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Leo and Libra aren't good match

2011-01-05T02:53:00.001+08:00

Quoted from : http://astrology.about.com/od/leolovematches/qt/LeoLibra.htm

There's an initial attraction here that like all romance, is about falling in love with the self. Each sees in the mirror of the other, a master/mistress of appearances, and the conclusion is, "you're gorgeous." Leo is impressed by Libra's aura of popularity, and enjoys the ego boost of having Venusian eye candy by their side. Libra is dazzled by the leonine self-confidence, secretly admiring the certainty with which Leo speaks. Their dates are exciting, a sampling of luxuries and high-spirited play. Leo and Libra walk arm-in-arm, both turning to see their reflection in the shop window -- but will they see the obstacles ahead?

Friction comes up because of mental differences, with Libra the synthesizer of ideas, and Leo more firmly fixed (a.k.a. dogmatic) in their thinking. Libra may feel consistently twarted in their effort to balance and harmonize, which robs them of the way they feel confident. Leo rules and was born to express the self unrestricted, and Libra's effort to find the happy compromise may seem threatening or tedious. Libra's partnership model, one of shared power and vision, intrudes on Leo's need to shine as a bright singular entity.

Leo and Libra are the popular people, together creating a large social network and throwing fun parties. They'll never complain that the other made them look bad in public. Libra supports the creative spark in Leo, and offers inspiring feedback that has a priceless clarity. Leo knows the value of a partner with such obvious charms, and admires Libra's ability to direct the show by guiding the flow of ideas. But Libra will have to live with a less than perfect peace, somehow absorbing the Lion's bluster without growing resentful. And Leo has to find ways to satisfy the Libran need for mental harmonizing, without raging over the constant disruption of Selfhood. The bottom line is, once you get past the surface glamour and mutual respect, it's an awkward fit that will take effort to keep from imploding.

I'd Rather

2010-12-08T16:40:00.001+08:00

I thought sometime alone
was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that

I thought it was the end
of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone(alone)
and I tried to find
out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah

And then I met someone
and thought he could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because he was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies

so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
who holds my heart

I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you,
I can only prove the things I say with time,
please be mine,

I'd rather have bad times with(please be mine) you,
than good times with someone else(I know)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm(anytime),
than safe and warm by myself(so sure baby)
I'd rather have hard times to gether,
than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart(my heart)

I'd rather have bad times with you(surely),
than good times with someone else(surely)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm(oh yeah),
than safe and warm by myself(all by myself)
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart(you know it)
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoooo.....who holds my heart

你不知道的事

2010-08-11T08:21:00.000+08:00

Yashi birthday - 04 Aug 2010

2010-08-05T06:19:00.003+08:00

Its 4 August !!!

Happy Birthday to daddy Yashi! :)

Dinner with Yashi, Samuel, Roob, Roob's gf, Ah bao and myself at Suki-ya located at Marina Square.

Thereafter, I headed to work and they came over Le Bar to drink. :)

The Sorcerer's Apprentice

2010-08-04T03:22:00.002+08:00

Caught The Sorcerer's Apprentice

Rate: 3.5 / 5

I wanna watch :

Salt

Aftershock

The Last Airbender *In 3D*

Street Dance

my friends and I

2010-08-04T02:47:00.003+08:00

meet up with old friends :)

I LOVE HER

idiot Yi Ren, haha

Weiru and Me

looking forward

2010-08-02T07:36:00.001+08:00

Looking forward for my BKK and Tioman trip, excluding the fact that I'm going to declare myself bankrupt thereafter.

♥ Jenny bf birthday

2010-08-02T03:41:00.003+08:00

Backdated post,

Anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY JENNY BF! LOVE YA!!!

Celebrated ♥ Jenny bf birthday at Manna Korean Restaurant with poly mates.

Service: 3.5 / 5
Food: 3.5 / 5

Thereafter, they headed to my work place :)

Will be celebrating again with our usual cliques, till then.. Bye :D

张靓颖-我走以后

2010-08-02T02:23:00.001+08:00

sweetest things that happen in my life

2010-08-02T02:20:00.005+08:00

some of the things that brighten up my days...

Working with my dearest girls is nothing but FUN and more FUNNN! :D Look at how crazy we can get especially my dearest Yi Ru aka 一定醉. Our bosses are equally as crazy as funnnnn as us, haha. Whenever I look at these pictures, I keep laughing. F!!! LOL

my Bit Bit

and most importantly my dearest nephew Kryence, he is love ♥♥♥!

At my Grandma's wake, he tried to feed me with his baby biscuits. So sweet of him, I'm loving him to bits.

I carried him and we fell asleep in the car

Also met up with my dearest Yani at town. Miss her soo sooo sooo much! Had a awesome time catching up. Even though I really hate going to school / studying, I wish we were younger and still in school, then we can see each other every day and gossip about funny people in school, share our secrets, etc . . . Reminiscing~~~

We caught Inception together, its a great movie after all! Intelligent storyline, profound though but the complexity in this movie makes it very interesting!

Rate: 4.5 / 5

I also caught Despicable Me with my ♥Masao

Its CARTOON! You know its not my cup of tea, but I like this movie! Its OMFG hilarious! muahahahaha

Rate: 4 / 5

There are a couple of movies that I wanna watch as well, they are:

The Sorcerer's Apprentice

Salt

The other day I met up with Yashi for dinner and movie, we wanted to catch Ong Bak 3 even though reviews on that show is pretty lousy. Tickets were booked already but because Granny was in critical condition, we had to forgo the movie, he sent me straight to the hospital.

In memories of Grandmother

2010-08-02T02:16:00.002+08:00

There were a couple of things that are on my to-do list in the previous post, they are also in my calender alert on my iPhone.

Recap on the to-do list:
1) Pay respect to daddy - done
2) Visit Grandmother
3) Look for my little Nephew
4) Repair my heels - heels spoil again!
5) Repair my earrings - waiting for them to repair
6) Get a new pair of earrings too - done

Could only schedule these on my off days, but each and every time I fail to carry them out. Look! This was what I planned to do on 27 July 2010, and yet again I failed to do so.

Whats with the procrastination, now I'm all filled with guilt and regrets.

Before I can execute what I want to, I meant visit my grandmother. . . she passed away pass 12 midnight of 28 July 2010 at Changi General Hospital after having the breathing tube removed. Yes I was there at the hospital, but she was already in coma, so to be exact I didn't get to see her.

Remorseful because it was only in thoughts and planning that I shall visit her soon, but I didn't do it before she left. . . I remember doing visiting at old folks home nearby her condo, bumped into her with the maid at Shaw Plaza. She said in a joking manner that I'm visiting all other old folks but not her...

Yes I did see her during Mother's day celebration and nephew's birthday. But it's not the same ya. I should have went up to her place solely on the purpose of visiting and spending time with her.

Seeing her lying on the bed with those machines attached, it only bring back memories of daddy in coma. Those flash backs are heart aching. . . There's no point crying but tears are the only way that I could express myself then, its more than words.

Anyway, don't worry about me now because I'm really fine :) Just wanna pour out these thoughts here.

