my sister just bought a new Nokia 7260 !!! so good! i want new phone too! don't know why nowadays she so pocket so damn pack. that time went japan bought a digital camera too around $600 bah.
bb~ wanna go bath then go school le...
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
11/16/2004 ♥
wooo... today is a busy day. i reached school damn late today. suppose to reach school at 830 as usual. but i only reached at 1pm. heez.
today in school helped roz, amelia and li rong to upload their web. helped yanie print her report too. and for myself, i printed my report too and start doing the end of stop over summary report.
hmm... just upload more pics at webshots. but haven rename them... gonna renamed them if i have time tomorrow in school.
what do to tomorrow:
- summary report
- rename webshots pics
- after school go roswina' s house to eat!!! yumy yumy!!! heezz
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
11/15/2004 ♥
gonna upload more pics in http://community.webshots.com/user/xiaom1n
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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my hamster... Ster Ster... the only saviour!~
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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d3arie's dog.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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m1 and d3arie... waiting for Mel outside Bugis Jean Yip.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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m1 and d3arie... waiting for Mel outside Bugis Jean Yip.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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some other pics of my recent hair cut...
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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some other pics of my recent hair cut...
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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some other pics of my recent hair cut...
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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some other pics of my recent hair cut...
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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some other pics of my recent hair cut...
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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just reach d3arie's house. this morning (9:30am), went to church at indoor statium. woo. the performance were great. or in fact shocking. hip hop in church. ever heart of that? on top of that, there's something more amazing~ break dancing!
anyway, church ended at 1pm. after that, went straight to have my first meal of the day. ate chicken rice at whampoa hawker. then back to d3arie's house. actually planned not to sleep de. however, at 5pm, my eyes are really damn heavy le. so i caught a nap. woke up around 9pm and watched tv. then d3arie w0ke up at 10+pm. Nicholas messaged d3arie to ask if we wanna catch the movie, 'Shutter'. Actually, d3arie have to duty today at 6am till 1pm at Istana. We were wondering if we wanna go for the movie. in the end, we decided to join them for the movie. meet them at their house. the movie started at 1145. was kinda of scary... a movie worth watching. its much nicer compared to 'Saw'. after the movie at around 1+am, went back to Nicholas's house. Had a long chat wif Mel until 3+am then went back d3arie's house...
hmm... its about to be 5am. d3arie need to get to work soon. i guess i will be sleeping at the mean time. when i wake up, we'll be going Bugis. =)
gotto go... /me tired!!!
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
11/14/2004 ♥
just reached my own house... cause i promised my mother to follow her to church tomorrow. tomorrow is my mother's friend graduation from the bible school. A girl from Taiwan. She's like my mother's daugher. my mother dotes her alot de. to me, she like a big sister. a very understanding, matured and pretty lady. but after she graduate, she will be returning to Taiwan. Won't be coming back Singapore le. My mother sure miss her de! Even I will miss her! but anyway, she would still have to go back one day de. her home is taiwan mah. I think we'll be visiting her soon... in taiwan. heez...
what did i do today?
just now went to Beach road around 3+pm. wanna go buy my converse shoes but no size! so sad =( then went to bugis. ate Mos burger le then shop around. Bought a purple cardigan for $24.90. Then went Converse shop saw a pink high cut shoes with apple green stripes. i think its damn nice! but too bad, no $ can't buy. Its $55.90. went to buy my mother's present at guardian too. instead of buying extrim, i bought xando. its cheaper. only $89. none of my friends used that b4. but the sales girl said that its worth trying, so i bought. Moreover, extrim's promotion was over and it was out of stock too. i paid $50 and d3arie paid the other half. after that went to Jean yip (make up there) to find Mel (Nicholas's wife). She's working there. then d3arie, Mel and me went downstairs to talk and smoke (Mel and d3arie). then after that went back d3arie's house le. (cause d3arie's mummy cook le must go back eat). I never eat. cause i was damn fedup with d3arie. He go tell Mel that I kept spending his $ when I didn't. He bought the cardigan for me cause he owe me $! not i want him to buy! he owe me $37. I didn't want to be so calculative de lor. I actually want him to buy me the converse shoes at beach road which was only $19 instead of returning me all the $. but too bad don't have mah. Then while shopping saw that cardigan so i wanna buy lor. Its