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DA GIRL ♥
Jasmine ♥
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04 Oct
Short
Skinny
Long black and brownish hair
Small eyes
Big Nose
Simply Ugly
Attitude
Narcissistic
Capricious
Extrovert
Sensitive
Cynical
Canossa Convent Primary
Saint Anthony Canossian Convent
NYP Finance Services(Graduated)
SIM - Banking and Finance (Part time UOL)
[一个人生活]
Total Visits since 01 Mar 2009:
HER LURFES ♥
HIM ; Lawrence aka Fatty Tan ♥
Shopping
Dolling Up
KTV
Singing
Travelling
Taking pictures
Listening to Music
Chill out
Sleeping
Slacking
Friends: Sharon, Julia, Bei boy, Jasmine Tan, Linda, Ah An, Clara, Neth, Roswina, Max, Pal, Suriani, Jenny bf, Reagan, Yashi, Jiang Hao, Jeffrey, Sandy, Sze Ping, Elaine, Lay Eng, Celine, Jessie, Annie
Family
My bday(04 Oct; pressie please!)
Valentine(14 Feb)
Pink
White
Drinks: Jasmine Green Tea, Coke, Red Bull, Lemon Tea, Mango Juice
Fruits: Mango, Honey Dew, Grapes, Apple, Strawberries, Banana, Guava with LOTS oF Pulm Powder
Food: bEef stEak, ScallOp, crAb, lObster, PraWn, chEese fRies, Salted Popcorn with LOTS of Butter, Cup corn with LOTS oF Butter, MOS Burger, Minestrone Soup, Teriyaki Chicken burger, KFC Drumsticks, Long John, Onion Ring
Snacks: KinDer bReunO, Super Ring, Lays
HATES
Red Beans/Green Beans
PaPaya
WaterMelon
Root Beer
Hor Fun
Loh Mee
Bastards & Flirts
Bitches & Sluts
Attention Seekers
Childishness
Egoistic, Arrogant, Supercilious People
Attitude Problem
Myself
HER WANTS ♥
-more dresses, more skirts, more tops-
-LV Damier Neverfull and Chanel Bag-
-$$$ and more $$$-
-IPL legs and hands-
-Go DRX Clinic-
-repair aircon-
-renovate room-
-Travel to Australia, US, Europe and Japan. Go Taiwan again-
New Resolution:
1) Learn to cook
2) Punctual
3) Sleep early
4) Exercise
5) Save up
6) Bring mummy and sister out more often
7) Slim down
8) Complete my degree
HER MEMORIES ♥
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人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四个人。 第一个是自己, 第二个是你最爱的人， 第三个是最爱你的人， 第四个是共度一生的人. 首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉； 因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人； 当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的， 也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。 但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人； 你最爱的，往往没有选择你； 最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的； 而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的， 只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。 你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？ 没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你， 可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了， 他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你； 同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。 当一个人不爱你要离开你， 你要问自己还爱不爱他， 如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开； 如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐， 希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止， 你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了， 而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？ 爱不是占有， 你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里， 但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。 换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有， 让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆， 如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏： 爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点， 绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子， 万一变不成就不爱他了。 真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的， 你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你； 真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。 毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得； 分开是一种必然的考验， 如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输， 真爱是不会变成怨恨的。 两人在谈情说爱的时候， 最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓， 就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人， 而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际： 海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱! 明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒； 就算会，也活不到那时候。 许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言， 最好是承诺做不到的事， 反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧， 请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人” 在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套； 讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。 你呢？找到了第几个？ 茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？
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CREDITS ♥
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brushes- XXX
hosts- XX
fonts- X
for the brushes part , i try to credit as much as i can .
for those things i got from deviantart , i really cannot remember e poster of e pic or brushes . sorry about that . =)
4/19/2009 ♥
Weihao asked me about school and this was my answer:
Joker says (10:29 AM):
jasmine so how's ur studies?
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ says (10:40 AM):
damn its stressful ! imagine the first lessons and I'm finding it so hard to cope. i don know if its becos i've lost touch with studies for a long time or wad. i usually come home read through and then go through the qns again plus need to work. i do feel stress up already! bridging shldn't sound so stressful ya but it is too me. i feel stupid!!! #$$!$
Went to school today, lesson was at Management House - Namly Road. Jin Siong actually offered to pick me up but I think I will be causing inconvenience to him, so I decide to take a bus instead. Moreover, I have a straight bus to Namly Road. However, the detestable part was that I had to walk a distance from the bus stop. Its situated quite to the inner area of Namly Road, which is rather inaccessible.
Anyway, class as usual seemed quite unfamiliar to me but wasn't too tough to understand today. Need to read through my notes again though.
Jin Siong and I had our late lunch during the 15 minutes break at the Cafe. We had fish and chips but it sucks totally because it wasn't serve hot. On the other hand, we were both famished so finish up the whole plate. 15 minutes is really such a short break! We practically gobble our food down the throat. Anyway, I heard from Jenny boyfriend and Reagan that refreshments were provided during bridging course back then. Notes were also provided. How fortunate was that! We have none of these!
