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DA GIRL ♥
Jasmine ♥
:D
04 Oct
Short
Skinny
Long black and brownish hair
Small eyes
Big Nose
Simply Ugly
Attitude
Narcissistic
Capricious
Extrovert
Sensitive
Cynical
Canossa Convent Primary
Saint Anthony Canossian Convent
NYP Finance Services(Graduated)
SIM - Banking and Finance (Part time UOL)
[一个人生活]
Total Visits since 01 Mar 2009:
HER LURFES ♥
HIM ; Lawrence aka Fatty Tan ♥
Shopping
Dolling Up
KTV
Singing
Travelling
Taking pictures
Listening to Music
Chill out
Sleeping
Slacking
Friends: Sharon, Julia, Bei boy, Jasmine Tan, Linda, Ah An, Clara, Neth, Roswina, Max, Pal, Suriani, Jenny bf, Reagan, Yashi, Jiang Hao, Jeffrey, Sandy, Sze Ping, Elaine, Lay Eng, Celine, Jessie, Annie
Family
My bday(04 Oct; pressie please!)
Valentine(14 Feb)
Pink
White
Drinks: Jasmine Green Tea, Coke, Red Bull, Lemon Tea, Mango Juice
Fruits: Mango, Honey Dew, Grapes, Apple, Strawberries, Banana, Guava with LOTS oF Pulm Powder
Food: bEef stEak, ScallOp, crAb, lObster, PraWn, chEese fRies, Salted Popcorn with LOTS of Butter, Cup corn with LOTS oF Butter, MOS Burger, Minestrone Soup, Teriyaki Chicken burger, KFC Drumsticks, Long John, Onion Ring
Snacks: KinDer bReunO, Super Ring, Lays
HATES
Red Beans/Green Beans
PaPaya
WaterMelon
Root Beer
Hor Fun
Loh Mee
Bastards & Flirts
Bitches & Sluts
Attention Seekers
Childishness
Egoistic, Arrogant, Supercilious People
Attitude Problem
Myself
HER WANTS ♥
-more dresses, more skirts, more tops-
-LV Damier Neverfull and Chanel Bag-
-$$$ and more $$$-
-IPL legs and hands-
-Go DRX Clinic-
-repair aircon-
-renovate room-
-Travel to Australia, US, Europe and Japan. Go Taiwan again-
New Resolution:
1) Learn to cook
2) Punctual
3) Sleep early
4) Exercise
5) Save up
6) Bring mummy and sister out more often
7) Slim down
8) Complete my degree
HER MEMORIES ♥
05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004
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人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四个人。 第一个是自己, 第二个是你最爱的人， 第三个是最爱你的人， 第四个是共度一生的人. 首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉； 因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人； 当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的， 也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。 但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人； 你最爱的，往往没有选择你； 最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的； 而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的， 只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。 你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？ 没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你， 可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了， 他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你； 同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。 当一个人不爱你要离开你， 你要问自己还爱不爱他， 如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开； 如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐， 希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止， 你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了， 而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？ 爱不是占有， 你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里， 但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。 换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有， 让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆， 如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏： 爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点， 绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子， 万一变不成就不爱他了。 真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的， 你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你； 真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。 毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得； 分开是一种必然的考验， 如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输， 真爱是不会变成怨恨的。 两人在谈情说爱的时候， 最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓， 就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人， 而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际： 海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱! 明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒； 就算会，也活不到那时候。 许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言， 最好是承诺做不到的事， 反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧， 请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人” 在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套； 讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。 你呢？找到了第几个？ 茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？
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DARLINKS ♥
CHATTERBOX ♥
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CREDITS ♥
designer- X pictures- X
brushes- XXX
hosts- XX
fonts- X
for the brushes part , i try to credit as much as i can .