Life is fragile. Life and death are fated and we do not have the ability to alter them. Nothing last forever, everything comes to an end, all we have is the time between hello and goodbye...

One Last Cry

2010-07-21T14:13:00.000+08:00

02 July 2010 - 16 July 2010

2010-07-18T17:16:00.003+08:00

Life been mundane recently, have been mere sleeping, shopping, eating and working which also means drinking.

Really NOT stressful lifestyle though but I've many things on my to do list, but yet to do. Been procrastinating.

1) Pay respect to daddy
2) Visit Grandmother
3) Look for my little Nephew
4) Repair my heels
5) Repair my earrings
6) Get a new pair of earrings too

As I'm typing here, I really don't know what to post about, can't remember what I did where I go exactly, will just post those I still remember then.

Had dinner twice at Yakinikutei Ao-Chan. Once with Yao Wen, Cat and Muthu Ball. Another time with Masao and friends.

Two thumbs up! The beef is awesome! May be alittle steep but totally worth the $.

Anyway this is Ox's tongue

http://yakinikutei-aochan.com/

Service: 4.5 / 5
Food: 4.5 / 5

Also met up with Jin Siong for dinner, catch up alittle, its been quite awhile since we hang out!

Had dinner at The Mussel Guys Restaurant located at Vivo City.

Service: 3.5 / 5
Food: 3 / 5

Met Sebastian for dinner before work that day too, dine at Long Beach East Coast.

Isn't my first time there, but I'll still give ratings ya :)

Previous visit there: http://j4smine.blogspot.com/2009/02/last-day-of-cny-2009.html

Service: 3 / 5
Food: 3.5 / 5

Caught Toy Story 3, thought it would be nice because saw some comments on facebook that the show is great, but well was kinda of disappointing. Ok, its unfair if I say the show is rubbish, but I reckon its more suitable for children. The only nice part comes in after the escape from day care. Pretty hilarious, but that was just for the last 20 minutes of the show.

Rate: 3 / 5

Yesterday (16 July - Saturday) at work was chaotic, all the waitress were pretty drunk including me (which is rather rare), cause I usually avoid excessive drinking.

After work went Dragonfly with Carina and Yi Ru. Saw Shi Jie there with the same group of friends we were meeting. Had supper at prata shop near Le Bar then home sweet home.

Trust

2010-07-15T16:58:00.000+08:00

I said I don't trust guys , I still don't

小CALL

2010-07-10T08:22:00.002+08:00

just a super random post.

anyone know who is 小CALL?

a customer just remind me about this Taiwan 小CALL.

i remember neth neth and su told me im as 38 as this 小CALL.

i where got so 38 huh?

Ok

2010-07-10T07:36:00.001+08:00

为什么我会难过？
我没关系，
this is it the way to recovery.

爱你十分泪七分

2010-07-09T18:19:00.001+08:00

RIP Alfred

2010-07-08T07:48:00.003+08:00

08 July 2010 - Thursday:

I thought 06 July ended peacefully this year, but I'm wrong to think so.

RIP Alfred.

It's been 4 years and 2 days since I moved out from the Ong family, haven't really spoke to you for some time since then... Thinking back, staying with the Ong family was really great, you all treated me like part of your family, remember the days we play cs together, remember the days we live under the same roof, remember the days you bought food back for us everyday, remember the days we ate together on the same table, remember the days you had to go for your bike lessons secretly and hide your helmet, remember the days we quarreled / unhappy with one another.
Despite all the quarrels, I still treat you like a younger brother.
You'll always be remembered...
RIP

thinking to dreaming?

2010-07-07T02:45:00.002+08:00

3 days ago, you appeared in my dream.

what does this mean?

Random rants

2010-07-05T22:42:00.004+08:00

Twitter is down and I really want to rant and vent my frustration before I start screaming at the next person who agitate me.

Nbccb my Hp not hotline ok. Want chat go call 1900 la, think I so fucking free to chat with you on the line ah. Even if I'm free I'll rather use the time to do other things than talking to frivolous people like you.

Just spent 300 bucks on gynae too. Was suppose to go for reappointment last Dec because my pap smear result shows I have some abnormal cells. I kept delaying or rather avoiding until the check up today. Woke up late thus was unable to reach my gynae on time. Gynae is located at Thomson Medical, and closes at 6+pm. I took the alternative, went to a nearby women specialist. It burn a bigger hole in my pocket!

I hope the results will be fine.
I hope the abnormal cells isn't some cancer or stupid shit.
Ever since last July, my health deteriorate too much.

Its too expensive to get yourself ill in Singapore. Sick also means pocket sick!

Had a really lousy dinner before I head work. Cereal prawn salty, veggie+scallop+mushroom tasteless.

Two customers / friends (different group) commented that I put on weight from the first time they saw me. =( I also weight myself at the clinic, I'm 40.8KG now.

and

I hate July! Remind me of too many things.
and I still miss you so much daddy.
and I still want you so much ____.

不說出的溫柔

2010-07-02T19:13:00.000+08:00

28 June 2010 - 01 July 2010

2010-07-02T03:11:00.004+08:00

28 June 2010 - Monday

Worked

29 June 2010 - Tuesday

Met dearest Sharon at town for shopping. Shopping simply makes girls go crazy.... I've yet scrutinize the whole place, I want more shopping though, but would any kind soul willingly sponsor some funds to ME ME ME?

Anyway, bought some stuffs on the day, had dinner at MOS Burger, then waited at least 50 minutes for a cab. Both Sharon and I almost go mad standing in the queue. We resorted into phone booking but no cabs available till our 2nd try. You know how infuriating it is when you're rushing somewhere and then no cab is turning into the taxi stand. On top of that you're not the first one in the queue, we're like the 5th but the queue wasn't really moving at all.

My loots:

After 50 minutes, finally got up the on-call cab. Headed to Le Bar. Kehong and group were there. Michelle and friends were there too. Alot of familiar faces that night. I went to Mr bean to look for Shannon, Lai Koon and Patrick then met Jiang Hao and friends at Liqiud Gold to watch soccer. Left when the soccer match ended. Slacked at Le Bar for awhile before having supper at Dickson Road.

Was suppose to go KTV but was cancel somehow. Headed Mana Mana to look for Shannon and friends.

30 June 2010 - Wednesday

Worked

01 July 2010 - Thursday

Its family day for me, celebrated 2nd sister's birthday.

Dinner at Kiseki Japanese Buffet

After dinner, chilled at Top of the M while waiting for movie. Caught The Twilight Saga: Eclipse

Rate: 3 / 5

不顾一切的爱才算是爱

2010-06-28T09:38:00.000+08:00

不顾一切的爱才算是爱

26 June 2010 - 27 June 2010

2010-06-28T07:44:00.004+08:00

26 June 2010 - Saturday

Went to Wendy and Lawrence's wedding. Lawrence is my ex colleague from Aetos, also Wendy is Cheng You's sister.

Hereby wishing the newly wed a blissful marriage :)

After the wedding dinner, headed Nana with Cheng You and friends. Left for Le Bar pretty soon. So sorry Cheng You, didn't mean to leave without saying anything.

