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DA GIRL ♥

Jasmine ♥
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04 Oct
Short
Skinny
Long black and brownish hair
Small eyes
Big Nose
Simply Ugly
Attitude
Narcissistic
Capricious
Extrovert
Sensitive
Cynical
Canossa Convent Primary
Saint Anthony Canossian Convent
NYP Finance Services(Graduated)
SIM - Banking and Finance (Part time UOL)


[一个人生活]


Total Visits since 01 Mar 2009:




MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com

HER LURFES ♥

HIM ; Lawrence aka Fatty Tan ♥
Shopping
Dolling Up
KTV
Singing
Travelling
Taking pictures
Listening to Music
Chill out
Sleeping
Slacking
Friends: Sharon, Julia, Bei boy, Jasmine Tan, Linda, Ah An, Clara, Neth, Roswina, Max, Pal, Suriani, Jenny bf, Reagan, Yashi, Jiang Hao, Jeffrey, Sandy, Sze Ping, Elaine, Lay Eng, Celine, Jessie, Annie
Family
 My bday(04 Oct; pressie please!)
Valentine(14 Feb)
Pink
White
 Drinks: Jasmine Green Tea, Coke, Red Bull, Lemon Tea, Mango Juice
Fruits: Mango, Honey Dew, Grapes, Apple, Strawberries, Banana, Guava with LOTS oF Pulm Powder
Food: bEef stEak, ScallOp, crAb, lObster, PraWn, chEese fRies, Salted Popcorn with LOTS of Butter, Cup corn with LOTS oF Butter, MOS Burger, Minestrone Soup, Teriyaki Chicken burger, KFC Drumsticks, Long John, Onion Ring
Snacks: KinDer bReunO, Super Ring, Lays


HATES
Red Beans/Green Beans
PaPaya
WaterMelon
Root Beer
Hor Fun
Loh Mee
Bastards & Flirts
Bitches & Sluts
Attention Seekers
Childishness
Egoistic, Arrogant, Supercilious People
Attitude Problem
Myself







HER WANTS ♥

mOi wiSh LisT

-more dresses, more skirts, more tops-
-LV Damier Neverfull and Chanel Bag-
-$$$ and more $$$-
-IPL legs and hands-
-Go DRX Clinic-
-repair aircon-
-renovate room-
-Travel to Australia, US, Europe and Japan. Go Taiwan again-


New Resolution:

1) Learn to cook
2) Punctual
3) Sleep early
4) Exercise
5) Save up
6) Bring mummy and sister out more often
7) Slim down
8) Complete my degree



HER MEMORIES ♥

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人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四个人。 第一个是自己, 第二个是你最爱的人， 第三个是最爱你的人， 第四个是共度一生的人. 首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉； 因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人； 当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的， 也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。 但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人； 你最爱的，往往没有选择你； 最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的； 而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的， 只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。 你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？ 没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你， 可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了， 他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你； 同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。 当一个人不爱你要离开你， 你要问自己还爱不爱他， 如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开； 如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐， 希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止， 你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了， 而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？ 爱不是占有， 你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里， 但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。 换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有， 让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆， 如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏： 爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点， 绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子， 万一变不成就不爱他了。 真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的， 你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你； 真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。 毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得； 分开是一种必然的考验， 如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输， 真爱是不会变成怨恨的。 两人在谈情说爱的时候， 最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓， 就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人， 而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际： 海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱! 明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒； 就算会，也活不到那时候。 许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言， 最好是承诺做不到的事， 反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧， 请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人” 在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套； 讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。 你呢？找到了第几个？ 茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？

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designer- X pictures- X
brushes- XXX
hosts- XX
fonts- X

for the brushes part , i try to credit as much as i can .
for those things i got from deviantart , i really cannot remember e poster of e pic or brushes . sorry about that . =)