for those things i got from deviantart , i really cannot remember e poster of e pic or brushes . sorry about that . =)
6/30/2007 ♥
是你在那個雨季
闖進我生命
帶著一點任性和迷路的表情
是你在那個雨季
趕走了孤寂
溫暖的手融化還我僅有的堅定
天上億萬顆星星
我卻只看見妳要說這是幸運
還是不可思議
身邊有太多風景
我卻停在這裡說我傻的可以
還不是因為你
是妳的聲音
帶給我勇氣
戀愛的頻率
直達我心底
如果妳願意
是的我願意
來做我幸福的主旋律
從前都是謎
現在我相信天空會放晴
愛會更甜蜜如果妳願意
是的我願意愛的主旋律
永遠唱下去
啦啦啦
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VoAA_MspLg0&mode=related&search=
Labels: 爱的主旋律
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
♥
WTF. I wake up and have a SHOCK. Yesterday just clear 100+ mails from friendster. Now I getting spams from multiply. Someone update their multiply and send them to friends and + other mails too. I have 400+ mails! *faint*
Labels: wtf
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
♥
Ah Xin
其实还爱你
我讨厌阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你
like this song :)
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
♥
min home
on the way out
partyworld
in sis bf car
min home
min during lunch time at the usual place slacking with colleagues (Me, Celine, Jessie, Christy, Annie, Kathleen, Eddy, Tristan)
I show you all something but please don't laugh ok.
because I know I can go very crazy~ =x
because I know I can go very crazy~ =x
*ga ga*MONSTER
*hmphz happily?*
*bleahz*
*pouts*
*twist*
when min forgets her hair clip. She uses a paper clip =x
when min forgets her hair clip. She uses a paper clip =x
when min forgets her hair clip. She uses a paper clip =x
Labels: the crazy things I do
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
♥
Was supposed to go out with my colleagues today. But most of them couldn't make it. Well, we'll meet up soon k! MUST!
Talking to Celine online now.
We're talking about how much we miss Sze Phing.
Days were so happy when she's in the office with us.
I miss those days so much.
And when she's around.
She always encourages me.
She advices me.
She sees me teared.
ALWAYS
She wipes my tears
She cries with me
She laughs with me
We gossip together.
I really really miss those days...
So... Its time for us to meet up already! Must arrange k!
Today I was so grouchy.
So moody
So sad
So disappointed
So stressed up
So tired and drained out
The mixed emotions overwhelming me...
BUT
I'm so grateful...
That I always have friends around me to talk to me, cheer me up.
Today Hui Guat (Finance Manager from Cleantech), used to be my lunch partner when we eat with Cheryl. She chatted about lots of stuffs when I stayed back in the office.
She's a mother of two, and of course a very successful and matured lady.
I respect her alot.
I always love hearing opinions from friends
I'll learn new things from every friend I meet
Good and Not so good friends.
At the end of the day.
I learnt and experience different values from ALL of them
Everyone influences you in a different way
And I appreciate all these
Today Hui Guat says
maybe I could go for some lessons to upgrade myself
maybe cooking lessons,
driving lessons,
taking up new sports, etc
at least I'll be able to learn new things that will follow me through life
always going out (like clubbing, etc etc)
or even work (work is still work only)
they're just part and parcel of life
its not a permanent thing that will follow you through your life
unlike
going to some lessons or reading more books
you may learn new stuffs
that will add attributes to your life permanently
She also explained to me alot about r/s
about educating children
We need to learn more
so that next time we can also nurture and educate our children the right way
instill in them the right values
I did OT till 7pm even though almost 98% of the people had left
I don't have any more work to rush
Since I won't be going out with my colleagues anymore
I really don't know what to do if I leave the office
suddenly my mind went blank
Though I know...
If I wanna go out
There absolutely will be a place to go
But then again...
Its probably going out with guys again...
So...
I rather stay alittle longer in the office.
Then leave around 7+pm for home.
Once I reach home; I washed up and concuss till around 11+pm
So...
Its Friday night.
And I'm at home staring at my computer aimlessly.
Hope tomorrow will be a better day. =)
Wanna leave all my miseries and unhappiness I have today here.
And walk on ahead stress-free ya.
我会快乐
after dear cleared my friendster message
now I only have one message inside.
dated Saturday, 18 February, 2006 =)
我想要说如果没有了你我该如何往下走
so I asked what I want to:
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg efforts nt recognise says:
dear i have so many tings that i dont understand why u do. why u like to add girls ? and who is stawberri and who is maki. why are they ur featured.
