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DA GIRL ♥
Jasmine ♥
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04 Oct
Short
Skinny
Long black and brownish hair
Small eyes
Big Nose
Simply Ugly
Attitude
Narcissistic
Capricious
Extrovert
Sensitive
Cynical
Canossa Convent Primary
Saint Anthony Canossian Convent
NYP Finance Services(Graduated)
SIM - Banking and Finance (Part time UOL)
[一个人生活]
Total Visits since 01 Mar 2009:
HER LURFES ♥
HIM ; Lawrence aka Fatty Tan ♥
Shopping
Dolling Up
KTV
Singing
Travelling
Taking pictures
Listening to Music
Chill out
Sleeping
Slacking
Friends: Sharon, Julia, Bei boy, Jasmine Tan, Linda, Ah An, Clara, Neth, Roswina, Max, Pal, Suriani, Jenny bf, Reagan, Yashi, Jiang Hao, Jeffrey, Sandy, Sze Ping, Elaine, Lay Eng, Celine, Jessie, Annie
Family
My bday(04 Oct; pressie please!)
Valentine(14 Feb)
Pink
White
Drinks: Jasmine Green Tea, Coke, Red Bull, Lemon Tea, Mango Juice
Fruits: Mango, Honey Dew, Grapes, Apple, Strawberries, Banana, Guava with LOTS oF Pulm Powder
Food: bEef stEak, ScallOp, crAb, lObster, PraWn, chEese fRies, Salted Popcorn with LOTS of Butter, Cup corn with LOTS oF Butter, MOS Burger, Minestrone Soup, Teriyaki Chicken burger, KFC Drumsticks, Long John, Onion Ring
Snacks: KinDer bReunO, Super Ring, Lays
HATES
Red Beans/Green Beans
PaPaya
WaterMelon
Root Beer
Hor Fun
Loh Mee
Bastards & Flirts
Bitches & Sluts
Attention Seekers
Childishness
Egoistic, Arrogant, Supercilious People
Attitude Problem
Myself
HER WANTS ♥
-more dresses, more skirts, more tops-
-LV Damier Neverfull and Chanel Bag-
-$$$ and more $$$-
-IPL legs and hands-
-Go DRX Clinic-
-repair aircon-
-renovate room-
-Travel to Australia, US, Europe and Japan. Go Taiwan again-
New Resolution:
1) Learn to cook
2) Punctual
3) Sleep early
4) Exercise
5) Save up
6) Bring mummy and sister out more often
7) Slim down
8) Complete my degree
HER MEMORIES ♥
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人生就是为了找寻爱的过程，每个人的人生都要找到四个人。 第一个是自己, 第二个是你最爱的人， 第三个是最爱你的人， 第四个是共度一生的人. 首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉； 因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人； 当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的， 也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。 但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人； 你最爱的，往往没有选择你； 最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的； 而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的， 只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。 你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？ 没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你， 可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了， 他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你； 同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。 当一个人不爱你要离开你， 你要问自己还爱不爱他， 如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开； 如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐， 希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止， 你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了， 而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？ 爱不是占有， 你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里， 但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。 换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有， 让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆， 如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏： 爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点， 绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子， 万一变不成就不爱他了。 真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的， 你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你； 真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。 毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得； 分开是一种必然的考验， 如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输， 真爱是不会变成怨恨的。 两人在谈情说爱的时候， 最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓， 就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人， 而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际： 海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱! 明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒； 就算会，也活不到那时候。 许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言， 最好是承诺做不到的事， 反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧， 请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人” 在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套； 讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。 你呢？找到了第几个？ 茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？
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4/30/2005 ♥
smiling to who sia?
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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looking where?
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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stupid look
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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flirtish look.lolx
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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GHOST!!
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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I guess majority would agree that we're all living in a world of hypocrisy. No one would want to at his or her disadvantage. Making use of one another has already become a norm. Bitching and cooking up stories about one another is also inevitable. Everyone is being pretentious. Was once told that we'll always be good buddy. Well, maybe that just spilled up from his mouth without much consideration. But, I do seriously hate this ok! I hate being told or promised about something impractical / unrealistic. It would be better if he hasn't spoken about it in the first place. Going through these, I swear I never want you back as my buddy! It's not the first time that you've been ignoring me when you've found someone who's even more significant than me in your life. When you're alone, you're tell me that I'm your best buddy and no one could be more important than me in your life. It's all lies ok! Whatever it is, no one wants to interfere in your life anymore. You will be yourself and I'll live happily even if I lose someone like you in my life. But just apiece of word, don't be manipulated by others. Be yourself!
