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DA GIRL ♥
Jasmine ♥
:D
04 Oct
Short
Skinny
Long black and brownish hair
Small eyes
Big Nose
Simply Ugly
Attitude
Narcissistic
Capricious
Extrovert
Sensitive
Cynical
Canossa Convent Primary
Saint Anthony Canossian Convent
NYP Finance Services(Graduated)
SIM - Banking and Finance (Part time UOL)
[一个人生活]
Total Visits since 01 Mar 2009:
HER LURFES ♥
HIM ; Lawrence aka Fatty Tan ♥
Shopping
Dolling Up
KTV
Singing
Travelling
Taking pictures
Listening to Music
Chill out
Sleeping
Slacking
Friends: Sharon, Julia, Bei boy, Jasmine Tan, Linda, Ah An, Clara, Neth, Roswina, Max, Pal, Suriani, Jenny bf, Reagan, Yashi, Jiang Hao, Jeffrey, Sandy, Sze Ping, Elaine, Lay Eng, Celine, Jessie, Annie
Family
My bday(04 Oct; pressie please!)
Valentine(14 Feb)
Pink
White
Drinks: Jasmine Green Tea, Coke, Red Bull, Lemon Tea, Mango Juice
Fruits: Mango, Honey Dew, Grapes, Apple, Strawberries, Banana, Guava with LOTS oF Pulm Powder
Food: bEef stEak, ScallOp, crAb, lObster, PraWn, chEese fRies, Salted Popcorn with LOTS of Butter, Cup corn with LOTS oF Butter, MOS Burger, Minestrone Soup, Teriyaki Chicken burger, KFC Drumsticks, Long John, Onion Ring
Snacks: KinDer bReunO, Super Ring, Lays
HATES
Red Beans/Green Beans
PaPaya
WaterMelon
Root Beer
Hor Fun
Loh Mee
Bastards & Flirts
Bitches & Sluts
Attention Seekers
Childishness
Egoistic, Arrogant, Supercilious People
Attitude Problem
Myself
HER WANTS ♥
-more dresses, more skirts, more tops-
-LV Damier Neverfull and Chanel Bag-
-$$$ and more $$$-
-IPL legs and hands-
-Go DRX Clinic-
-repair aircon-
-renovate room-
-Travel to Australia, US, Europe and Japan. Go Taiwan again-
New Resolution:
1) Learn to cook
2) Punctual
3) Sleep early
4) Exercise
5) Save up
6) Bring mummy and sister out more often
7) Slim down
8) Complete my degree
HER MEMORIES ♥
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人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四个人。 第一个是自己, 第二个是你最爱的人， 第三个是最爱你的人， 第四个是共度一生的人. 首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉； 因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人； 当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的， 也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。 但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人； 你最爱的，往往没有选择你； 最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的； 而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的， 只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。 你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？ 没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你， 可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了， 他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你； 同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。 当一个人不爱你要离开你， 你要问自己还爱不爱他， 如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开； 如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐， 希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止， 你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了， 而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？ 爱不是占有， 你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里， 但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。 换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有， 让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆， 如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏： 爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点， 绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子， 万一变不成就不爱他了。 真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的， 你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你； 真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。 毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得； 分开是一种必然的考验， 如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输， 真爱是不会变成怨恨的。 两人在谈情说爱的时候， 最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓， 就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人， 而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际： 海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱! 明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒； 就算会，也活不到那时候。 许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言， 最好是承诺做不到的事， 反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧， 请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人” 在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套； 讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。 你呢？找到了第几个？ 茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？
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DARLINKS ♥
CHATTERBOX ♥
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CREDITS ♥
designer- X pictures- X
brushes- XXX
hosts- XX
fonts- X
for the brushes part , i try to credit as much as i can .
for those things i got from deviantart , i really cannot remember e poster of e pic or brushes . sorry about that . =)
4/21/2009 ♥
When I look at you, the words you said that night still linger in my mind.
I didn't know someone I see everyday, someone I am staying with, someone whom I give up my life for, someone I sacrifice for would ever say something like that to me... Something so hurtful to me.