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg efforts nt recognise says:
and why do u always want to quarrel with me over trivial matters.
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg efforts nt recognise says:
ist because u dont love me n treasure me enoff
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg efforts nt recognise says:
i think of this just now... and + all the emails and work i'm having. so i was unhappy just now
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
they add mi i also paisei reject..nvm later i go delete k?sorri...
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
n strawberi is my cousin sis la
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg efforts nt recognise says:
no la
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
n maki is my frenz
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg efforts nt recognise says:
i just want to know
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg efforts nt recognise says:
i nv expect u to del
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
u don liek then i go change
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg efforts nt recognise says:
doesnt matter :)
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
i love u n i treasure u
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
i swear
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
i realli scare i lose u
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg efforts nt recognise says:
realli ?
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
tat y i m so protective
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
swear la
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg efforts nt recognise says:
but u always want to quarrel with me
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg efforts nt recognise says:
until u resort to say wan to break up
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg efforts nt recognise says:
and dont even talk to me
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
maybe over this small thing
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
not maybe is yes
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
no la..
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
tat one waas too angry
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
realli very very angry
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
sorri
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
i wont le k?
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
sorri
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg efforts nt recognise says:
ok
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
dear
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg efforts nt recognise says:
dont like tat again
*min smiles* :)
when he gives me the reassurance
it makes me feel that things done for him is worth-while
contented
i'll do anything I can for you :) of cos if its within my limits :D
*bleahz*
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
♥
All the floods I had today...
When I delete them. Less than 5 mins I get another pop out.
dear had to help me log in to reject my friend request and clear 1400+ of my messages.
Once in awhile is ok. But if its constantly, it makes people frustrated.
Labels: wtf
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
6/29/2007 ♥
Today things just ain't getting on fine.
My work load is weighing me down.
They're throwing task on me when I already have mine own stuffs to do.
And early in the morning, had a tiff with dear.
and...
How do you feel when you have put in tons of effort in the r/s and your boyfriend never recognize them.
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
y my gd frenz gf do wat my frenz ask do y u cannot
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
nvm
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
don change
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
forget it
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
i can wad
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
wadever u want me to do
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
i do it for u
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
i say nvm
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
why do u always say i nv
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
don change
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
so hurting! when i do tings for u
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
and u dont see it!
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
wat u do
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
many tins
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
many frenz
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
i dont talk to them already
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
cos u don like
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
hw many?
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
1
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
2
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
or 3
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
but there still hundred fews
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
wat for
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
i say nvm
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
i'm cutting down wad
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
as u wish
♥*Jåsmiñê*♥ aKa uGLy dUckLiNg says:
why u want say like that
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
go tok as u wish
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
i don care
*LaWrEnCe TaN*YEAH!!!!!!I PASSED MY TP!!!!!miss singapore alot!!! says:
liao
Its not that I do not want to change my hp no.
I have my own reasons like I've explained:
1) I have too many friends to inform that I've change my no.
2) I treasure my friends. I still want to contact them. (like people from my secondary school, people from parkway, etc etc)
3) I don't give my no away to people whom I don't know. And I don't add them on friendster when they add me! But you did! *hmphz*
4) The prank callers MAY BE my friend's friends. Some how they will be able to get my new no again
5) How do you know that things will get better when I have a new no. There's no guarantee. But having to lose most of my contact is a guarantee.
There are so many inconveniences. Thats why.
If your concern was because of the prank calls and for my well being. Yes, I'll do.
I do not ask of you to always repeat yourself.
But I just need you to explain to me why is changing my no the best alternative. Because I already have my own stand. Just need reasons to let me change my mind.
And from the call. The person knows where I'm staying...
Then tell me how now.
But if its because you do not want me to contact some of my guy friends
then why is it that you can have many contacts of girls in your phone
and you do contact them
yet
I'm not supposed to?
I'm not trying to defy or quarrel back
Just want to know why
Things that you want me to do, I will do but I have to be convince first
And I personally do not like unfairness alright.