Met Linda dear at Le Bar. David, Alvin, Samuel and Yashi, etc were there too celebrating Sonic's birthday. Xiao An was celebrating his birthday there as well, he booked the whole of level 2. Many people were drunk that night.

Chatted with Linda regarding some important stuffs while having ice cream at Mr Bean. Left at around 4+am with Jason for supper then came home.

27 June 2010 - Sunday

Slept till late evening. Had dinner with ♥ Cat at hawker. Jason picked us up. Muthu Ball met us directly at Kallang Leisure.

We caught Ip Man : The Legend is Born

Rate: 4 / 5

Thereafter, we drove to Siglap for Swensens.

Then to Worldtrade to get Macdonalds and slacked at Henderson Wave.

Reach home around 2am. Cat came over, Tiff came subsequently. Chatted till morning before they left.

There are afew movies that I would like to watch:
1) Sex and the City 2
2) Toy Story 3
3) She's out of my league

when you say nothing at all

2010-06-28T07:31:00.001+08:00

the scariest way to end is when you no longer say a thing. 我们不会再有真挚, 都不会了...

everyone

2010-06-28T07:08:00.001+08:00

Everyone eventually just give up, I'm used to it.

20 June 2010 - 25 June 2010

2010-06-26T18:53:00.002+08:00

20 June 2010 - Sunday

Was suppose to leave Singapore but I didn't.
dumbfounded myself, because I didn't expect I'm able to come to this
decision ever. Wasn't this what I want all along? All these 4 years?

Anyway was at Ratchada instead of the airport. Yin Long, Yashi and I headed there early to catch soccer match. Catt and Yiru joined us later.

I left pretty soon after they reach because I remember I have to attend Normy's grandmother wake. Yashi sent me there.

Stayed at the wake for an hour plus before Jason came. I thought he was
joining us at Nana, so I accepted his offer to pick me up. =x Asked him to pick the girls up as well.

Left Nana around 5am, had breakfast with Catt and Carina at nearby market. Chatted all the way till around 7am before we left.

21 June 2010 - Monday

Sick and was on MC. Went for dinner at 85 market. Took medication then
slack with Yashi at Marina Barrage then Henderson Wave. I fell asleep at
Henderson Wave and Yashi took a video of me snoring. *shy* LOL

22 June 2010 - Tuesday

Had Japanese
buffet with Shannon at:

Kuishin-Bo
#02-41A Great World City, Tel :
6836 5877

Couldn't locate the official website.

Food: 3.5 / 5
Service: 3 / 5
Variety of Food: 4 / 5

Was suppose to go JB with Yashi and Yin Long for massage, but gave it a miss in the end.

23 June 2010 - Wednesday

Worked

24 June 2010 - Thursday

Headed town with Catt to meet Tiff and her sister. Had dinner at Plaza Singapura MOS Burger. Catt, Tiff and I chatted for 2 hours before leaving Plaza Singapura for Le Bar. Caught soccer match in violet room.

25 June 2010 - Friday

Worked, busy and tipsy.

Though things have been going on rather smoothly recently but some things
are starting to go wrong again. . .

Is it because July is approaching? So paranoid, so terrify.

randomness

2010-06-26T18:42:00.002+08:00

I guess I'm not as committed into blogging anymore. Haha. Everything else is keeping me too occupied.

Recently its just been eating, sleeping and drinking. Life's been good but I'm putting on weight. I'm like 41kg now already. My weight dropped till 38kg two months back when I'm entering into exam stress. Now I gain another 3kg in such a short time. I'm FATTY BOM BOM :(

轉瞬為風

2010-06-24T05:22:00.000+08:00

08 June 2010 - 19 June 2010

2010-06-19T08:21:00.001+08:00

08 June 2010 - Tuesday

Instead of attending the hen's party, I attended the bachelor party this time. Brother Xian is getting married (already got married as at this post though, so back dated). Many of my friends are getting married, and what does this implies? - I'M NOT YOUNG ANYMORE BUT I'M NOT EVEN IN A STABLE RELATIONSHIP. *shake head*

The bachelor party is held at Le Bar 2, my brothers are like so decent hor? I think they're all change men, except for afew that are still the same la, haha.

Headed V4 after we're done with the two bottles. Drank pretty much that night and was kinda of tipsy. V4 is just nearby my place, had supper then headed home to catch a short nap before heading to Xian's wedding.

09 June 2010 - Wednesday

Had a really short rest. Xian's wedding was held at Furama Hotel located at Havelock road. Congrats to brother Xian and Gene! :) Wish you all a blissful marriage :)

Saw something interesting at the hotel's carpark. LOL. Who the hell knows you're girl, butch, gay or whatever when there's no one in the car after you park. I'm really puzzle.

After Xian's wedding we headed town for alittle while. Came home in the evening, CONCUSS all the way from 7pm - 2am.

Met my colleagues at work place. Thereafter we went clubbing at Nana. Its a impromptu gathering for Le bar staffs (TEAM A) and bosses. Had great fun that night, just that I bumped into Lawrence and had a big argument there. Don't wish to talk about him anymore. Full of disappointment.

MASAO is drunk again! He's like forever drunk! haha

10 June 2010 - Thursday

Woke up late. Met Catt, Yiru and Carina for dinner at nearby. Shannon and Yashi came down to pick me up. We headed Ratchada with the girls.

11 June 2010 - Friday

Lawrence was celebrating his birthday at Lunar but I didn't attend his party. I went back to work since they are short-handed. But well, even if I didn't work, I would still forgo his party due to some reasons.

Wanted to catch Killers / Karate Kid before work, but no avail thus caught The A-team instead. Its worth the watch in fact :)

Rate: 4.5 / 5

After work headed Nana again with Carina and Catt. Its been Nana craze recently. LOL. Actually not craze, its just that many places are close when we end work at around 3+am, not much options though.

Met Qing, Sabrina and Sabrina's sister at Nana too. Was pretty pack at Nana, lucky we saw Ryan and friends, so we joined them.

12 June 2010 - Saturday

Its Lawrence's birthday. Happy birthday to you :)

Caught The Karate Kid with Shannon and Yashi

Rate: 4.5 / 5

13 June 2010 - Sunday

Was having a very bad mood swing, headed Bugis alone to shop and eat :) Felt much better thereafter.

Loots

Met up with Yashi at my place. Drove over to Mana Mana to watch soccer. Its a pretty nice place to chill out (at the beach). Its located at East Coast Park, near Lagoon. Shannon joined us there too.

Masao picked me up at 4:15am, we had supper at 126, then went Grandlink for LAN gaming.

14 June 2010 - Monday

Went back to work officially. I've actually quit my job at Le Bar because I had intentions of going over to Philippines.

Before work, shopped at town.

Bought a dress, belt and my most satisfied purchase was my Chanel earrings. Impulsive or whatever imprudent spending or not its up to individual judgement. Anyway I really like it.