To myself: I should learn to abide by d3arie. Maybe his words would do me good. (Asking me not to have any guy friends, sometimes even when I'm spending too much time with my girl friends. He said those because he's being a little possessive). Well, maybe not for the time being. But time could prove all qualms. I always think that we should have a balance between friendship and relationship. But currently feel that I should have spend more time and attention ONLY on d3arie. Hmm… Maybe just a few more, which I consider friends. (Yashi, Piyo, Sharon, Julia and Yanie + some poly friends). What's the use of having so many friends, yet at the end of the day, only a handful stood by you after the stormy days. Some left for a good reason. Some left because they're manipulated by another party to do so. There could be so many reasons. Maybe, you could accuse me for not understanding the plight you're in. I don't care if someone bad-mouthed me. I believe everyone could make their own decisions. Anyway, that's all I could say.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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currently listening to Mariah Carey: Its like that
woke up this early despite sleeping at 4am last night. d3arie went to work even earlier than this. anyway, got some homework which was left undone. gotto finish them by today. cause Sunday would be a busy day. Mummy asked us to go to church. (as usual). But its seriously time for me to go, been telling her that i would go for so many weeks, yet didn't went in the end. on top of that, adam's mummy said she's gonna bring us to KTV on Sunday too. Yea!
Went to Feng Ktv Pub last night. left kinda of early, approximately 1am, when we reached only at 11pm. so its like only 2 hours. well, i'm kinda tired too, so i'm perfectly fine with leaving early. we had our supper at Boat Quay after we left Feng.
that's all for today. bb.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
4/28/2005 ♥
its currently the 2nd week of this semester. starting to feel the stress coming on us. *sob* anyway, spend about $90 on books, financial calculator and stuffs. Had already been budgeting on the school stuffs, yet it still amounted to 90 bucks. Sweat!
My eldest Sister would be flying to Australia tomorrow. She'll be going for two weeks. Hope she'll enjoy herself there and most of all get something for me! heeeeeeeee.... =p
She's been relaxing and enjoying herself for the past half a year, went to Japan, then to Taiwan, Thailand, Malaysia (of cause, our nearest neighbour) and now to Australia. Well, i hope i'll the the money and time to travel too!
hmm... got to get back to doing my homework. see ya guys around! =p
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
4/24/2005 ♥
@ Katong Lai Lai. d3arie playing number ball. from 10+pm to 4+am! super sianz... zzz
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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@ Katong Lai Lai. d3arie playing number ball. from 10+pm to 4+am! super sianz... zzz
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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@ Katong Lai Lai. d3arie playing number ball. from 10+pm to 4+am! super sianz... zzz
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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@ Katong Lai Lai. d3arie playing number ball. from 10+pm to 4+am! super sianz... zzz
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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@ Katong Lai Lai. d3arie playing number ball. from 10+pm to 4+am! super sianz... zzz
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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cl0ser view. taken @ balestier point. waiting for d3arie l0r! playin billiard again. Zzz.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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taken @ balestier point. waiting for d3arie l0r! playin billiard again. Zzz
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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about to go wash up for bed. i'm 12 years old k! :P
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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about to go wash up for bed. i'm 12 years old k! :P
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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current picture in frenster. farking enormous nose sial. haha...