Things you wish I will or will not do
You need to adhere to it as well
Right?
I know I have to put myself in your shoes.
But have you?
I really hate to quarrel with you
because I'm worry that I'll lose you at the end of the day
but it seems to me that you ain't concern about being together or not
You're not around and you know I'm sad
but
why is it so that we still have to quarrel over trivial matters?
You say I haven't done anything for you. I always don't listen to you.
Tell me what have I not done.
=(
Things I do for you will never be recognise by you
and
it will always be insufficient
and sometimes it really hard on me to know how much you distrust me
you jumped into conclusion that I wasn't at home and say all those stuffs to me
I was very disappointed
very sad
but
because I love you too much to scold or quarrel with you
I kept quiet
But
its not the case for you
you always want to quarrel with me
and then avoid talking to me for DAYS
sometimes you even say things like you want a break up
do you not know how I feel?
*disappointed*
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
♥
the whole list of friend request today. o.O? Its morning only; I wonder how much my mails I will receive at the end of the day
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
♥
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
♥
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=In5uec02E8U (I hope I have a baby as cute as this little girl) LOVE LOVE LOVE! So Cute!
Anyway I'm just back from K-ing at Bishan with my family members. We're celebrating my 2nd sister birthday. hehe.
Attendance:
1) Mum
2) 1st Sister
3) Lawrence LIM (Sis's bf)
4) 2nd Sister
5) Uncle Steven
6) Aunt Gina
Uncle just change his car~~~
Anyway heard from my aunt that my cousin was suppose to represent Singapore to compete in one sport event at Malaysia. But because he punch someone in school, thats why he was forbid to go. What a pity~~~
Anyway Happy Birthday my sister Teresa~
Daddy not home yet... Should be with that group of stupid old ah bengs drinking or gambling again. Loathe some~
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
6/28/2007 ♥
Just now during my lunch time, I went to the Bugis temple again. Today I didn't get a very good divination.
It says the current situation isn't very good
and I should stay put and not do anything
Have to be patience and the outcome will be favourable
Hmm...
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
♥
min min is so frustrated at work today!
The printer jammed many times!
I hate it! Its so time consuming.
Antagonising when you're trying to get your work done.
On top of all these.
I'm receiving calls in the middle of the night which interrupted my sleep!
Do you know how frustrating its getting me?
PLEASE STOP CALLING ME in the middle of the night!
And when I don't even know WHO THE HELL IS ON THE LINE!
Its not funny ok!
I hate callers who ask me to guess who are they.
Childish!
And I don't have time for all these
And how many times must I say! DONT CALL ME USING PRIVATE NO!
People don't listen!
Are you all dumb or what! FUCK YOU!
Don't you know I have to work early in the morning! WHY CALL ME IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.
ITS 2AM YOU KNOW?
I keep getting pranks calls!
My email floods
I hate all these
Somtimes I have so many msn popping on my screen at the same time!
I really have no time for all these
Sometimes I know people cares.
But then I don't need them to ask me how am I EVERYDAY!~
I get very annoyed at times.
And I have a boyfriend
I don't really need attention from NEW FRIENDS. I DONT NEED ANYMORE NEW FRIENDS. ESPECIALLY GUYS.
UNDERSTAND?
Stop irritating me!
Yesterday Night unknown person call at 2am.
Him: Where are you?
Me: At home
Him: What you doing?
Me: I want to sleep liao
Him: You stay blk 41 right?
Me: Ya. Why? I want to sleep liao
Him: Which floor you stay?
Me: WHY? I want to sleep liao
Me: Who are you?
Him: Which floor you stay?
Me: Tell me who are you first
Him: You tell me which floor you stay at. Then I'll tell you who I am
Me: I don't even know who are you. Why must I tell you which floor I stay at
Him: 4th floor?
Me: No
Him: 8th floor?
Me: No!
Me: Who is this?
Him: You tell me which floor you stay and you'll know who I am
Me: Why should I tell you when I don't even know who is this
Him: You have a boyfriend isit?
Me: Yes.