15 June 2010 - Tuesday

Met dearest Celine for dinner at Raffles City MOF. Miss Celine so much, especially when we're working together. You imagine we see each other 5 days a week, now we only meet up once every few months T_T Really miss Sembcorp ALOT ALOT! Jessie, SzePhing, Annie and the rest of them.

Caught midnight movie with Shannon at Cineleisure - Killers

Rate: 2.5 / 5

16 June 2010 - Wednesday

Meeting and worked.

At this stage, I still want to emphasize 男人的话是不可以相信的！

17 June 2010 - Thursday

Yashi picked me up for dinner at Mr Beans then we had KTV at Cineleisure with Ah Bao, Ah Lai and Shannon.

18 June 2010 - Friday

Worked

19 June 2010 - Saturday

Jenny bf invited us over her house for dinner. She specially prepared dinner for us (her family, Reagan, Stanley, Yashi and I). She's one person I ♥ most! No doubt :)

Cereal prawns and pork is ♥. Thanks bf for preparing such a sumptuous dinner for us. Slacked at her place after dinner then reach work place at 11:15pm.

张杰重播

2010-06-12T09:28:00.001+08:00

如果天是灰的如果爱还留着
是不是你的手就还会牵着
你就像是白色覆盖着我们所有颜色
心还空白色
我不经意走到了这
而幸福却已走散了
从前的难过的快乐的
已经不再有了
我该还为谁等着
为什么我哭了因为你不爱了
又想起你了是因为那首歌
我怎么了
忍不住留下了眼泪还拼命的笑着
我和我又哭了因为我都懂了
爱情的世界里没什么规则
我怎么了
又站在熟悉的路口开始怀念着

原来从慢慢的在爱里蜿蜒着
画下胸口的热那叫做歌手
重逢播放的歌是我们遇见的那一刻
是否也会让你难过了
我不经意走到了这
谁结束了我们的歌
从前的难过的快乐的
已经不再有了
我该还为谁等着
为什么我哭了因为你不爱了
又想起你了是因为那首歌
我怎么了
忍不住留下了眼泪还拼命的笑着
我和我又哭了因为我都懂了
爱情的世界里没什么规则
我怎么了
又站在熟悉的路口开始怀念着

(为什么我哭了因为你不爱了)
(又想起你了是因为那首歌)
我怎么了
忍不住留下了眼泪还拼命的笑着
我和我又哭了因为我都懂了
爱情的世界里并没什么规则
我怎么了
又站在熟悉的路口开始怀念着

fat

2010-06-09T10:15:00.001+08:00

Oh man, I think I put on weight again.

TUMMY PROTRUDING OUT DAMN OBVIOUS!

min

2010-06-08T00:26:00.001+08:00

25 May 2010 - 06 June 2010

2010-06-07T23:16:00.005+08:00

I haven't been updating, can't remember what are the things I've been doing recently. (I guess when you're happy, you don't remember how fast it passes. Everyday is just enjoying and being happy)

I've been busy but life have been good. No I will say its GREAT :) Haven't been this great for a long time. HAPPY~ IMMA HAPPY GIRL :)

25 May 2010 (Tuesday):

Had Ben and Jerry Icecream at Dempsey with Wee Kiat. Met Shannon at Golden Mile Towers.

After that we rushed over to Cineleisure for Movie. Caught Shrek Forever After

I'm not a fan of Shrek, its my first time watching it. So I'm kinda of lost, but was pretty hilarious.

Rate: 3.5 / 5

After the movie, both of us went to play LAN. Haha. Its crazy but recently I've been playing LAN pretty often. I miss counterstrike days!!!

26 May 2010 (Wednesday):

Met Shannon and Ah Lai for dinner before heading to work. After work went for LAN Gaming with Terence, Reagan and Reagan's friend. Shannon picked me up for supper with Ah Lai and Patrick. Thereafter went home and zzzz.

27 May 2010 (Thursday):

Dinner with my ♥ Jenny boyfriend and Gina Aunt at Chijmes Gyu-Kaku.

If you love beef, you'll love this place! Even though the price is alittle steep, but its worth the money :D

http://www.gyu-kaku.com.sg/

Service: 5 / 5
Food: 4.5 / 5

After dinner, we chill and had our usual 3gu 6po talk at Insomnia (Chijmes).

Left for Mono at around 10pm? I guess it was around that time la. Joined Shannon, Yashi daddy, Patrick and Ah Lai there. Jenny boyfriend and Aunt Gina left earlier. The guys went crazy after drinking. Didn't want to go home, were stuck at St James till morning, because they were debating if they should go Boat Quay to continue drinking. LOL.

28 May 2010 (Friday):

Worked

dear Qing and Sabrina came down to look for me. After work we headed Nana with some friends. A really fun and crazy night! Lets go drink again soon ok!

29 May 2010 (Saturday):

Marcus picked me up by cab then we headed Changi Sailing Club. Ready to set off for our Kelong trip :D I seriously love the place except for the mosquitoes and toilet.

Short hiatus at Kelong is really a good choice, I feel peaceful there, out of all my worries and my mind can finally be at ease.

I guess you all don't know that when I'm upset or unhappy, I will go to East Coast Park myself right? I'll usually go at night, cos I dislike the sun. I like to sit along the beach, enjoy the breeze ALONE.

These people are chefs so the food they prepare is OMG GOOD

Sun set is gorgeous

They're fishing

Its getting dark...

The moonlight

Marcus and I were playing like a kid

Morning...

Its morning, but the moon is still hanging in the sky

Sun rise

Sorry I didn't upload all of the pictures. You can view the entire album in my FB.

30 May 2010 (Sunday):

Wei wei came back for holidays so I met her up for shopping and dinner. Miss her! Been two years since she returned home to Taiwan.

Bought her to my favourite Sun with Moon. Foie Gras and beef is love. As well the avocado prawn.

Thereafter had movie with Yashi, Ah Bao and Shannon at Cineleisure.

We caught Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time

Rate: 4 / 5

After movie, we headed to Casino - Sands.

31 May 2010 (Monday):

Took off, stayed at home because I wasn't feeling very good. Was in a dilemma.

Went to Cabana at night with Yashi and Shannon.

01 June 2010 (Tuesday):

Sharon met me at my place. Hawker finally reopen!!! We had our dinner at hawker, sting ray and prawns. The queue at hawker has been crazy every since its reopening.

Around 11pm, Shannon came to pick Yashi and I to mono. Met Patrick and Ah Lai there.

02 June 2010 (Wednesday):

Pay respect to daddy at Mandai with mum. I think we both look damn funny cause we couldn't reach the vase. My mum had to carry me =x Lucky it was quiet there, if not damn paiseh! LOL.

Met my lovely girls Julia, Sharon and Jenny at Bugis for dinner before heading to work. The 3 girls went Le bar for a short drinks too.

After work Yi Ru, Catt, Carina and I went Nana to drink with some friends.

04 June 2010 (Friday):

Worked then Nana again with the girls. OMG we already drank alot at work, yet still went over Nana to finish the bottle we left on Wednesday. It was such a crazy night!!! BUT DAMN FUN! Reach home around 5+am.