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
4/23/2005 ♥
currently rotting at home. came back from d3arie house this afternoon. supposed to be back on friday. but... d3arie wanna help up in his parents' stall so we decided to only come back today. saw her at d3arie's house again. Who's the her? Alfred's exgirlfriend. Well, in fact i don't even know if they've patched up or not. I don't doubt it, having to see her sleeping with him on the same bed. Don't really like to see her though, but have no authority to do anything about it. moreover, things had happened so many months back. but i still feel uneasy having her under one roof. I don't deny that i still bear grudges, the usual me. Never forgiving anyone when the person never even think they're at fault. Never even apologise or anything. So... I'm not obliged to forgive them right? anyway, found out that she's been using my Bluetooth device. if she doesn't like us (d3arie and me), why is she still using our stuffs. I don't really like it. Don't like us, don't use our thing. that's my perception. like it or not. d3arie's place is definetely a comfortable place to be staying at. But deep down in my heart, i know that that's not my house. I'm not even they're family member. Even if something really happens to me, i doubt they're give they're support or helping hands. Even if something happens to their family, i wouldn't even be the one who's gonna get involve in. they might not even want me to know. Well, beats me. hmm... anyway, why am i thinking so much about these frivoulous matters. It doesn't even concerns me.
Well........... school is such a bore. I'm really dragging my feet to school every single day. How i wish i don't need to study. Waiting for d3arie to wake up. don't even know the plans for today. hai ~ anyway, gonna log off. bye.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
4/20/2005 ♥
didn't go to school today. can't wake up on time. oops, i should say don't wanna wake up to be precise. =x
anyway, meet amelia and suriani again. went shopping at Bugis. Bought a mini-jacket for only $8 and a T-shirt for d3arie for only $4. budget sia! =p they're pretty nice. doesn't look this cheap too. hee...
hmm... got to save up $ leh. awww... please stop be from being such a shopping freak!
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
4/19/2005 ♥
its been two days since school started. first week is expected to be slack. and yesh, its rather slack now. tomorrow having only one lesson. today only two lessons, but the lesson ended less than 20 mintues. feeling damn pissed, cause the teacher doesn't allow us to re-schedule the time table. i seriously think that its stupid to travel to school for just an hour or two. its completely a waste of our money on the fares. On top of that, we poly students ain't given the advantage of the lesser charge for students' fares. How UNFAIR is that! the teacher who planned the time table is such a IDIOT! so inconsiderate! the worst part is still not this k! do you know that we have to come at 11am on Friday, have 2 hours lessons, and break for 5 hours then the next lesson starts at 6pm till 9pm! Hey, farking whore! do you know its FRIDAY! AND ITS FRIDAY NIGHT! and do you expect us to travel home then go back to school again during the 5 freaking hours break? we couldnt either take up part time job you know. just spend the 5 hours aimlessly. TO HELL!
anyway, went shopping at FarEast Plaza today. after school, since the class ended soooo damn early. Went there with Amelia and Suriani. It was in fact the first time, since the 3rd year of poly that the 3 of us actually went out together! usually its always 2 of us, each time. spend about $70+ today. Bought a spagetti top for $23+, a sandles for $13.90, 2 bottles of nail polish for 5 bucks and a knitted cardigan for $25.90.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
4/17/2005 ♥
preparing to meet yanie soon. gonna accompany her to the salon nearby my house. she's gonna reborn her hair today.
Went to Wind ktv pub on Friday and yesterday night. Yesterday they had singing competition at Wind Pub. I didn't participate. Obviously, I can't really sing that well. =p However, our table already had 3 people singing. (William - Merlyn aka Piyo's Bro , Diana - William's Wife, and Botak) All of them sang so well. About 20 participants took part in the contest. There could only be 3 winners. This two guys sang One Night in BeiJing, a duet song, it was suppose to be a female and a male part. However, the guy who sang the female part was really fantastic! Super! They were in the 3rd position. The 2nd position was William! the champion was sitting at table 7. he sang Andy Lau's song, sang pretty well, but i still think William (sang Jay Chou's song) should deserve the champion. For whatever reasons, he got 2nd place. Won a jug of house pour. heez. Next month there would be another pool competition and d3arie's gonna take part again. But, not sure if he's gonna win or not. Good luck to him anyway. =)
hmm... got to go. bb!~
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
4/16/2005 ♥
finally it's sunshine after rain. lolx. the "dispute" between Me and Sharon have finally been solved. i'm glad right now despite being so pissed on Thursday. Maybe you can call this a blessing in disguise. At least, now I know that Sharon do care about my feelings as much as she value her relationship with her boyfriend. =) i simply love her! muacks. she called last night explainning to me about why she couldn't meet me up. Apologised. Obviously, I ain't mad at her anymore at that point of time. However, thanks to my diary (blog), if not i'll just flare up at her on Thursday. Diary is the last resort for me to vent my anger. At least, i could write my thoughts out. Its not adviseable to keep everything in your heart, you'll just explode one day. Really appreciate having a diary. You might ask why don't i just write my diary down on a notebook or whatsoever. But i just think it's absolutely boring and too "traditional" to be writing in a notebook. LOLX. like what my mummy told me when i'm just a little girl. "Its good to have a diary you know." (pointed at a book). But its 2005 right now, i bet no one would still stick to the old ways as in writing in a book. HELLO! We'll living in a IT World. Everyone is using the computer, the internet so frequently. Moreover, i think its quite interesting to be blogging here. you could design your templates as you wish. as creative as you can. =p so, what's the buzz out there talking about dairy on the net?