10/30/2009 ♥



话 已经讲晚 爱已风干
心 不再摇晃 梦早已存档
谁在寂寞的空港 催促这离去的航班

只能这样 删去你的影响 就没有遗憾
这次我很坚强 不再有幻想
你的梦不够宽敞 装不下我的泪两行
今夜我就要离航

冰凉月光 走进没有爱情的空港
忘掉感伤 忘掉所有替你圆的谎
无力伪装 天塌下来就让别人去扛

没有你那又怎样 你真的不必再勉强
我不会再有期望 今夜就要把你释放

乘着月光 航向没有梦想的空港
面对忧伤 面对明天我会更勇敢
不怕风霜 告诉自己就在这里松绑
没有你 就是这样

沉沦月光 停在没有回忆的空港
独自流觞 抱着自己好好哭一场
不再迷惘 不再给你再有任何想象
没有你 不会怎样

就把你遗忘 (把你遗忘)

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Been busy busy today - Tiring, hectic but fruitful day :)

Work is busy. I'm starting to feel the stress coming in with PILES OF WORK not completed. Got to work even harder.

After work meet up Marcus at Toa Payoh. He accompanied me to Far East. I went to get a costume for tomorrow's Halloween party!!! Guess what would I be wearing? I'm not telling you now though. Subsequently when I post the photos up, you'll see. :)

I'm anticipating for tomorrow's party!!! Gonna party with Wawa aka Acacia and James, etc. They're my childhood friends, knew them since I'm 14-15? Yea, from Parkway! I wrote on my blog before that I miss those days. And finally time to meet up and its also my first time attending Halloween Party! I GUESS IT'LL BE HELL FUN! :D

Wawa and James came down alittle while to look at the costumes I tried on. Finally decided on the one that suits me best.

After that, took a bus down to Ang Mo Kio 233 with Marcus to meet Clara star and Seng :) Had favourite crab, cereal prawn and broccoli with scallop - the usual dishes.

Clara send me home after dinner, Yashi came to pick me up for movie at Down Town East. I've made reservations for the movie earlier on in the afternoon. Wanting and Kong ba met us directly in the movie.

So we caught, Michael Jackson's This Is It.



Its not a movie, but rather a behind the scene rehearsal for his concert. Its such a pity he couldn't accomplish this concert that all his fans have been anticipating. I think the concert would have been great, perfect.

I do like MJ, but I'm not like his hardcore fan. Do enjoy watching it.
Worth it; watch it.
Apart from that, if you're MJ's fan, I don't see why you should miss this.

Rate : 3.5 / 5


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Watch Nephew Kryence's Videos - He's so uber adorable

http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/video/video.php?v=159263683756&ref=mf

http://www.facebook.com/jaccs25?ref=ts#/video/video.php?v=162213658756&ref=mf

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10/28/2009 ♥

If you think I'm crying because of you - NO!
I'm just crying because I think I'm stupid enough to hurt other people because of you!
and the stupid things I've done because of you.
the things I had to give up.

YOU JERK, YOU ASSHOLE.

I just hope no other girls will fall in the same trap as me and HL!
Don't come back and hurt fellow girls in Singapore.
YOU SERIOUSLY SHOULD STAY AT PHILIPPINES AND F THE HELL OUT WITH THE FILIPPINOS.

I WILL PRAY FOR YOU THAT YOU DONT GET AIDS.

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Just got home at 12am. Today daddy Yashi picked me up from school. =) This what friends are for. He always know when is the time I really need THAT ATTENTION.

Drove over to Beach Cabana. Had chicken chop there and drank alittle. The chicken chop taste good. Like it. Had a good time pouring out and also discussed alot on other various matters. Good and quality time spend together.

Well. . . Talking about Beach Cabana. Its a place filled with memories. Good or bad??? Up to individual to interpret. Well. . . A place where it all started...

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Friends feel sad when you cry,
friends cry with you...
friends wipe your tears....

Am I right?

Yani darling just told me, "jz dun wan u to cry, it hurts to see u cry". Thanks darling. =) Touched and love you.

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10/27/2009 ♥

hello world,

i've so many things i wanted to confess and admit,

but i guess i'm just too much a coward to let the world know.

i really admire people who are brave enough to admit, brave enough to handle all these by themselves. most importantly, the less bothered attitude of what others might say or think of them.

i'm really not that strong. not that brave.

i really hope i could go back and stop all these from happening.

i hate myself so much.

because i didnt want to share with people,
i've been keeping it deep inside,
and struggling this severe pain inflicted
all by myself.

i guess i'm the only one who can lead myself out of this depression.

i have to;
and i will do it.

all by myself.

