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DA GIRL ♥
Jasmine ♥
:D
04 Oct
Short
Skinny
Long black and brownish hair
Small eyes
Big Nose
Simply Ugly
Attitude
Narcissistic
Capricious
Extrovert
Sensitive
Cynical
Canossa Convent Primary
Saint Anthony Canossian Convent
NYP Finance Services(Graduated)
SIM - Banking and Finance (Part time UOL)
[一个人生活]
Total Visits since 01 Mar 2009:
HER LURFES ♥
HIM ; Lawrence aka Fatty Tan ♥
Shopping
Dolling Up
KTV
Singing
Travelling
Taking pictures
Listening to Music
Chill out
Sleeping
Slacking
Friends: Sharon, Julia, Bei boy, Jasmine Tan, Linda, Ah An, Clara, Neth, Roswina, Max, Pal, Suriani, Jenny bf, Reagan, Yashi, Jiang Hao, Jeffrey, Sandy, Sze Ping, Elaine, Lay Eng, Celine, Jessie, Annie
Family
My bday(04 Oct; pressie please!)
Valentine(14 Feb)
Pink
White
Drinks: Jasmine Green Tea, Coke, Red Bull, Lemon Tea, Mango Juice
Fruits: Mango, Honey Dew, Grapes, Apple, Strawberries, Banana, Guava with LOTS oF Pulm Powder
Food: bEef stEak, ScallOp, crAb, lObster, PraWn, chEese fRies, Salted Popcorn with LOTS of Butter, Cup corn with LOTS oF Butter, MOS Burger, Minestrone Soup, Teriyaki Chicken burger, KFC Drumsticks, Long John, Onion Ring
Snacks: KinDer bReunO, Super Ring, Lays
HATES
Red Beans/Green Beans
PaPaya
WaterMelon
Root Beer
Hor Fun
Loh Mee
Bastards & Flirts
Bitches & Sluts
Attention Seekers
Childishness
Egoistic, Arrogant, Supercilious People
Attitude Problem
Myself
HER WANTS ♥
-more dresses, more skirts, more tops-
-LV Damier Neverfull and Chanel Bag-
-$$$ and more $$$-
-IPL legs and hands-
-Go DRX Clinic-
-repair aircon-
-renovate room-
-Travel to Australia, US, Europe and Japan. Go Taiwan again-
New Resolution:
1) Learn to cook
2) Punctual
3) Sleep early
4) Exercise
5) Save up
6) Bring mummy and sister out more often
7) Slim down
8) Complete my degree
HER MEMORIES ♥
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人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四个人。 第一个是自己, 第二个是你最爱的人， 第三个是最爱你的人， 第四个是共度一生的人. 首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉； 因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人； 当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的， 也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。 但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人； 你最爱的，往往没有选择你； 最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的； 而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的， 只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。 你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？ 没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你， 可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了， 他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你； 同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。 当一个人不爱你要离开你， 你要问自己还爱不爱他， 如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开； 如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐， 希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止， 你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了， 而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？ 爱不是占有， 你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里， 但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。 换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有， 让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆， 如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏： 爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点， 绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子， 万一变不成就不爱他了。 真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的， 你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你； 真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。 毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得； 分开是一种必然的考验， 如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输， 真爱是不会变成怨恨的。 两人在谈情说爱的时候， 最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓， 就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人， 而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际： 海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱! 明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒； 就算会，也活不到那时候。 许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言， 最好是承诺做不到的事， 反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧， 请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人” 在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套； 讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。 你呢？找到了第几个？ 茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？
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DARLINKS ♥
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CREDITS ♥
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brushes- XXX
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for the brushes part , i try to credit as much as i can .
for those things i got from deviantart , i really cannot remember e poster of e pic or brushes . sorry about that . =)
4/25/2009 ♥
TAYLOR SWIFT - YOU'RE NOT SORRY
Taylor Swift - Youre Not Sorry.mp3 - Taylor Swift
All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around
You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no
Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before
But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade
So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
No, oh, no, oh, no oh
Whoa, no, no
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Just had a quarrel with Yuan. A real bad one. . . And he move out.
He says he's just moving out but he don't want to end this relationship.
He says he can't find peace and tranquility here.
Whatever it is; I don't want to continue with this relationship already. This is my limit; no more tolerance bandwidth left.
And he failed this test badly.
Giving such frivolous person another chance is totally futile. A person who doesn't know his mistake and negate being at fault is beyond salvage.
You probably wonder what happen...
I was revising in the dinning room then suddenly hear my dog growling. I quickly rushed over, my dog seems to be angry and almost biting Yuan. I didn't see what happen earlier on but I believe 狗也有人性 and apparently my dog is not crazy alright.