Anyway, went out with d3arie to Bugis Village on that Thursday. Saw Esther there. heez. was just talking to her about Bugis Village on msn a couple of weeks ago. And there i met her by coincidence. =p She was with her auntie and mummy. =p just had a short conversation when we met up along the roadside. bought d3arie a pair of pants and t-shirt. I bought a skirt and spagetti top for myself too. spend about 90 bucks in total. Sweat! anyway, wanna go Far East Plaza today. See if i'll get any nice stuffs or not. Darn. i've been wanting to save up for d3arie's birthday, yet i just can't stop shopping. Crazy or not? School gonna start the following week. TO HELL MAN! i just freaking hate school. at least, its coming to an end. I just looking forward for it. School reopen means need to get $ for new books. waste of $!
i'll just stop here. if not i'll keep on complain and complain non-stop about how much i hate school.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
4/14/2005 ♥
i'm really infuriated right now! can just explode anytime k! supposed to meet Sharon, the girl whom is I considered my bestie. She msged me on Tuesday night, asking me to accompany her for medical checkup. Upon getting her new job at her auntie's office, she was asked to go for medical checkup at a clinic located at Eunos. she said that after her medical checkup, we could go for shopping. So i agreed, despite the distance. ( since i am at Whampoa and have to accompany her to a clinic which is considerably far from Whampoa. )
Today morning, she msged me and told me that she didn't know what time is her medical checkup. if she did not know, how am i suppose to know when can i prepare myself to meet her? since i need quite some time to travel from Whampoa to Eunos. and i can't possibly get dressed up and just wait for her call. moreover, she told me if she hear no news after 4pm, that means no medical checkup for today. so i asked her. you mean we're not meeting if you're not having the medical checkup? she told me YES! omg. so that means i have to get dressed up and wait all the way until 4pm, and if there is no news, i'm not going out? how can that be. it's complete madness! i am seriously angry/mad and whatever you could think of! i just felt making used by her. moreover, its not the first time k! when she needed someone to accompany her to the salon cause she wanna dyed her hair, we (me and Julia) accompanied. Asked her out umpteen times, 7 out of 10 failed. Even if she agreed to go out, many times, it would be a gonez at the last minute. Be it for a reasonable excuse or not.
Been many times, i wanted to write my thoughts/feelings out on the blog. But held myself back. Was thinking that if we were such best friends, i shouldn't even get fedup with her. We should in fact accomodate with one another and understand that she has her own reasons for backing out. But i just couldn't take it anymore this time. Even d3arie knew about it. Whenever he hears that i'm meeting Sharon, he always told me that, I know you won't meet her today. So we'll start making other plans to go elsewhere. But this time, i didn't know that it would be another gonez day... have no further plans if our outing fails. i just couldn't understand why can't we go out shopping, eat, chill out even if she has no medical checkup. Does it mean that we always have to give something in order to gain back another thing? nope right? at least not in such cases if we are bestie. right? maybe i shouldn't say i'm angry. disappointed, hurt is a better word to describe. ai ya, its just a jumble up of those mixed-up emotions. if she's just another friend that i have, and if this haven happened for the umpteen times, i wouldn't get so emotional / temperamental right now.