only $24.90. He still earn $ leh. How can say I spend his $. I already don't want to be so stingy take back all the $. couple mah, no need count until so accurate one rite? then infront of pple he anyhow say. I was so angry because he wanna be so stingy and say so much thing (some more infront of pple and not the first time) just because of that small amount of $ (rightfully mine!). Moreover, last time his ex girlfriend wanna go for hair dressing saloon and that was not a small amount lor, at least $400. then he also never say so much. on top of that, he sure bought her many stuffs before what! I'm not being jealous over her or detest that girl. But its his own attitude towards her and to me that make me so infuriated. so all the way from Bugis back to his house, we were quarreling. Then i don't have appetitte to eat, so didnt eat lor. He kept apologising. From the journey back till at home. for more than an hour. I just cannot give in. I told him, if you want me to forgive you then DONT FARKING GIVE ME A FACE WHEN U WANNA BUY STUFFS FOR ME NEXT TIME! buy out of own will what. and its rightful that you buy stuffs for your girlfriend what. Obviously not those far too expensive ones la. (Not everytime I ask him to buy thing for me, I also got buy things for him de. then sometimes his $ spend finish le, cause shopped too much. I will share my daily allowance with him de lor! gave him a bigger portion too, cause i noe he eats moer than me. so he's the only one being farking calculative! ccb) then i also told him, if you want me not to be angry then you spend 400 bucks on me and don't ever let me feel that you're not willing to lor! I told him I want a computer. He MUST pay $400 - $500. The rest I pay. He say ok wait till he got $. I say Fark you, I buy house for you but wait till I got $ then I buy for you la. Then I told him, wait long long, until next time I burn for you. I asked him, you want me to wait, wait till when??? I tell him, i give you the latest by Chinese New Year which is Feb. (let's see the cb will buy or not). Then he asked me whether I liked the Converse shoes at Bugis izit. I say Ya la! then he say u wanna buy or not? then i said you want to buy you buy la, ask me so much for what. Then he agreed to buy for me on Monday!~ YEA! then he say sorry, I say you say sorry for what. No use. Unless you do all the things you say. And just now u say me infront of people. now no one then u tell me sorry. for what? then he say later meet Mel, infront of her I apologise to you. (After that at Mos Burger he apologised)
his mother asked me why we quarrel. I just told her. Then he kana scolding. . . his mother say a guy spend $ on his girlfriend is li suo dang rang de. moreover this time its not his $, is he wanna pay me back de. some more small amount. Then he some more say infront of other people. not very nice. she said d3arie mouth is Chee bai mouth. YES! INDEED! (i down there laffing at him)
after eating went to Nicholas's house to meet him. He wanna go pick Mel up from work. so we went down Bugis with him again... Actually they wanna watch the steph Chow show at night de. With KK (one of d3arie's fren). but at last, cancelled. because the show wasn't even out yet. So after picking Mel, Mel and Nicholas ate Mos Burger. After eating, we went to Heren to shop. geez. bought a braclet for $5.90. very nice worx. pink colour de!~
After Heren, we went back to Nicholas's house awhile. Then went to Shaw Plaza to watch movie. We watched 'The Saw'. The movie is very disgusting. Its about a series killer. The killer don't kill the victims personally. He set up traps and games to let his victims play. If the victims can't finish the game in time, they'll die. and its horrible! the scenes.... aWww... the show was ok to me. not really fantastic. but can watch la... kaka... after the show, went to d3arie's house to get back my stuffs and come home le...
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
11/11/2004 ♥
today also at d3arie's house... awww... the whole block leave also never go anywhere... damn sian... d3arie tomorrow then take pay... gonna watch movie. then saturday go shopping buy my mother's present... i'll be payin $65. The others d3arie pay. planned to buy extrim for mummy~ haha... her birthday on 17 Dec. But wanna give her earlier. so she can be slimmer on her birthday~!~ heez. i guess buy two together should be cheaper bah. around $120+ ? i guess so... must go check out on Saturday... Actually i wanna buy some more clothes also... but i dunch have $ le. muz see if d3arie wanna buy for me mah. i guess... i shall not spare his pocket!!! rite? i know its alittle bit bad la. BUT i dunch care. if he can spend so much $ on other people, y not me rite? last time his gf go for hair dressing lessons, he pay half of it lor. then the other half, his mother pay. but the girl never return his mummy $ lor. and last time he apple M1 line for that girl. then later the girl never pay... now his mummy need to pay back around $700 bah... forget how much le... so, this don't give me any reason to spare his $ too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!! i'm a vicious woman... =X
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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aint in a good mood today...
wake up around 1+pm today... at around 5pm then went Novena Square (a nearby shopping centre) to have Long John. Order 2 piece chicken (combo 1) and additional Corn. The Corn sux. So after eating Long John went to the opposite building (United Square) to buy Cup corn. The cup corn there was always nice... but today, was the exceptional. Then after that went back to d3arie's house there le...