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lawrence,
u no longer mean anything to me anymore.

ive told you before.
i can find 101 reasons to leave u;
but theres only 1 reason that is holding me on,
and that WAS BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.
eventually one day when i no longer love you;
whatever u are going to do will no longer matter.

this is it now;
i no longer love you...



第一次你陪我坐着
我的手心是空空的
我知道那些简讯声你努力藏着
还怕我难过

不追问到底为什么
是我最后的温柔
想笑着附和说分开是好的
但我们却怎么 一起哭了

我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得 只是该停了
没有我你要好好的

我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的 错了就错了
不用担心我 我不爱你了

不追问到底为什么
是我最后的温柔
想笑着附和说分开是好的
但我们却怎么 一起哭了

我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得 只是该停了
没有我你要好好的

我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的 错了就错了
不用担心我 我不爱你了

至少你记忆里的我 是微笑的
亲爱的 有你牵着我的那些日子
真的好快乐

我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得 只是该停了
没有我你要好好的

我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的 错了就错了
不用担心我 我走了

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10/26/2009 ♥

Kryence is having rashes on his face. Really poor thing. See already so heart pain ok!









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10/25/2009 ♥

sometimes i think i'm going crazy thinking about thingsssssssssss

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My eldest sister before she was married









This is one of the reason I don't wanna get married
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They both are fatties now. =x

I think she's going to kill me if she sees this. =x

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I'm sure both of us have my mum genes. Mummy use to be very slim before she was married too and now she is one big round thing. LOL

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My mum has successfully turn my cream colour jacket into cream + yellow + white spots jacket, after the first wash.





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24 Oct 09 - Saturday

Aunt Gina came to pick me up for checkup at Katong. We went to the Sinseh there. My cousin Jerome got his thighs hurt, my aunt got her back hurt and for me its my arm. The Sinseh said something about my vein and bought me over to a room where she started poking needles into me! OMG I just didn't dare to look at my arm while she's doing the procedures.

Chinese doctor can be so miraculous, my arm feel loosen. My arm now can move much freely already, though it still hurts alittle and I'm still on medication prescribe by her.

I hope it heals by Friday so I won't have to visit Tan Tock Seng again. . . I don't wanna go Physiotherapy too. I AM NOT HANDICAP~

I wanna thanks my aunt so much for bringing me there even though she was really busy. She even paid for the expenses. Thanks.

Thanks Buddy An for caring about me, you're the one who constantly ask me about my arm and offer to bring me to the clinic, hospital, etc etc

Thanks Yashi for accompanying me at Tan Tock Seng. Appreciate this 'Daddy' alot! :D
Thanks Jenny boyfriend, Reagan, Lawrence ASSHOLE and Neth neth for the care and concern :)

Love you all...

My brother in law, sister with Kryence came to pick me up at Katong for granny's place. Granny is staying with my 3rd uncle and family. They moved over to Deroyale at around Thomson / Balestier area.

http://www.singaporeexpats.com/singapore-property-pictures/condo/deroyale.htm



The view from the balcony. I think it looks great. These are the facilities in the condo.

Swimming pool
Wading pool
Spa pool
Jacuzzi
Gym
Steam room
Tennis Court
BBQ Corner
Playground
Rock climbing wall
Foot reflexology path
Fitness station





Just by the pool at 2nd storey, there is a chill out place. I love this area.







So some relatives were playing majong in the function room and rest BBQ-ing. Granny looks happy and optimistic even though she's already on wheelchair. I love her bubbliness.

I was sitting around, staring into space, playing with Kryence most of the time. . . Don't really interact much with my family members though.