After school, Reagan, Kelvin and Jenny boyfriend came to pick me up. OMFG, I realize that my class mates are driving posh cars like Ferarri, BMW, etc etc and they're only around my age. =.=
Reagan, Kelvin, Jenny boyfriend and I headed Jalan Besar Pasta Inc. When we reach there we were like 30 minutes early and the restaurant has not open for operation yet. Thus, we walked over to Mustafa, since Jenny boyfriend wanted to explore the place because she hasn't been there before.
Our dinner was after Mustafa at Jalan Besar Pasta Inc as I've mention earlier.
Here's the web page for the Italian restaurant:
http://www.pastainc.biz/
We ordered:
1) PROSCIUTTO CON MELONE - to share
Thinly sliced Parma ham wrapped around wedges of sweet rock melon.
2) COZZE ALLA ARRABBIATA - to share
Fresh New Zealand mussels sautéed with freshly cut chili, garlic and white wine.Finally, served with our famous Arriabbiata tomato sauce.
3) Mushroom Soup - me and Jenny each
Creamy homemade soup with assorted wild mushrooms.
4) SPAGHETTI PESCATORE AL NERO DI SEPPIA - Reagan
Spaghetti cooked with fresh assorted seafood in a squid ink based sauce.
5) FETTUCCINE ALLA CARBONARA - Jenny boyfriend
Ribbon pasta cooked with bacon and onion in cream and white wine sauce with egg yoke.
6) LINGUINE AL FRUTTI DI MARE - Me
Flat spaghetti pasta cooked with fresh assorted seafood. Choices of tomato based, cream or white wine sauce.
7) SPAGHETTI ALLE VONGOLE IN BIANCO - Kelvin
Spaghetti pasta with fresh sautéed clams in white wine.
Ambience: 3.5 / 5
Service: 4.5 / 5
Food: 3 / 5
Value for $: 4 / 5
Random Pictures: ( I need to make Curry Pot Hair now because I can't leave my fringe all down covering my eyes T.T )
Yuan and I quarrelled again. He screamed at me like a mad man. He was saying I'm over demanding when I ask him to pick me up. But that was what he used to do when we started off. I know I shouldn't expect anything or make him obliged to pick me up. But I did not demand him to fetch me. He could have just politely rejected instead of unwillingly offer to pick me up.
The higher hopes and expectation you pinned on someone, the greater disappointment you get. Like neth told me, I shouldn't ask favour from him or anyone because when him / others fail me, I get disappointed and in a way or another it might cause a quarrel. So try to do everything by yourself instead of relying on someone else for a favour, which is true and I'm trying to learn this fact that I cannot ask a small favour from my boyfriend to pick me up from work / school / any other places. Sometimes I wonder, why some guys willingly pick up their girl friend any where any time without lamenting and its all out of their freewill because they really love their girlfriend and they wouldn't mind to do so right? Why is it so hard on him? What I'm more disappointed is he used to do it willingly, but gradually when his true colours show, he entirely change otherwise.
When we just started off, he was really sweet, caring and everything I want my boyfriend to be. I thought I was fortunate to have him, I thought I was blissful... Everything was like a sweet dream and eventually turned into a night mare when he totally change. Everything I like about him, every forte becomes a flaw now. Every morning, I wished I wake up seeing my man smiling at me and greeting me morning. It all started this way though, but now all I get from him in the morning is just harsh attitude. I'm beginning to feel terrify every morning when I wake up and realise that the person beside me is like a stranger to me. We're so near yet so far. We're merely drifting apart.
I didn't want to give up Law at any point of my life, but it was Yuan who came into my life and gave me the courage to put everything aside because I really deserve to be treated better, I really deserve someone better, and I thought he could provide me with the things that what Law couldn't. I thought he would make me believe in love once again. But I was all wrong when his true colour shows. Sometimes I feel he's far worse than Law. I was searching for the thing that Law couldn't provide me with like a sense of security and etc. ( The 20% I couldn't find in Law, I went searching and then now I realize I've lost the 80% of him which I actually needed. )
Seriously, I don't know if I'm forgiving, magnanimous or merely forgetful. Everytime when yuan piss the hell out of me and I get angry for awhile, the next moment or next day I forget about it. Like I say, I'm continuously giving chance for him to realize his mistake and change for the better, which I also know I'm giving him yet another chance to antagonize and hurt me.
Yup, I have to admit that he's not the guy I love most, but since we're already together I should take this relationship seriously and give him, me and this relationship a chance. Everyone deserves a chance before you deem him as hopeless, before you give up on everything. I don't know if my perspective regarding relationship is acceptable to others or not. But everyone has different views and perception towards the same issue, thus there's no right or wrong. I'm just taking a risk, a chance, a bet putting my time and effort at stake.
Actually, I'm quite contradicting myself because in my heart there's only this special one who is significant but I know he'll hurt me even more because I love him. Every little things he does, every single lie he says, just everything little things will impact and inflict a DEEPER pain in me because I really do love him. And things are never gonna change until he decides to come back.
I don't wanna be always fretting over relationship, thus I don't wanna think too much. Just let nature take its course. Now my priorities is just myself, working, earning more $ and study. I don't want to deviate from my priorities and wallow in self-pity though yes I'm still human with feelings and would naturally feel upset/angry/disappointed and every other feelings human RIGHTFULLY has!
Labels: 19 April 09 - Sunday
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