I reckon Yuan might be playing OR hitting him OR seem like he is going to do so or what. I really didn't know the real reason that caused my dog to do so. Anyway when my dog almost want to bite Yuan, Yuan really beat him. I quickly pull my dog away. I wanted to bring him back to the kitchen but Yuan screamed at me to let my dog down. He says he will carry him back to the kitchen himself.
But back in my mind, I know my dog will bite him or he will beat my dog again. So I refused to let him touch the dog. I merely want to protect both my dog and him. Then he was furious, he tried to knock the cupboard and then my 21st birthday - a Precious moment figurine drop and broke into pieces with every other things on that rack.
When I look at the broken pieces I am dumbfounded. My heart really hurt because he broke something sentimental to me and when it wasn't my fault he flared up at me. Subsequently he scream like a mad man again and says it was all my fault because I disallow him to let him carry the dog back to the kitchen himself. He yell and scream saying he want to move home.
Subsequently he brought out another issue that he couldn't stand staying at my place because my 2nd sister is irritating. My 2nd sister is not normal as you know, so she always like to talk to herself, especially when she watches tv. Sometimes she scream and yell at my mum. But this is her and I cannot do anything to accept my sister is like that.
A dog is just a dog afterall. I believe he beat and hurt him before so to protect itself, he can only resort in biting and growling to evidently show that he is angry. To us he might be just a dog, but to him we are his everything. Why would you want to blame it on a dog? Or even me who hasn't done anything wrong.
He don't have to accept me and my family if he's not willing to do so. I will totally forget about those words he once said to me. Like I say he was fictitious and everything was a sham.
I no longer have my father and what my family is left with is me. I will not walk out from them neither will they.
爱屋及屋. There is no nuisance or annoyance for the one you love and everytime when he says morning is not the right time to talk; at night too tired to talk; all I can say is - There's no wrong timing for the one you love. (quoted from neth neth's blog)
He says he want peace when he's the one who always get irritated and flare up at the slightest thing. Enlighten me please.
Seriously it is not about my house or any other stuffs. Its all about his temper. If only he mange his anger in a tactful manner, do you think all of these will happen? The problem with me and him is not about any other thing but his character; his temper; his attitude - it really do sucks big time. It is always him who is giving bad and harsh attitude, grouchy, grumpy and finding fault.
He don't allow me to club. Don't allow me to pub. I've never say anything; just adhere accordingly.
I gave up so much things, gave up my life because I know what it is to be in a relationship and I fathom what is sacrifice. But I'm sorry, you don't. 我为你伤心，你不懂什么叫爱情。
Sometimes I don't understand why someone I gave up my life for.
Someone I tried changing for.
Someone I see everyday.
Would ever say such cruel and hurtful words to me. Would ever bear to hurt me in such a way.
I am confident to say that I am a good girlfriend because my temper to him is VERY GOOD already. I did my best to give him the best in this relationship (irregardless of how much I love this person; taking the fact I'm already in the relationship). Since when I ever pick up quarrels or flare up at him. Since when I ever scream at him? Since when? I really don't.
He says I always ask alot of questions but I really don't feel that I overdo it. Apparently I ask questions because I'm unsure. I am merely ask questions POLITELY and then accept his answers. I did not interrogate. If I don't ask, the truth will never unveil and I'll be making myself feel uncomfortable. Anyway I'm his girlfriend and I'm ENTITLED to ask questions isn't it? Even human rights entitle you to do so.
When you no longer treat a girl the same way, she wonders why and start asking questions.
When you love me, you said the sweetest words. Now I reckon you no longer do, thats why you always say and do things that would cut through the heart. Thus, I no longer feel your love. Even through your eyes I couldn't see it. Except for the constant hurt inflicted.
I could only see my loneliness through your eyes now.
Everything you once did willingly when we started off all became otherwise.
It all became unwillingness and complaints.
Maybe you're just tired of me, sick of this relationship.
Just like I gradually feel so when things started to fall out.
I choose you, I fell in love with you because you love and dote me as well as my family. You held my hands and walk out of the darkest days of my life with me. You made me believe that everything will be fine with you. You made me believe that I will not remember my previous relationship.
Do you remember - You told me you will never want to hurt me.
Do you remember - You told me you want to stand by me always.
All forsaken.
♥ is nt really abt finding THE ONE. but BECOMING THE ONE..
Nurturing each other into THE ONE. Compromising one another's habits and trying to adapt to one another's life so that its the best combination to last you both a life time.
But the first thing is acceptance of what he is now, if he's way beyond your acceptance to compromise then forget about it.
Anyway 25th April is a significant day which reminds me of a special person. :)
I said I have a secret to reveal. But perhaps later in the day if I can. If not latest by Monday :)
It wouldn't be important to you peeps of cos, but its a significant day for me and this person so . . .
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