OMG I LOVE MY WORK, I LOVE MY COLLEAGUES. I don't wanna leave Singapore at all!

05 June 2010 (Saturday):

Worked.

Stupid Seng look so ugly here

Forever act yandao Reagan and I

After work went LAN Gaming with the guys Reagan, Qun and Masao. Left the LAN shop at 8+am and had our breakfast at Whampoa curry rice. haha. Ok, saw the Ong family, its been quite some time. The person I miss most is mummy Jessie! But well, let bygones be bygones. Guess we're all happy with our lifes now.

Masao sent all of us home, its dizzy sitting in his car, he is a crazy driver! lol. Reach home at 9+am. Fatigued!

06 June 2010 (Sunday):

Its our off day!!! :D because I came home really late, I slept until 8? Was suppose to go Sharon house to help her with her iphone, but it was late when I left home.

Met Catt for dinner at hawker.

We headed Cineleisure Kbox for Ktv till 5+am with Yi Ru. Had breakfast at Geylang then home sweet home.

♥

2010-06-07T23:01:00.001+08:00

God didn't give me a wonderful relationship/man but he bless me with ♥ly friends :D

20 May 2010 to 23 May 2010

2010-05-31T12:43:00.002+08:00

20 May 2010 - Thursday

Met Jenny boyfriend and Yashi. Shopped at Far East but didn't manage to buy anything. Had our dinner at Plaza Singapura Aijiteh. Victor met us there.

We caught The Back Up Plan

Rate: 3.5 / 5

Its a hilarious show. JL got herself inseminated since its taking her way to long to find the right guy. Well think she's quite skeptical about relationship just like me. haha. Anyway she's really determine to be a mummy and have her own kid WITHOUT a husband, this explains why she got herself inseminated.

Just on the day she went for her insemination, she bumped into a guy who snatched her cab, or was it the other way round. This guy turned out to be the guy she wanted to spend her life with. They started dating and she found herself pregnant due to the insemination. She didn't know how to explain and making the situation even more complicated, this guy is not ready to have babies.

22 May 2010 - Saturday

Met Yiren and Elson at Bugis for dinner at Sakae before heading Indoor Stadium for our long awaited concert. ITS 罗志祥 SHOW LUO'S CONCERT!!! :D

We are seated pretty near to the stage :D

These are some videos I've successfully upload... But I apologize that I'm not gonna link up all of them into my blog. It'll probably lag up my whole site, so just go search xiaOm1n if you wanna see those videos clips.

舞法舞天

箇中強手

精舞門

愛不單行

搞笑

習慣就好

After the concert ended, we headed Zirca for Sean's birthday celebration. Dearest Jasmine Tan met us there too. I miss her and Linda lots! Miss those days we hang out together, was crazy and fun.

23 May 2010 - Sunday

Had dinner with Yashi at Seafood Paradize located at Defu lane. I always love the crabs there. Indulgence in good food makes me HAPPY :D and actually I realize, it isn't true that I lost appetite recently. Its just that I'm being too picky on food, I rather skip meals if the menu / food doesn't seem appealing.

After dinner, fetch Sharon for KTV at Cine Kbox. Shannon joined us too.

I wasn't feeling very good that day but after a sumptuous dinner and my favourite KTV session, I felt much better :)

Had Teochew porridge at Kovan area before heading home in the morning.

Marcus says

2010-05-29T21:06:00.000+08:00

什麽国家不用电, "免电". 什麽国家最冷, "太冷". 光头梳头发, 猜一个国家, "梳个兰".

Kelong

2010-05-29T21:04:00.002+08:00

I'm in the middle of the sea, the feeling here is great, very relaxing...

I'm at kelong...

The sun set is so beautiful,
even the sky in the night...

I feel so peaceful here.

没希望肯定不会有失望

2010-05-29T06:59:00.000+08:00

I don't mind being alone because I know 没希望肯定不会有失望

Customer sayssss

2010-05-29T06:51:00.003+08:00

My customer told me, night club are 85% full everyday...
He asked me "do you know what does this imply?"
I told him "it means 85% of the men go to night club".
He said "yup and the remaining 10% are gay, 5% are henpecked".

Well I wouldn't mind henpecked men because I think they respect their wives and not because they are afraid. :)

Trust

2010-05-29T06:48:00.002+08:00

Yes it's true that I can never trust Lawrence,
but among the guys, he's the one I trust most already!
Because I know him too well to notice if he's lying or not.

customers

2010-05-25T21:26:00.003+08:00

Things I hate about customers:

1) We very bored, nobody entertain us. You never accompany us, never 陪我们坐. EH FUCK YOU ALL VERY MUCH, YOU THINK ITS NIGHTCLUB HERE? SORRY I DON'T PROVIDE NIGHTCLUB SERVICES. If I'm available and you're nice I don't mind sitting down at your table for awhile to chat, but if you think I'm obliged to sit at your table to keep you guys accompany, GO TO HELL.

2) The next table only order jugs we order bottles, why you sit at their table and their service GAO GAO. FUCK YOU ITS EITHER THEY ARE MY FRIENDS OR THEY ARE REALLY NICE PEOPLE WHOM I'VE KNOWN SINCE I'VE WORK AT LE BAR. I don't talk to any dogs or pigs or cats just like that. So what you open bottle. I don't give a darn fuck about it.

Other than all of these I think everyone is different, like there are different types of customers, but I'm ok with that even if they are fussy, troublesome or etc. But stupid morons who think waitress has an obligation to sit at their table and 陪坐 should go die.

Clara and me

2010-05-24T15:01:00.000+08:00

two mins - Clara and me :D
Taken while I'm at work

..

2010-05-23T19:01:00.000+08:00

I rather waste 4 years than 40 years in the future.

fuckers

2010-05-23T17:53:00.004+08:00

You wanted me to forgive you, I was trying very hard to decide if I should trust you again.

Asked for your Skype account and realized you have been calling to a Thai number constantly last month.

Despite ALL of the calls were OUTGOING CALLS, you told me that you were the one who wanted to stop talking to that Thai bitch, not that she stopped talking to you.

FINE YOU WANTED ME TO TRUST YOU!

But I'm sorry to say, I WON'T TRUST ANYONE BASE ON NOTHING? I AM NOT A IDIOT.

From me to bitch:
If you can't see I'm typing the message out in words here:
"stop taking to lawrence u fucking bitch, he's my bf. we've been together for 4 years."

From bitch to me:

If you can't see I'm typing the message out in words here:
"are u crazy? why dont u ask ur bf?i dont want to talk to him but he always try to talk to me.lol u know what he told me before???umm...i wont tell u.maybe u r bad girl coz many word u said all is fucking bad girl used.that make ur bf want other girl????"

Lawrence SMS to me:
"I resigned"

My reply to him:
"Huh?"

Lawrence to me:
"I resigned being a flirty"

My reply to him:
"fuck you"

Lawrence to me:
"enjoy ur show c u tmr"

My reply to him:
"wad tmr? stop talking shit to me. That bitch says she doesn't want to talk to you, and you are the one who kept talking to her. You still want to tell me you have no intentions? Fuck off la"

Lawrence to me:
"its me who don't want to talk to her. I work, don't wanna quarrel"

I DIDN'T REPLY ANYTHING SINCE THEN...

in the morning he send me a email. . .