Heard from cousin brother in law that he's helping up in daddy and uncle's business. Well. . . Good that there's someone who will take over the business in the future. Too bad we're all girls and can't help up much there. Anyway, just hope my uncle's work load wouldn't be that bad after daddy left. Hope business is doing good too :)

Left around 9pm, brother in law sent me over to Bugis. Met up with Yiren first and headed to K Suites at Iluma while waiting for Jenny boyfriend. Jenny boyfriend came very soon.



















TVs, you can watch your soccer there too




Computer with Internet access


Touch screen to select songs, etc (Works like Iphone)


Uncle Yiren singing



Uncle already still want to act young. haha










Kelvin came to find Yiren before we left, so he took this picture for us, Jenny boyfriend has her normal smiling face in this picture, while the two of us looks like idiots. =x


Its slightly steep at K Suites though. But for people who are going in big groups I think it'll be good. While waiting for your turn to sing, there are computer with Internet access and TV for soccer channel to entertain you :D The room are also design in various concept. Nice place.

Reagan came to pick us up when we finish singing. The 3 of us chatted in the car below my block for a long time. :D

Have also caught - My Sister's Keeper with Yashi and Marcus



The story is really touching but movie extremely draggy. This girl was born and had alot of illness... In order to save her, her parents had to engineered a test tube baby who is able to donate blood, bone narrow, etc etc that is suitable for her.

After many years, she's still always falling very ill. She had leukemia and slowly her kidneys dysfunction. She wants to die, instead of struggling on with her life. In order for her to do so, she asked her sister to sue her parents for taking 'things' from her body without her consent.

Her sister is very much willing to donate her kidneys to her, but because she love her sister so much, she helped her.

However before the day of operation, she passed away. Also that the court case was successful...

Rate: 3 / 5

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10/24/2009 ♥

i woke up from a dream, feeling very lost... i cant help but my heartache n i cry

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still learning to let gooooooo

i'm feeling so sick now.
headache
backache
stomach bloated
swollen arm

=(

nights world.

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10/22/2009 ♥

Came back from dinner with Rei and Peggy at Bugis Sakae :) Had a good time updating ourselves about one another. Also rant about our frustrations - All of us are on the same boat. Therefore, lots of lamenting just now but it was good release of anger.

Will meet up soon girls, arrange for shopping, club or KTV yea :D









I think I'm putting on alot of weight again. =(
I hate being FAT.

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10/19/2009 ♥

Just got home from school awhile ago. My body feels like its breaking and I'm mentally and physically worn out now.

Need to go get a shower, eat medicine and prepare for bed. I'm sooooo ubbbberrrr tirrredd. 24 hours is really way too short. Don't you find it?

Was on my school just now and encounter something weird again. Not that this incident is weird, but the things he said was very much not expected. Like WHY WOULD SOMEONE REPLY IN THIS WAY? Its just funny weird.

Was crossing the over head bridge across Toa Payoh flyover. Walked past this group of people, nothing special, so I kept going. Anyway saw my bus on the way over to the bus stop, so I took quicker steps down the bridge (Its slope not stairs).

This guy I suppose from that group of people came walking over to me (quickly). Well. . . and and and and. Nothing to tell you about the details. But the reply when I say No, its ok. He reply "NO ITS NOT OK" when I refuse to give him my number. mmm..

At the back of my mind I was thinking if I'm on some candid camera, gotcha, or just for laughs.

Why would someone reply in such a strange way. LOLx. He just sounded alittle funny.

My bus came very soon, so I just boarded the bus.

Well, anyway I bought a pretty cardigan today from Novena Square. I like it alot :) Had KFC for lunch.

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霓虹刺眼 就到我怀里
好好的睡一会 别走太远
爱是会被距离拉断的线
我多想丧失记忆
砸碎那些被撕裂的过去
和你紧紧的抱在一起
不想再去那里
我真的可以剪了发
变了样 忘了她
爱总是教人迷惑到底
也教人彻底的醒来
我真可以戒了菸
断了酒 忘了她
我的心都在 只要你别离开
满城心碎 让你我捂住耳朵
逃得远远 爱的黑街
凭什么让人找不到诺言
不忍让你看我哭
所以用手蒙上你的泪眼
我确定你会相信我的
才会这样的等

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NAKED BOY







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