Him: You know how irritating are you when you ask me to pick you up everytime from work, from school from anywhere. You know how irritating it is when I am sleeping soundly and you have to wake me up early in the morning to fetch you to work. Deciding to study was your choice, but you're making me suffer with you when you wake me up from sleep to drive you to school. Everytime when you call me and ask me where am I because you want me to fetch you is annoying.
I did not say a thing, but tears swelling up in my eyes and I went to my bedroom. Sometimes I felt I was being CHEATED into this relationship because all you did initially was FAKE yourself. Everything was bogus, you're fictitious.
What you said wasn't justifiable for me. I don't want to say anything because I hate to quarrel. All I want to do now is note down the things I wanted to say to you in my blog, so I might feel better.
Driving me around already became a routine in which I know I shouldn't have relied on. Even though it is not a duty that you're obliged to but as a boyfriend I thought you've offered to do so since the day we are together. It already became a unspoken routine. As a boyfriend, who would mind to do so? I don't know how many of you would feel its a chore to do so. But I believe man who love their woman do so willingly and dutifully. Even if they wouldn't want to do so, they do not have to say such hurtful words and scream at their woman. I've never demanded you to pick me up, I always ask. Even so I woke you up from sleep, it was usually time for you to go work as well. It is true that you're on own time own target, but wouldn't it be better if you reach office on time? Anyway, how many days have I actually clock in office? Barely 3 days in a week and recently I've already compromise your sleeping habits and reach office in the AFTERNOON.
Fetching me from work was initially what YOU wanted because you do not want me to go out with my friends or allow other people to fetch me from work. I did not ask you to do so but it already became a unspoken routine perpetually.
Regarding school, I've only went to school 3 times and ask you to drive me to school once and it was almost 2pm. Am I being unreasonable and demanding to wake you up at 1:30pm when your office is opening at 3pm and you can go straight to work after sending me.
I don't know driving your love one to school was such a chore and a difficult task. Or maybe I ain't even your love. After what Ang Kong Star Clara mum's said, I realized it could be that you didn't love me anymore or you're just sick of me already.
I call you during your working hours because I just wanted to speak to you. I am just purely concern about your whereabouts because I care. Also want to remind you to take your meals. I call not because I want you to pick me or any other reason you thought it was for.
If you love me, you would have call me once in awhile even though you're busy. You don't even have to wait till I call you.
Don't worry, for all that you dislike. I would stop doing so! I SWEAR.
I am not as patience to you as I am to Lawrence!
I'll stop calling you.
I'll stop asking your whereabouts to AVOID you thinking I want you to fetch me.
I'll stop asking you to drive me UNLESS YOU'RE THE ONE WHO INSISTED.
Ok, its been two days I've been adhering to what I swear I'm going to do.
These two days, he has been the one calling me during his work.
And I'm putting you in this test so that I know what I should do with this relationship, even though you might not know that I'm reconsidering this relationship. Anyway, time will tell...
I know its evil allowing the whole world knowing what you have done or treated me, but I couldn't talk to you. I only wanna release my stress and unhappiness here in my OWN space.
*I was thinking if I am the JASMINE TEO who I used to be, you're in deep shit. When I met Lawrence, I change my attitude so much for the better, because I learnt what is true love and I know how to sacrifice for a relationship. I really know how to control my temper ALOT ALOT now, and all I can say is YUAN YOU ARE FORTUNATE!*
Anyway, thanks to those who care :) The tag messages, the msns, the phone calls and messages on my phone. Thanks all. :)
My lap top is fine now, but it cost me $280 for the repairs. Mum just collected it back from HP for me! :D Appreciated!!! :D
LV DAMIER NEVERFULL WILL BE LAUNCHING ON 2 MAY 2009. I went to the boutique on ____, OMG I WANNA BUY!!! I'll blog again this weekend on why I went there because its a secret now.
Tomorrow is Wednesday and I'm having lessons again. =( *tired*
My Cam Whore below, do ignore if you hate to see my face.
Trying to do stupid facessssssss!!!!
When I don't smile, I look like that... OMG
My old glasses
Mmm... My current bill. Mm why negative??? Heeeeeeeezzzz, see I hardly call people, 0 minutes!!! :D And my message drastically decrease, which is good!!!
Labels: 21 April 09 - Tuesday
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