Lawrence to me in the mail:

If you can't see I'm typing the message out in words here:
"i think it thru,i should nt be so chee hong...i should think before anything n thou of ur feelin...sorri...i promise u i will nt be so flirt n think before i do anything.n i cal u so many times.but cant get thru ur hp...gd nite.tc"

So conscience not clear? So trying to apologize? Realized that the bitch told me the truth so you apologize? FUCK YOU VERY MUCH.

Its ok if you don't recognize my efforts. BUT I CANNOT TAKE IT WHEN YOU MALIGN ME ALL THE TIME AND CAUSE EVERYONE AROUND YOU TO THINK I'M THE ONE CHEATING BEHIND YOU WHEN I DID NOT!

Little Kryence birthday photos

2010-05-23T16:43:00.000+08:00

Before you start looking at Kryence's picture, I have to flood you with my own pictures first. :D

Celebration at Nsrcc

His actual birthday at Day care

Show me the way

2010-05-22T12:33:00.001+08:00

I don't wanna be stubborn this time,
God are you trying to show me all of these?
I'm lost, show me the way.

Trust? Lol

2010-05-22T04:24:00.002+08:00

Asking me to trust other guys ?! I would rather put the effort on the guy I love most. At least I think it's worth it. :)

Don't

2010-05-21T04:57:00.000+08:00

Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken ...

I want...

2010-05-21T02:25:00.003+08:00

I want a man who would reply "I don't wanna go because I respect my gf" than a bf that will give me 101 reasons to join his frens.
I need a man not a boy.
I need someone who can take care my emotional needs, because I cry and breakdown very easily.
I need someone who don't have to say a word yet I feel comfort whenever I'm in his arms.
I don't want someone who tells me that I'm his no 1, I want to be his only one.
I want someone who makes me trust him and not someone who asks me to trust him.
I want someone who makes me feel special and secure not someone who makes me feel totally lost.
I want someone who will spare a thought for me in every of the decisions he makes in life.
I want someone who will have future plans that includes me in them!!!

Is it too much to ask for?
Aren't these just the basics that women are asking for?
If you can't even provide the fundamentals then why bother to put someone else in an agony togther with you?

Bit bit and Lala

2010-05-20T16:19:00.005+08:00

I've been sooo soooo sooo damn busy and have neglected Bit Bit. But of cos daily feeding, cleaning and stuffs are not forgotten. (Mum has been doing it though)

We used to let Bit Bit out for a run everyday, because he is Yuan's BaoBei. Even more precious than me. Everyday when he comes back from work, the first thing he'll do is walk to study room, open Bit Bit's cage and carry him. So when he left, and I'm too busy, nobody takes up the job.

Well exams are over, I'm less busy now. So I release both the bunnies out yesterday and the day before. The whole study room became their play area, but I don't understand why they go around shredding newspaper. Shredder?

Bit Bit is no longer baby bunny. He's 1 year 3 months plus old. Very big in size! But still as cute as ever.

My wall, my shield

2010-05-20T06:30:00.003+08:00

I've build a huge wall to protect myself against others trying to enter my heart,
it doesn't matter how many people i've successfully blocked,
all it matters is who is willing to go all the way in to tear this wall apart.

Mother's Day Celebration at Granny's place

2010-05-19T15:44:00.004+08:00

These are taken during celebration of Mother's day at Granny's place.

Deroyale.

My family

2010-05-19T15:17:00.002+08:00

Sweetie Lervonne, Handsome Kryence, Pretty JiaYan, Fatty Brother in Law and sister

Little Kryence just woke up, look at his hair. It reminds me of someone's pong pong hair. :D

Tots

2010-05-18T04:36:00.001+08:00

Chances are for people who put in 101% effort, not for those who only put in 99.9%.

Bkk

2010-05-17T04:08:00.005+08:00

Today is the last night, here we are ... Finally at bkk. Things aren't as bad as reported on the news. I realize that Singapore news are too exaggerating, the situation are usually magnify in the news.

Bangkok Bangkok my friends are going to bang their c**ks!!! Lol.

We did passby some rally spots, the red shirts close down the area and heard them giving some speech.

We still carry on with our clubbing plans though. Clubbed at Noir at Lat Phrao. Finish drinking that bottle of Chivas then we move over to Hollywood at Ratchada. It's really fun at Ratchada, I guess it caters more to foreigners compare to Noir where there are more locals.

Mark's friend met us for clubbing too. Things were so much cheaper, the liquor are like half the price cheaper.

Well ... Guys are guys. Disgusting species!!! DOGS!

Went shopping at Chatuchak eariler on, spent almost half a day there. I bought 9 tops, 1shorts and 2 cardigans. The rest are for my friends. Wasn't such a fruitful shopping trip this time. Could have been better if we are allow to
go to the usual shopping areas.

Despite buying lesser, all of us spent quite a hefty sum of money already. I spent like 760SGD. Pok kai face!!!!! Pokkk pokkk pokkk kaiii face!!!

Anyway, it's 17 May,

Happy birthday to you ugly idiot!!! You are an year older, hope you will be more mature la!!!

Ink

2010-05-15T04:37:00.001+08:00

Too bored here and got ourselves ink ..

Pattaya

2010-05-14T18:20:00.001+08:00

*edited*

Stuck at pattaya, extending another night. This is the first time when I travel I feel like going back HOME.

I'm planning to go elsewhere soon, I want to shop!!!

..

2010-05-12T05:32:00.001+08:00

我累了,真的很累了
不要等我要放手时说你不想.

代替品

2010-05-12T04:33:00.000+08:00

Listen to the lyrics.

No restrictions

2010-05-12T04:03:00.002+08:00

Exams are over,
no more restrictions,
I'm gonna play like nobody business,
won't have time for you,
no, I don't even have to allocate time for you in the first place.

请你放手

2010-05-12T04:02:00.000+08:00

请你放手

Go away

2010-05-12T03:40:00.003+08:00

我根本不应该有这种念头,
一点都不可以在有任何的心乱,
my stubbornnes would not lead me anywhere good,
afterall your words can never be trusted,
I'm not going to force myself to trust you,
you don't have to force yourself to be the way I want,
I'm not going deeper into this,
withdrawing,
and you, please just go away.

Freedom

2010-05-11T14:15:00.003+08:00

Exams are over , despite being rather screwed, I still wanna say hurrary to freedom!!!!

Another important thing ,

happy birthday to little Kryence boy!!!
It's your 1st birthday!!!

Tmd

2010-05-10T04:15:00.001+08:00

I'm sick of talking to u. Ppl aren't perfect so they make mistakes. the worse ppl aren't those who make mistakes but those who nv realizes their mistakes,

傻人有傻福, 我应该是不够傻吧

2010-05-10T01:38:00.001+08:00

傻人有傻福, 我应该是不够傻吧!!!