... b4 goin back to his house, we went to print something. The auntie knew him. When she saw him, she asked '' Where the other girl? No more with her? The one staying inside one.''
d3arie: long time not together le
auntie: oh isit
d3arie: ya
auntie: u've grow fatter
d3arie: have meh?
auntie: ya, dont u realise it?
d3arie: dun noe
auntie: u know what she doin now?
d3arie: what
auntie: his grandma say she doing saloon
d3arie: huh? wat grandma?
auntie: not grandma ar... dun noe wat, auntie ar.
d3arie: ya.
then after that print finish le, so we left... i don't know why i feel so irritated by that... mayb coz i'm having that thing. as what people always say PMS. Mayb I'm having PMS! ai ya... i dont know la. but so agitated by just a small thingy. what's up with me man... i just felt that the auntie farking ignored by presence... WHAT M I MAN??? FARK!~
last time the whampoa hawker sell Western food auntie (we always patronize there de) ever asked d3arie about that girl... but she asked when she was standing a distance from me. i couldnt hear her but i could read her lips. and d3arie told me after that too. but at least she did make the effort to respect me and not ask infront of my face. so i didnt wanna care so much too. coz she's quite frenly too. got talk to me sometimes... but i guess, mayb she and that girl better. so i don't wanna be too frenly to her too... (don't know what will she tell her when she talks to her about me)
both d3arie and that girl is together for just less than 2 years. i don't know why people kept on asking him about her. even after seeing me with d3arie... they don't know how to 'zuo ren'? well, i don't know... but me and my ex was together for well, twice as much as them, for sure... like 3 years 7 months. but no one dare to ask infront of d3arie... i just dun like it.... and me and d3arie is together for like 1 and 1/2 years le... y do they still ask??? i'm puzzled... its not like it just happen a night ago or something like that what... the worst part was, d3arie's youngest auntie (jenny) ever came up their house before... (like 3months ago) ... called me his ex's gf's name... and its like she's just being sacrastic... like she always were... HEY NO ONE IN MY FAMILY EVER CALL HIM SAMUEL! FARK... retarded family. like him.
after that just now, i just kept quiet all the way. just don't feel like talking to anyone... he don't even know what went wrong when i didnt speak a word to anyone... but i'm still wondering whether i should tell him about all these. is it me myself being so sensitive or watever? i really don't know... i don't know why m i tolerating all these stuffs also. m i really that bad or wat? i can't find someone better than him meh? no looks? no brains? no frens? got attitude problem or wat? I can't find someone better meh? y must i stick to him and take in all these thing when i don't have to... he so good meh?
got $$$ ??? - NOPE!
got looks ??? - NOT REALLY
got great body ??? - NOT A PROBLEM TO ME, BUT HE DONT HAVE!
got brains - YES, MONKEY'S BRAIN
got education, next time really can support me - I DOUBT SO
treat me good? - YA, FOR THOSE BASIC THINGS, YES...
character? - I'm so afraid that he will be like my father one day. cause he loves to drink now! i don't want a husband like my father who drinks 24/7. NO WAY! but he wanna drinks at least twice a week now... like my mother says my father wasn't this bad in the past... so this makes me even more worried. and to me, he's not really very honest. he won't tell me anything, until i ask or i found out.. so what makes him so good!
FARK, I should have NOT.............................................................. I SHOULD FIND SOMEONE BETTER and not think about all these. or stay SINGLE! no worries... mayb that would be so much better for me... and everyone else...