Him: How long have you been together with him
Me: Ok la. Quite awhile
Him: Is your boyfriend Bei Boy
Me: NO LA! Beiboy is my good friend! I know him since kindergarden!
Him: But I saw you holding his hands
Me: NO! I DIDN'T!
Him: You want to sleep liao huh? Ok la. You go sleep first!
Me: TELL ME WHO ARE YOU FIRST
Him: You go sleep. You go sleep!
Me: How can I sleep when I keep thinking about who I'm speaking to NOW!
He hang up the call! FUCK! I DON'T KNOW WHO ARE YOU.
I don't think its any of my chup lao friends. Cause most of them have been to my place before.
And how can my friends not know that I have a boyfriend.
And chup lao people knows that Bei Boy is gonna have a baby with his wife soon!
FUCK IT! WHO THE HELL ARE YOU?
And I'm repeating myself again!
My good friends are:
1) Ah Tong - Chup lao
2) Bei Boy - Chup lao
3) Ah An - Chup lao
4) Neth - Chup lao
5) Clara (i love you as my friend :) )
6) Sharon - since pri
7) Julia - since pri
8) Yanie - poly
9) Winnie - ABN
10) Yun Sun - ABN
11) Geok Ling - poly
12) Bee Khim -poly
13) Pei Shan - poly
14) Xiao Qi - poly
15) Jean - poly
16) Jiang Hao - poly
17) Hui Zhen - poly
18) Jenny (MY BOYFRIEND) - poly
19) Esther - poly
20) Daniel - poly
21) Pal - poly
22) Max - poly
23) Yashi - rL7
24) Merv - rL7
25) Ah Xian - rL7
26) Wanting - rL7
27) Roob - rL7
28) Ah Bao - rL7
29) Sandy - childhood friend
30) Sze Phing - sembcorp
31) Tristan - sembcorp
32) Annie - sembcorp
33) Christy - sembcorp
34) Jessie - sembcorp
35) Celine - sembcorp
36) Normy
37) Rozliana
38) Roswina
The day before yesterday: (another prank call from different callers. Cause its different voice)
Him: You at home ah?
Me: No. At work. WHY.
then I realise he sounds familiar but I don't know who is that
Me: Who is that
Him: I'm nicky. I know you from Momo. You gave me your number the other time.
Me: Never
Him: Have la. Maybe you're drunk then you don't remember?
Me: NO!
Him: What No?
Me: I never give anyone my number
Him: Erm, No la. I was with my friends. I saw you before at Momo. Anyway I'm nick
Me: Who gave you my number
Him: How can I tell you.
Me: SIAO. Why should I even talk to you when you can't even tell me who gave you my number
Him: Ok. I'm nick. Can be friends?
Me: CRAZY!
Then I hang up the line.
You GUYS are really scaring me ok!
Why do I always have to bump into molesters ( I know I look timid. But I despise men who take advantage of girl's weaknesses! )
Why do I need to put up with people when they give me that stares on the streets ( am I alien? )
Why do I always have to receive prank calls
I HATE ALL THESE!
In fact I've been having prank calls since 2005 during my poly days.
I've made police report and took the report to starhub for assistance!
But they are of no help!
I feel so helpless.
WHO CAN HELP ME?
dear asked me to tell my parents. But what else can they do about it? And they don't even bother.
I used to ask my guy friends or Adam to pick up the calls from that pervert. But he will only hang up and still continue to call me once in awhile. It lasted for years! Till now I receive calls from him. Feel so so so HELPLESS about it.
Changing my number isn't a good alternative too.
I have so many friends who has my number
How should I tell everyone of them that I've change my number
and what if this person is my friend's friend? He will be able to retrieve my new number somehow.
And when I ASKED for you people to not call me using private number. PEOPLE NEVER TAKE MY WORDS SERIOUSLY.
When I don't answer the private calls. They call MANY TIMES.
When I finally answer. They asked why do I not PICK UP!
FUCK LA
SO FRUSTRATING!
And so many of my friends are using private number.
Even dear's house number is private.
Then HOW?!
How can I avoid not answering private no?
I HATE ALL THESE LA.