10 May

2010-05-10T01:16:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday shit man, it's 10 May today!!!

When in love

2010-05-10T01:09:00.002+08:00

I used to be in love with this man who seem almost perfect to me,
now that I'm no longer with him,
I see things from another perspective, another angle,
I guess afterall when we are in love,
we fail to see everything,
love makes us blind...

Special one

2010-05-10T01:01:00.000+08:00

You can always crave for anyone but there will always be that special someone that is enough for you to forget the rest. -Vea #TLS

Motive

2010-05-09T23:52:00.000+08:00

What is your agenda ?

当我知道你们相爱

2010-05-09T22:53:00.001+08:00

A really OLD song by Aaron Kwok 当我知道你们相爱

和你分手已有多年
本来再不应该怀缅
可是已习惯夜里回忆重演
无法解释也无法改变

刚好接到你一封信
信内说到你的恋情
你和他之间充满美丽憧憬
好想祝福却言不由衷心

当我知道你们相爱
有了开始有了未来
想替你开心人却无法释怀
我的悲哀在眼底徘徊

当我知道你们相爱
我的心底泛起许多无奈
我的心在哭我真的在乎
你的离开
此情难再

Query

2010-05-09T22:10:00.003+08:00

There's this thing that I still couldn't fathom.
Why do guys choose to cheat on their girlfriend / wife even when they love their partner alot?

WHY?

09 May 2010 - Sunday

2010-05-09T22:04:00.002+08:00

09 May 2010 - Sunday

Didn't go out today, rested at home for the entire day. Had dinner at Sakae Sushi at Bishan then came back home.

I'm like half hearted to mug.

:(

Happy Mother Day

2010-05-09T19:11:00.001+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER DAY TO MUMMY AND ALL THE MUMSSS.

MUACKS

Kryence and us

2010-05-09T19:08:00.001+08:00

Isn't little Kryence so handsome?

Bastard

2010-05-09T07:01:00.002+08:00

I couldn't go a day without thinking of you,

but I already learnt to go without hearing from you for many days,

I'm slowly learning...

You'll know what's the outcome till then :)

BASTARD

Online shopping

2010-05-09T06:58:00.002+08:00

I keep reminding myself the reasons why I stopped online shopping...

ok I shall stop doing further damage...

ANGRY

2010-05-09T06:47:00.001+08:00

whatever you say

if in the position of a FRIEND:

you shouldn't even friend someone base on their occupation or not, moreover what's wrong with me being a waitress. is there any difference being a waitress at a pub or a restaurant? it all depends on individual and their own behaviour. it has nothing to do with my job nature. and i didn't know you doubt me. or you think i'm like one of the waitresses or whores that HAVE serve you.

then why didn't you ask your other friends not to work at pub? you still do befriend them. do you tell them not to contact you if they still work there? NO YOU DIDNT, INSTEAD YOU STICK MORE TO THEM.

SO NOW I KNOW, BECAUSE I WORK THERE, YOU DISREGARD ME AS A FRIEND.

if in the position of more than a friend:

what rights have you to tell me not to work there. just because you don't like it? or is bias to my job nature? I DONT FUCKING CARE BECAUSE YOU NEVER TAKE MY FEELINGS INTO CONSIDERATIONS EVER BEFORE. YOU ONLY CONTINUE TO DO WHATEVER YOU LIKE. I WASNT EVEN THOUGHT OF, DESPITE KNOWING HOW HURT OR ANGRY I WOULD BE, YOU GO AHEAD.

In conclusion,
our friendship or our relationship is VIVIDLY and EVIDENTLY proven. Its worth this much.
THANKS ! MAYBE YOU SHOULD GO FUCK YOUR WHORES.

Rubber band

2010-05-08T21:42:00.000+08:00

I really slim down,

My aunt just say so too,

super rubber band,

Put on weight and slim down very fast,

But I don't like being too skinny.

Busy

2010-05-08T17:55:00.002+08:00

I'm busy busy busy ...

08 May (Sat) - Nephew 1st birthday party
09 May (Sun) - still his party
10 May (Mon) - mug for last paper, haven even touch that module
11 May (Tues) - Last paper, facial at 2pm, dinner with Terence
12 May (Wed) - pack my room, ironing, Change currency, working at Le Bar 2
13 May (Thurs) to 17 May (Mon) - bkk

shit man birthday party - 2010

2010-05-08T03:07:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIT MAN!!!

07 May 2010 - Friday

2010-05-07T22:25:00.003+08:00

Didn't buy anything for myself except to replenish my blusher n powder,
but I'm carrying a lot of things now.
How to carry all these to Lunar?

Argh
Never shop for myself, nevertheless spent about 200 bucks already.
Also spent another $56 on this online qi bao that is really really gorgeous looking and some other items.

I am damn poor.
I am damn poor.
I am damn poor.

Anyway am heading Lunar to celebrate Marcus birthday.

No shopping already

2010-05-07T21:10:00.002+08:00

I'm at bugis buying pressie for my darling nephew, he's turning ONE! :)

I mustn't shop for myself!!!

I mustn't shop
I mustn't shop
I mustn't shop

I'm going bkk to buy really cheap stuffs, and it's less than a week ahead.

I mustn't shop now.
Mustn't mustn't

Jb

2010-05-07T04:29:00.004+08:00

06 May 2010 - Thursday

Another paper left for exam,

It's on coming Tuesday :)

Taking a break from examination stress today, just came back from JB, had massage n lok lok!

Massage is a monthly thing for me, have been craving for lok lok since some time back.

Feeling sleepy now. It's 440am. Night world !! :)

Frustrated with myself

2010-05-06T18:13:00.003+08:00

I'm lazy, laid back, stupid and only wanna have fun all the time. I cannot take stress, cannot take hardship. Too pampered, 挑食, bad tempered, 小姐脾气, rude, very pessimistic and cynical about life, not independent, 小女人, can't cook even an egg even maggi noodles also don't really know how to cook, sensitive, very severe mood swings, emotional.

That's what I am.

Frustrated with myself.

Like that how? I think all the guys cannot take my crazy behaviour / nonsense.

School or work

2010-05-06T17:35:00.003+08:00

Studying under UOL is oh my fucking xxx hard. The jump from diploma standards to degree is no joke.

Don't talk about scoring, I have high chances of failing too.
Like screwed for all 3 papers so far.

I didn't plan to go for today's Macro exam because I know I'm not well prepare thus I also skipped revision yesterday. (If I studied for my CF and I can't do it, I lost confidence that I can make it for my Macro too)

I slept from 8pm till this morning. Seriously drained out.

In the end still went for my Marco paper, but late. Manage to do some questions but I'm sure a pass is absolutely not attainable.

Should I retake next year or just go overseas to work. I'm planning to leave Singapore with my bestie Yashi if everything goes well.

I know I'm extremely indecisive in everything that I do.
Super random and capricious.
Many many many many many many impromptu decisions that really surprise the people around me.

Am I a very unpredictable person? Or am I not?

cant

2010-05-06T02:09:00.000+08:00

I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE, ITS REALLY SO STRESSFUL.