It might be in her views that its nothing really significant. Maybe its only me myself being sensitive / petty or whatever. But i really think that if she treats me as best friends, this is definetely not the kind of attitude to be having. we used to be so close, before she's attached. We talked almost everyday on the phone. she'll come up my house after school. have our lunch together and watched Tv/Vcds. But now, i seriously feel that we're moving seperate ways. busy with our own stuffs. maybe our minds ain't innocent and young anymore. people starts to change. Making use of someone as a friend ain't nothing. maybe. maybe boyfriend is their next important thing in life. No more regarding friends as a part of their life. Julia been working real hard, thus we hardly have time to meet up. Sharon busy with her boyfriend and her own life. I'm trying so hard to get to meet them up, yet nothing turns out in the end. people choose their own paths. i shan't interfere. If thats what she wants. i have no comments about it. I respect one's decision.
anyway, called d3arie just now. asked if he wanna bring me out after his work. He said ok with him. Despite having a tiring day today. ( he having IPPT today. but failed. hee. sayang~~ he always having backache when running.) Thanks d3ar for being so understanding at times. cause i really have urge to go out. since school gonna reopen, i didn't wanna spend my days at home rotting. its gonna waste my time man!
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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school gonna start next week. darn. i really don't wanna go back to school. ~>.<~ whatever it is, the time table sux too! have to stay till 9pm on Friday? NO WAY! ! ! People please cooperate and ask for a move in schedule! Friday just sucks la, have to go at 11? then after two lessons break all the way till 6pm. FARK. FARK IT UNDERSTAND!
just woke up. feeling real bored whenever i think of going back to school. d3arie having his IPPT today. just hope he get at least a sliver! then we'll have more allowance next week. =p
yesterday went to Raffles Place to look for my mother again. on top of them, went around checking prices for white gold earings. since i am allergy to sliver, i thought of getting those white gold ones. SK selling one pair at $89,while Gold Heart selling 1 at $58! i have 8 ear holes in total, but i'm planning to get only 3 pairs. that will cost up to $260 or so. hai ~ still wondering if i should buy...
i wanna go out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Must enjoy myself before school reopens.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
4/11/2005 ♥
i am aware that jealousy can arouse the least unexpected things to happen. i agree that even i myself get jealous over some things. but... i just can't refrain myself from speaking to my guy friends. i don't understand why couples wants to refrain one another from speaking to the opposite sex.
though it has never been a problem to me, cause he doesn't contact any of his girl friends. but i'm just imagining myself in such situation. i know i wouldn't like it. aww... its so contradicting. i can't neglect my friends but i wouldn't like it if he keeps talking to girls too. i wouldn't like it if my friends are being refrained from speaking to me.
well, you might say that i wouldn't like it if he talks to let's say for example alina. i definetely wouldn't like it. cause she doesn't even knows how to carry herself. she doesn't even deserves any respect. maybe she don't even respect herself. if she has a boyfriend, and she still can get this close to KK. then you should expect what would happen if you allow your boyfriend to still keep in contact with this sort of person. moreover, when she realised that adam is already attached to me, she kept calling adam INTENTIONALLY. even cried and asked for patch up. so. . . do you think i what i did was right? i mean getting angry if they ever talks. but... if this wasn't what i did to my guy friends, should their girlfriends refrain us from contacting one another? can't we just be good buddies? can't couples just allow alittle space for freedom and trust?
is it true that you do not need friends when you're in a relation? life is such a bore without friends around you... without friends to pull you up again when you're in tears/doubt/trouble.
coded from my blog: 1. This girl: right at the bottom:
" 两人在谈情说爱的时候，
最喜欢叫对方发誓，
许下承诺。
我们为什么要对方发誓?
就是因为我们不相信对方，
我们根本不相信情人。"
" 不可能实现的诺言最动人
在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套；
讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。"
coded from a sms: erm don't really remember. just write what i remember.
Love asked friendship: "why do they need you when i'm around?"
friendship: "to wipe away the tears you have left..."
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
4/10/2005 ♥
me at home, before going to wenqing's birthday on 2 April 2005.
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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me on 2 April 2005
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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me on 2 April 2005
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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me on 2 April 2005
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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me on 2 April 2005
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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me on 2 April 2005
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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me on 2 April 2005
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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me on 2 April 2005
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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d3arie and me on 2 April 2005
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]
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d3arie and me on 2 April 2005
you are the only reason for my precious smile ♥ [::+ ♥ xiaOm1n ♥ +::]