LEAVE ME ALONE CAN?
of cause I'm not asking my current friends to leave me alone.!
I appreciate every of my friends and treasure all of them
I love them~ cause they're always stood by me when I'm down
Giving me alot of advices and encouragement.
Grateful to have all of you.
But I don't really need new friends. OK?
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
♥
Today I had OT till 9+pm. Tired~~~ Then after that I walked over to City Link to meet Sharon. Went over to her place for dinner. After she packed her stuffs then we came over to my place. She's over here now :D hehe. =)
Sorry for not meeting Yanie yesterday for dinner.
Sorry for not having fondue with hippo too.
Recently pretty tired and busy with work. So sorry that I can't always spend time with my friends~~~
Anyway schedule for this week:
Thurday: KTV with my family to celebrate my 2nd sister birthday
Friday: Maybe going out with colleagues to drink
Saturday: Jean's birthday Party
Sunday: Mel's birthday Party
Monday: Should be meeting Yanie for dinner
One of these days should be meeting for fondue.
And I haven't watch fantastic four and I wanna watch Transformer too!
I wanna go shop at Far East too!!!
>.<
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
6/26/2007 ♥
The important part about that post is not about my conversation with hq. Its my conclusion and my feelings. So my feelings wasn't important enough for you to take into consideration rather than your own anger.
All I want was to blog about how I feel after all I heard and the things that happened.
Is it so wrong to write my feelings? When I don't have you physically by my side to hear them?
Who could I talk to?
I don't want to always make my friends worry about me
I don't want people to always see me in tears
So blogging is my way of letting out my feelings
So now all I get in return is your ignore
So I'm at fault
I'm at fault for being upset over you
I don't know what to do to make you talk to me again
and if all your anger and unhappiness was my fault
I'm sorry then
Why is it that I'm the one who had always been thinking of you since our breakup.
I still have you in my heart. You occupy all of it.
There isn't any more place to accommodate another person.
But it isn't the case for you...
Do you really love me?
This is just one of those girls that I happen to know of.
I knew there were MORE
I kept quiet even though I know *想听的话得不到回答我确还再度装傻*
You said they were mere friends
Love you so much
And yes, love is contradicting.
It hurts so much yet we're pursuing it And
Do you know how all these affect me?
I'm so worry.
What kind of assurance are you able to give me?
VEXED
=(
Why is it that you always tell me to put myself in your shoes
Yet you're unable to apply that same theory on yourself?
You get worry when I don't pick up calls and didn't change my msn nick
Wouldn't I get worry when I message you and don't get your reply EVERYTIME?
Why is it that you can be worry about me if I go oversea with friends?
Don't you know that I'll feel the same when you're over at Philippines?
and its gonna be for life...
How SHOULD I feel?
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
♥
Labels: Geok Ling and Jiang Hao birthday with poly mates
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
♥
Daily Overview for June 24, 2007
Libras
You thought you could change someone by being patient and kind. The truth is, you changed yourself
Geminis
It's time for you to turn your energy away from the things that you cannot change.
Daily Overview for June 25, 2007
Libras
Your interests are moving away from material goods -- and toward ideas.
Everything in moderation, including moderation, is normally your motto. However, right now you feel exactly the opposite. Your feelings are mountain high and valley deep. You're ready to go all the way.
Geminis
You know this person is very special, but beware -- you don't want to place them on a pedestal, or a very human mistake could send the whole thing tumbling. Keep your expectations appropriate and realistic.
Daily Overview for June 26, 2007
Libras
Paradoxically, change is a constant in your day today, so don't get too comfortable.
That old childish desire to fit in never really goes away. The only thing is, you were completely meant to stand out! The more you fight your fate, the more it'll try to get your attention. Give in gracefully, okay?
Geminis
Delays may be on the horizon when it comes to a long-cherished plan you were trying to implement, but never fear: They'll pass. In fact, this pause is exactly what you need. Now you can work some kinks out of the plan.
Daily Overview for June 27, 2007
Libras
Follow the 'KISS' rule today and 'keep it simple, silly'! Avoid complicating things. (do i always like to complicate things?)