T_T

examination

2010-05-06T00:43:00.002+08:00

I am feeling so demoralize, so lost and so upset.

I've invested all my time into revision for Corporate Finance because I know that's my weakest module. Didn't understand a single lecture from the beginning, also couldn't attempt my prelim papers.

But after all the efforts I put in, I still couldn't do my Corporate Finance paper today. I just waste 2k plus like that. I didn't even attempt a single question. One year of lessons just for the paper today.

If I didn't study for it, I would gladly accept the fact that I couldn't attempt those questions, but I really did put in effort to mug for that module.

I even forgo most of my time for other modules like POA and Marco just for Corporate Finance.

If I had allocated more time to POA, I could have done that cash flow questions properly. Now I don't even have confidence in passing my POA.

UOL examination arrangement is so screwed and its screwing us up.

POA : 10am to 1pm

The paper ended late, we only left the examination hall at 1:40pm. Got to rush to get my lunch. Ok, everywhere was crowded with students, queue for lunch at Subway. Its my first time eating Subway, I know I'm damn SUA KU. I stunned when I look at the menu, didn't know how to order. Whatever it is, Subway really sucks. I will never eat that stupid piece of bread from there again.

Anyway that's not the worse part, there wasn't seats available so my friends and I had to sit on the floor to eat. We're in a rush, very rush. It was 2:10pm by then we started eating. Our next paper starts at 2:30pm. I still had to visit the ladies before entering the exam hall but as you know its crowded, the queue apparently was NOT short.

We don't get our seats number until we check on the stupid board outside the examination hall. Everyone is crowding there to see their seats number too. I think its really a waste of time.

I didn't really get a glimpse on those theories for Corporate Finance before I enter the hall. How can I remember them after taking a 3 hours paper? I obviously need to refresh myself by flipping through the notes, but I simply have no time.

I don't have to find myself so much excuses for failing my examinations though. If I didn't do well for my POA thats due to my laziness. But I can't fathom the fact that I did study for Corporate Finance and I can't do the questions. Okay, maybe I'm stupid.

Whatever. And the most screwed part is, I'm damn demoralize and not in the mood to study yet I have another paper tomorrow morning at 10am.

HOW???

Is this one strategy the school implement in order to make us retake their papers?

Its my first time feeling so upset when I know I'm going to fail my paper. Its not that I haven't fail any paper in my life before. I retained when I'm in secondary 3 due to various reasons. But thereafter, I've never fail any of my examinations. But this time I'm going to.

I don't know why I became sooo sooo soooo stupid? My brain really slow down alot, symptoms of whatever _? Whatever, I don't know what I'm writing. Don't bother.

Screwed

2010-05-05T07:09:00.001+08:00

I am panicking now cos I'm seriously not prepare for exams

One word

Screwed !

Ignorance is a bliss

2010-05-05T04:35:00.002+08:00

Ignorance is a bliss.

And I totally agree to this.

People who 'thinks' they are blissful are usually ignorant.

:)

Endure

2010-05-04T21:04:00.003+08:00

Endurance ...

After Thursday which is 2 days later, I'll be less stress up.

I'm tweety bird out of the cage!

Lol.

Neth must be thinking that cage,
I don't mean the white tweety bird cage huh,
I'm just referring to the cage as in home. Haha. If you are reading this you better prepare to meet me when my exams are over!!!

Been stuck at home these few days la!

Costumes

2010-05-04T17:09:00.002+08:00

Wee just bought another 3 sets of costume online.

Exams

2010-05-04T17:06:00.002+08:00

Exam is just tomorrow, to be precise less than 15 hours ahead

two papers 6 freaking hours.

But I'm lazing now haven't touch my notes at all today.

The mess on my study table really isn't motivating me to study at all.

I used to zzz yet pass my exams, maybe I should do it now...

Changed

2010-05-03T19:07:00.001+08:00

I was the one who said things changed ,

but you were the one who showed me exactly how much they really did.

Y for you

2010-05-03T03:13:00.001+08:00

This is the one right thing you do

DON'T interupt my life.

Nothing

2010-05-02T22:27:00.000+08:00

It's been the 5th day...

NOTHING

Worth the pain

2010-05-02T20:02:00.001+08:00

The truth is, everyone's going to hurt you. You just have to decide who is worth the pain. -Unknown #TLS

Love and hatred

2010-05-02T04:41:00.001+08:00

No words can explain how much I hate you

But

No hatred could replace the way I love you

busy busy busy

2010-05-01T20:52:00.003+08:00

Just came back from Granny's Place. Another week to Mother's day. We're celebrating in advance. Next Saturday will be my little handsome nephew's birthday party. I'm busy busy busy.

There's so many things I wanna do, yet so little time. Yes, running out of time to revise too.

4 more days!

Terrify over the paper yet anticipating for exams to be over!

Wanna watch Iron Man 2
Wanna go holiday
Wanna have lots of good food
Wanna shop
Wanna sleep the entire day
Wanna go KTV
Wanna go Kelong with Marcus
Wanna go drink
Wanna go club

Wanna hang out with so many friends like
Qing and secondary school friends
Hippo Daniel
Colleagues to go gaming
Ex colleagues from Sembcorp like Celine and Jessie and Sze Phing! Miss them
Clara star and chup lao friends
Calvin, James, Shao wei and all

so many that I can't list out. MISS ALL MY FRIENDS. My freedom!

Love me or hate me

2010-05-01T05:34:00.002+08:00

Love me for what I am because I don't need to put up a show to impress any of you.

min

Leo and Libra aren't good match

I'd Rather

你不知道的事

Yashi birthday - 04 Aug 2010

The Sorcerer's Apprentice

my friends and I

looking forward

♥ Jenny bf birthday

张靓颖-我走以后

sweetest things that happen in my life

In memories of Grandmother

One Last Cry

02 July 2010 - 16 July 2010

Trust

小CALL

Ok

爱你十分泪七分

RIP Alfred

thinking to dreaming?

Random rants

不說出的溫柔

28 June 2010 - 01 July 2010

不顾一切的爱才算是爱

26 June 2010 - 27 June 2010

when you say nothing at all

everyone

20 June 2010 - 25 June 2010

randomness

轉瞬為風

08 June 2010 - 19 June 2010

张杰 重播

fat

min

25 May 2010 - 06 June 2010

♥

20 May 2010 to 23 May 2010

Marcus says

Kelong

没希望肯定不会有失望

Customer sayssss

Trust

customers

Clara and me

..

fuckers

Little Kryence birthday photos

Show me the way

Trust? Lol

Don't

I want...

Bit bit and Lala

My wall, my shield

Mother's Day Celebration at Granny's place

My family

Tots

Bkk

Ink

Pattaya

..

代替品

No restrictions

请你放手

Go away

Freedom

Tmd

傻人有傻福, 我应该是不够傻吧

10 May

When in love

Special one

Motive

当我知道你们相爱

Query

09 May 2010 - Sunday

Happy Mother Day

Kryence and us

Bastard

Online shopping

ANGRY

Rubber band

张杰重播