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
11/08/2004 ♥
had my presentation this morning at approximately 11am. Heez. consider it quite a good one... the teacher did not ask me any questions. I was the one who kept on explaining... Before I went off, she said well done and U should had spend alot of time doing it har? i say kinda of... So, i just take it as a good comment bah. hope so... anyway, don't think they gonna release the results bah...heez... i just hope i do well enough to pass my whole module... dont wish to retake the whole TEP or this particular module...
today went off at around 1+pm... went back with Pal cause he had to go home get his stuffs and change to formal clothes. when i reached d3arie's place, played Need for Speed, Underground (the car racing game) again. heez.
then d3arie came back home early from work today. he reached home at about 2+pm... cause he took leave. told his sir that he got something on... haha... he's always like that. then later around 4pm, he went play snooker with his daddy. while i stayed at home to watch television and had a short nap. he say he's coming back as soon as possible after he finish playin. but he go ask Eddy (his good fren) to go billiard saloon find him too. then later after he finish playing with his daddy, he played with eddy. i called him again at 7pm. he just started his match with eddy. damn irritating. i was really damn hungry le.. cause at 4pm, i already told him i wanna eat le! but now i not so angry le... cause I DEMANDED him to buy KFC for me! hahaa... 2 piece chicken meal and a additional cheese fries (my fav)!!! and he himself just cook plain porriage to eat at home! heez. so now not angry anymore lor... keke... =) but u know my stomach suffered for nearly 5 hours worx! poor me... kaka
hai~ just get a call from a indian... i noe he indian, cause his accent was strong. i told him he called the wrong number and he kept on sayin something which i don't understand. he say i call him before using this number, or his friend called him before using this number. just can't get what he say... i kept insisting that he called the wrong number and he didn't hang up... so i just said, i didn't call u. u call the wrong number and PLEAS HANG UP! and i hung up... I don't like to answer this kinda of call man. eee... no time to entertain la. keep don't want to hang up. but the guy sounded like Pal. cause Pal always like to di siao people... and talk with the indian accent. and they all sounded alike. don't know how to differentiate...
oh ya, esther msged me today asking me to help her tomorrow to do her website (project). I already finished my long ago... but tomorrow i still on block leave. don't wish to go back to school again. cause today already went. so i msged her briefly how to upload her files... told her if she still don't know she can call me. =) anyway, all the best for her webby~ i guess she would be able to understand how to do bah. she's smart! =) hmm, haven talk about esther before in my blog eh? heez. she's my class mate. poly class mate. prettiest girl in my class. one year younger than me. so she's only 18. but she look damn matured and she is matured! very lady-like and elegant! a person who has got the looks, figure, character, brains and everything! really one perfect girl u can find!
anyway i guess i probably finish most of the things le bah. mayb just left with
1) Final Summary Report for 3rd stop over (BPOS)
2) Weekly Report for week 6 (ibid)
3) Print Report for Personal Selling website and hand in both the hard and soft copy
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
11/07/2004 ♥
just reach d3arie house....
06 Nov: (reagan's birthday) Happy Birthday Reagan!!! Hope you enjoyed yourself today!~
6pm - me and d3arie meet Pal at whampoa bus stop
6:40pm - reach Plaza Singapura
6:50pm- Go arcade. Challenge d3arie Daytona and Puzzle fighter (2 rounds), all WIN!!! heez
7:30pm - Eat Cafe Cartel (with my class mates FS0305 and Pal and d3arie) ... Fun eh! heez...
10pm - Walked to China Black... Meet Jennifer Ang and Eugene go there. d3arie also meeting Nicholas & Wife; Mel. At there saw sonic, Melvin, YaoWen and some other people... Heez. Quite fun eh. ever since TEP (attachment) never chiong le... drank abit. Share with d3arie... 2 cups tiger, 1 jug burban (erm, really forgot how to spell, don't care) coke, 1 jug vodka 7 up (Mel gave us de)...
2am - Left China Black
2:05am - Reach Whampoa Roti Prata... (with Nicholas & Wife; Mel)
Tml:
Need to go home le... cause need to prepare for my presentation on Monday... hai~ scary.... got to go...BB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
11/05/2004 ♥
heez. having my block leave tis week till 15 Nov! yEA!!! sO happy... but monday need to go back school just for that one day for my presentation. i'm kinda of nervous now though its still like 3 days later. cause this weights quite alot percentage worx. its a Multimedia Project which consists of Powerpoint (storyboard), Photo Shop (logo) and Macromedia Flash (advertisement). My Flash is kinda of kiddo (coz i doing on kid's toy) and not so professional I think, compared to Steve's! He's really makes u drOols. he's was a advertisement on perfume. the whole scene started with people queueing outside a pub. then after that a person walk into the pub. in the pub there's people dancing. in the middle got a guy dancing breakdance. omg! he did everything himself and the graphics look so real. then after that got a guy and a ger walked in a room... he also have the effect of the door opening! its so amazing how he could do all tis in about a week! he's work is really tedious lor!~ but real nice! i think he's gonna score high grades! as for me... let's hope for the better. heez. after this block leave still left 2 more weeks to end of TEP! yea! no need to wake up so early everyday le! yippee ya ya, yippee yippe ya... heez... now gonna go eat le ... later continue play game again lor... cause now d3arie just finish cooking! yea! i wanna eat le, abit hungry le... heez.