Geminis
Today marks the start of a much deeper level to one of your closest relationships.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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my eyes are so heavy today...
i am so stone.
today at the mrt station. calvin says i walked pass him side by side and did not notice him...
was thinking about some things...
and was too tired and stone then...
nigel call also... he thought he saw me. but it isn't.
hehe.
so coincident two person say they see me...
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
♥
i'm sucha failure isnt it?
don't even know how my boyfriend feels...
no idea what he thinks
no idea where he is
no idea what he's doing
no idea if he's busy or stress at work
no idea when is the right time to message him
no idea when is the right time to talk things with him
wads in ur mind
u never shared...
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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i deleted those people whom i don't know from my account. probably still left with afew. perhaps less than 10 that i don't know? anyway, i dont always accept friend request. sounds contradicting to someone perhaps. but its true~
i cant fathom why people like to add so many friends in friendster. girls and guys. just to make your friend list full?
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
♥
my sis talk to the hamsters every night. lol... for a LONG time...
today had dinner with daddy yashi then he came up to fix my web cam because the program cannot be installed. Big Thanks daddy~ :)
I watched xiao yuan super star while daddy fix the cam. Shawn sang well. I like his vocals. I enjoy listening to people who sing well. I get very excited and talk to myself... Daddy yash should know what I mean. haha.
After that I met Neth Neth @ hawker. I reach earlier than him. Wei Xiong, Pi gu, Alex and Sebas were at hawker so I sat with them...
Left very soon =D
hehehehehhehe...
just laughing.
don't ask why... :D
sharon will be coming to stay over during weekend. hehehe.
we'll have fun ya? :D
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
♥
my web cam up
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
6/25/2007 ♥
I read this from Joleen's (Adam's bro ex gf) blog and her feelings are like mine.
we all lie to cover our tracks, so tat someone else wouldn't be hurt from the truth.
but sometimes you dont realise tat the someone you're trying to 'protect' noes wad's truth and wad's not.
i just hope that...words said to me,actions towards me,are genuine and nothing else.
* like i say "reality hurts, but it hurts more to see ur love one not being honest" *
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
♥
I know I'm weak
I cry for the slightest thing
I always cry
even when I'm in the office
I cry because my heart aches
I cry because I do not know of other ways to show my feelings
I'm sorry
Sorry to make people around me worry
Sorry to make my love ones worry
Sorry for always making you people listen to my never ending unhappiness
I called neth this morning.
and thanks for always enlightening me with your words
thanks for always being there
neth says: (neth said many tings. I'm gonna write them out very randomly)
whatever is past is past
let bygones be bygones
why are you digging every single thing out
i didn't... i just happen to know them gradually some how
he says "Curiousity causes argument"
everyone has their past
not every single thing has to be explained
not everything has to be let known
there are some things which we ourselves know that telling the other party will only cause mistrust or other unhappy thoughts
there are things which will worsen the relationship
or it may even cause you to stay away from him
its not that people have to lie or to be dishonest
but there's a reason for not spelling every single thing out
its a risk (you will find it out sooner or later; else not know it forever)
but looking at it
if you haven't find out
everything goes smoothly with no uncomfortable feelings for the other party
everyone has alittle small secret which they do not want to share with their partner
you have them too
anyway its the past; its not necessary to know them
if we keep clinging on to the past
we can never move forward
everyone has a past
everyone makes mistakes
everyone deserves a chance
you have to start learning the person as from now and forget the past
now you only have to look at the future
whats more important is his feelings now
and that he's not in Singapore
there's already lots of problem existing
why do you still want to allow the past to bother you
its gonna upset yourself even more
maybe all these are consequences of feeling unsecured
maybe like what daddy yashi said "you need alot of attention"
maybe i'm a weakling
there's so many reason that can cause these
but all i ask for is
a little more honesty from you
because i am honest
at least to you
and all i need is your assurance that you love me like i do
i feel so vulnerable of all these negative comments
i'm so cynical
i need to feel secure...
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
♥
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Labels: pictures taken on 24 June 2007
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]