oh ya this week i wanna go out with:
-Sheena & Kenneth(always say wanna meet her but never... paiseh)
-Sharon & Julia(always wanna meet them, got so much to talk about)
-An? (if d3arie doesnt find out...)
-jesslyn & wenqing? (haven planned. so long never see them le...)
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
11/02/2004 ♥
as usual, now in school. but today i planned what to do in school le! or else i'll be goddamn bored till 6pm!
today:
- upload music into my flash
- do a feeback form for school ibid web
sunday 31/10/ HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH BEE!:
- ah bee's (d3arie's cousin) birthday went Haven's at Central Square at about 9+pm. About 12 people went. Open 2 to 3 bottles of red wine and 1 bottle of Martel. Was not really that fun la. cause firstly:
- tired (wanna sleep)
- never drank alot (2 cups Martel)
- never sing at all
- don't know his friends (Ah bee's sister went back early!)
its been quite awhile since me and d3arie really go for drinking sessions, excluding those on people's birthday celebration. last time usually go ktv or clubbing like twice a week. so always got drink and drink. haha... now damn healthy lifestyle man. Hardly club, hardly drink, and never play xxxx (now i'm getting fatter! i just realise that my lower part of my body is not like last time anymore! i'm scared! cause i don't wanna be like a ball rolling! keep rollin' rollin', keep rollin' rollin'! that will be damn disaster for me lor! must watch my diet le.) then since we hardly drink now... haha... u guess what. d3arie was damn drunk. he drunk quiet alot, but seriously not like last time. last time 8 of us drank 4 bottles of Martel. now... haha... dun noe what to say la... he was so drunk and he didn't remember what he did. since he didn't remember, I purposely disturb him. exaggerate the things that happen on that day! i told him that he stood on the table and sing. want to dance also. then sing very badly and was like shouting. damn noisy lor. everyone was looking at him. laffing... haha... everyone was looking cause he and his cousin both drunk and stood up and sing. so it was like centre of attraction. but since they sang like ... everyone laff and that wasn't song, that was NOISE! i told him he sang one song nicholas tse 1 (zhi yao wei ni huo yi tian). then he also sang another song which i don't know what the hack is the song! (cause was abit oldies). He asked me what the song like, I said I don't even know what the hack you singing, how i know what the song like. then he say i bluff, then i say no la, the song Marcus (Ah bee's close friend) delicate one. (cause Marcus always sing those farnie song one, but he really can sing de). then he was so shy lor! then he asked me whether he did play pool. i told him ya, one round win, the other lose! he say he was damn shock, in that state he still could win! i just laff. but this one was truth. but in fact, he really got sing, he stood up and sing with Ah bee, but not on the table and he never sing any farnie song (just sang nicholas tse song, his favourite ktv song). but it was really not nice and both of them was really like shouting. Some people did look, but they didn laff. only Ah Bee's friends and me laff. he say he wanna go chiong after that, cause he say he long time never dance le, but he never danced there. but he was really a burden lor! we reached home at 1+am... i wanna slp at 2am liao. and he started vomitting on my bed, and in the toilet. i have to take out my matress. when i wanna slp, he came back and sleep too. but he turned here and there. sit up and lie down. till i hardly can fall aslp lor. was so fedup with him. scolded him and wanna kick him down the bed. but he didn't fall... then after that, monday never go school again... hai~ haha.... he was a joke! JOKE JOKE JOKE! nO is a CLOWN! CLOWN CLOWN! LOLX
oh ya... its been about an year since i started collecting Martel/Chivas balls. i've only collected 19+4(at d3arie's house) = 23. hm... long time never collect de. most of it was collect during a month. during last feb, coz new year and d3arie's family 2 pple's birthday. i still wanna collect more. but abit troublesome. cause need to break the top of the bottle. anyway, already bought a nice bottle to keep them le... heez. =)
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]